I just feel so redundant anymore.. I need a change or something.. Wake up, go to work, come home, do nothing, go to bed, repeat.. I used to have a passion to wanna travel, see the world, learn new stuff, the whole shabang!! Where the fuck did that ever go?!?! Hello, passion are you there?? Repressed somewhere in my body that I gotta have a full body scan to find?!?! Are you hidden in my colon somewhere?? Don't tell me that when I hit 50 and have to start getting regular prostate exams and Im making my bucket list that'll you'll finally reappear..
Lately on heavy repeat has been the following:
If you care to read it, I wrote a little love/erotic short:
SPOILERS! (Click to view)
After a long day of work, I slide my key into the lock of the front door and turn the knob. Ah, the feeling of comfort when I walk in the door and the distinct smell of comfort that our apartment has. I put my things down on the counter and the pooches are at my feet looking at me with their adorable little eyes. Take my shoes off on the couch and pet them, their slobbering kisses always helps me relax after a long hard day at work. I go over to the sliding glass door that we have, and the dogs see some cardinals outside on the trees and their tails start to wag in angst and excitement. I let them out and the hop onto the fence and bark, harmless playful barks.
I turn around cause I hear a noise at the front door, so I peep through the privacy hole. It's my beautiful girlfriend trying to find her keys in her purse. I open the door and greet her with a smile, and take her briefcase. I can see that she's had a long day, it shows even without any words. I close the door behind her as she enters and says "hi". I already know the answer, but I ask her how her day was. She says with a sigh "Long. Your's"? I reply with "It was ok". The dogs notice a familiar face is home and come running in off the porch and greet her feet with wet, slobbery kisses. "Hi boys" she replies.
She goes into the bedroom, tense, stressed, tired. She slips her coat off and is wearing a white blouse. I've always loved the blouse. It made her breasts look amazing. But I never told her that. I walk up behind her and wrap my hands around her waste, and start to kiss her neck softly, and slide my hands onto hers and lead her over to the wall. I pick up one of her legs and wrap it up in my arms. I go back to softly kissing her neck and I wrap the other leg up in my right arm, and now have her pressed up completely against the bedroom wall. She wraps her arms around my neck and takes her hands and runs them through my dirty, sweaty hair. I hadn't had a time to shower before she got home. Her nails running through my hair, turns me on more. I love the feeling of rough nails through my hair. I let her slide back down to the floor and slide my hand up under the buttons on her blouse, exposing her beautiful 34C breasts, lacy white bra. They looked so amazing, it was almost as if the bra had been custom fitted it fit so perfectly. I work my way down neck, over her chest and down onto her breasts kissing them ever so firmly.
I feel my shirt lift up and her running her hands over my stomach, up over my pecks and thru my chest hair. She turns almost cat like and scratches me all the way down my entire torso. I think to myself, how lucky I am to have her. She knows exactly what gets me going. I’m so aroused that she starts to undo my belt buckle and then my pants, all the way until I'm standing in my boxers. She leads me over to the bed and she sits down on the edge and slides my semi hard cock into her mouth and slowly starts to work in and out, focusing on the head. She cradles my testicles as if they were delicate eggs, and starts to work with them. I'm about to cum, but she knows that that's not me. I slide her off my cock and push her back onto the bed and jump down onto her kissing her exposed chest. Until finally I undo her pants and slide my hand down into them and slide my fingers over her clit. She bites her lip as if she was wanting this all day. I slide her pants and panties off of her long legged beautiful frame. I start to kiss her on her feet and then work my way up her long athletic legs and start to run my tongue over her inner thighs until I'm at her vagina. I spread it with my fingers, and my tongue instantly goes to work in a circular motion on her clit. I slide 2 other fingers into her and start to massage the inner wall of her vagina making sure to press up on the inside of her clit as I'm pushing down with my tongue. She always loved it when I went down on her.
I can hear her softly moan into the open bedroom air. The crisp air coming in from the open window feels great against my body. I want you to fuck me I hear her whisper. I start to kiss her inner thighs again until I'm hard and I slide the tip of my cock into her. I hear her let out a whisper of slight discomfort, but pure pleasure. I always have been a little bit big for her, but that's something that has pushed our relationship to the next step. I'm working my hips around in a circular motion while thrusting deep, and hard. I can feel her nails run up my back, as she bites my lip and starts to French kiss me. I've always been a sucker for frenching. And she used the right amount of tongue. I can feel my lip split open a little bit as a drop of blood is wiped away from her teeth with her tongue. "Fuck" I said, "Shut the fuck up" she tells me. I throw her onto her stomach and push her back down with my hand, as I spank her on her ass. I see her shirt laying on the floor, I grab and tie her hands up to the headboard. "What are you doing"? She asks. "Shut the fuck up", I told her. I go back to my position behind her and pull her ass up so it arches her back. I slide my hard cock into her and start to thrust into her slow at first, but then as I hear her moan, I start to go faster. I smack her on her ass again, "fuck me", she says. I keep thrusting until I hear her say "I'm gonna cum, I'm gonna cum". She lets out such a pleasurable scream and moan that it makes me pump harder. Finally I end up moaning in pleasure and cum deep inside of her.
I fall over momentarily right after and she looks at me with that sexy smile she always gives me and says "Feel better"? I just lean over and kiss her right on her delicate, plump lips that drive me crazy, and whisper into her ear "I Love You".
It's my first time letting people read it..
I've been doing some thinking about losing my stache.. What are your inputs??
With:
Without:
Decisions decisions,
FML 
P.S. I want a tshirt for my birthday that says "It's my bday and bj's are welcome" on the front.. And on the back I want it to say "And moustache rides are complimentary".. 
