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Hm. Looking through the "what's related" of the video posted in my previous journal I didn't see any Real Men Of Genius videos, just a bunch of dudes in thongs. That's not really what I meant when I said that I'd be looking through the what's related. I know that comments are very little indication of who's actually viewed your journal entry, but only one er two people commented on it and I can't help but worry that they're the only ones who actually watched the video. If you haven't seen it, be sure and click back an entry and check it out. Even though it's not something that I made, if you've talked to me for any length of time it's surely going to be something that you're going to get a kick out of.
I'm all moved into my new apartment now. It's only a few miles from my work so now I'll be able to ride a bike back n forth. That should help a shit-ton to put my body back in shape and just get me back to the cheery beppo that you all used to know and love.
Well, when I say I'm all moved in, I mean that I've got all the furniture in there. What little furniture I do have, anyway. Just the desks, an old water bed (for Angie, I always sleep on the floor), a love seat that smells way the hell too much like dog pee, and of course Lisa's Ass.
Angie flew back to Denver on Monday. She's been gone for just under a week and I miss her like fucking crazy. It's no help that right now we're on opposing schedules. That's sure to be one of the more difficult parts of our relationship once we're all settled, that I have an ever-moving schedule, waking up about a half hour later each day. That combined with my working nonstop, I expect her to feel pretty much the same way she does now with her being in Colorado for about 20-50% of the time. I'm sure we'll manage though
This coming weekend is the Disney meet. This has pretty much become the event of the year for me so I'm of course pretty excited about it. Usually I've had tons of funds available to make sure that everything goes perfectly smooth but this time, having just dumped a big load of cash getting that apartment (plus I've been fairly low on cash to begin with), I'm gonna have a pretty limited affect on making sure that everything goes according to plan this time around.
In fact my once great Mobile Bar(tm) is hardly all that great anymore. And I don't have the funds to resupply it. At it's hight, it was about $1500 worth of liquor, mixers, and utensils. But this time around it'll be closer to like around $500. For those who were at the last Disney meet, it was just under $1000 worth. We tackled about 40% of it (mostly me (I also had a $200 bar tab.))
This also marks right around a year that I've been focusing on and making not drinking a priority. A turning point was at last years Disney meet. The day after the meet & greet, I woke up expecting what was supposed to be one of the most brutal hangovers of my life. I sat up and thought to myself "Dude, I feel almost exactly the same as I did yesterday." It wasn't because I'd planned exceptionally well, it was because I'd been that fuckin' drunk the day before. And the day before that. And the month before that. I thought to myself "Ok, dude. You can't live like this. No person's body is designed to take that much toxicity on such a regular basis.
It took me a little time to actually make use of my minimal drinking regime, but by February, I was drink free and, with a very few exceptions, have been ever since. Surprisingly, I don't feel much different.
I'm all moved into my new apartment now. It's only a few miles from my work so now I'll be able to ride a bike back n forth. That should help a shit-ton to put my body back in shape and just get me back to the cheery beppo that you all used to know and love.
Well, when I say I'm all moved in, I mean that I've got all the furniture in there. What little furniture I do have, anyway. Just the desks, an old water bed (for Angie, I always sleep on the floor), a love seat that smells way the hell too much like dog pee, and of course Lisa's Ass.
Angie flew back to Denver on Monday. She's been gone for just under a week and I miss her like fucking crazy. It's no help that right now we're on opposing schedules. That's sure to be one of the more difficult parts of our relationship once we're all settled, that I have an ever-moving schedule, waking up about a half hour later each day. That combined with my working nonstop, I expect her to feel pretty much the same way she does now with her being in Colorado for about 20-50% of the time. I'm sure we'll manage though
This coming weekend is the Disney meet. This has pretty much become the event of the year for me so I'm of course pretty excited about it. Usually I've had tons of funds available to make sure that everything goes perfectly smooth but this time, having just dumped a big load of cash getting that apartment (plus I've been fairly low on cash to begin with), I'm gonna have a pretty limited affect on making sure that everything goes according to plan this time around.
In fact my once great Mobile Bar(tm) is hardly all that great anymore. And I don't have the funds to resupply it. At it's hight, it was about $1500 worth of liquor, mixers, and utensils. But this time around it'll be closer to like around $500. For those who were at the last Disney meet, it was just under $1000 worth. We tackled about 40% of it (mostly me (I also had a $200 bar tab.))
This also marks right around a year that I've been focusing on and making not drinking a priority. A turning point was at last years Disney meet. The day after the meet & greet, I woke up expecting what was supposed to be one of the most brutal hangovers of my life. I sat up and thought to myself "Dude, I feel almost exactly the same as I did yesterday." It wasn't because I'd planned exceptionally well, it was because I'd been that fuckin' drunk the day before. And the day before that. And the month before that. I thought to myself "Ok, dude. You can't live like this. No person's body is designed to take that much toxicity on such a regular basis.
It took me a little time to actually make use of my minimal drinking regime, but by February, I was drink free and, with a very few exceptions, have been ever since. Surprisingly, I don't feel much different.
If you're anything like me you're gonna be looking through all of the what's related videos from this thing. This one's pretty fucking bad ass. Probably the best. You'll actually need to click play on this video. If you just scan through and don't watch it you won't have any idea what it is.
Here's something I've wanted to do for a very long time.
Except I want to ride from Long Beach to Catalina. It could be done. It just needs to be done with a ski that's got more suspension travel than what people are using now.
Except I want to ride from Long Beach to Catalina. It could be done. It just needs to be done with a ski that's got more suspension travel than what people are using now.
I wanted to update this with a new journal but I don't really have anything to write. I spose I've got a pretty boring life right now. Hm. Maybe I'll think of something later. 
I'm thinking that you'll probably find me at Club Suicide Saturday night. Maybe not, because of my whacked out sleeping schedule.
I woke up today at 11pm. I went to sleep at around 1pm I think. Maybe a lil bit later. I usually wake up a half hour later every day. Sometimes more, sometimes less. Usually I go to sleep a lot later each day while I'm awake during daylight hours. My body just tends to prefer to be awake at night.
Anyone else do this? Keep waking up later and later until eventually you have to wrap your schedule around? I read a journal some time back from s5 that he has to. I've also heard from a few other people who are near computers nearly 24/7 that they do it. Most of you reading this will probably fit into that category, so I'm curious how many of you have 24.5 - 25hr days as well.
I woke up today at 11pm. I went to sleep at around 1pm I think. Maybe a lil bit later. I usually wake up a half hour later every day. Sometimes more, sometimes less. Usually I go to sleep a lot later each day while I'm awake during daylight hours. My body just tends to prefer to be awake at night.
Anyone else do this? Keep waking up later and later until eventually you have to wrap your schedule around? I read a journal some time back from s5 that he has to. I've also heard from a few other people who are near computers nearly 24/7 that they do it. Most of you reading this will probably fit into that category, so I'm curious how many of you have 24.5 - 25hr days as well.
It looks like for the first time in my life I actually don't have enough money to do the things I want. Or need for that matter. It looks like Icould use around $20,000 to get on top.
While some folks might look at that and say "Bahaha! Yea! $20k would be nice!" that's actually not that much money for a professional like me. I mean fuck, I gross double that for my boss in under one day (well, actually it was two years to get to that point but it averages to that.)
Looks like I have six weeks to find new living quarters. Which, I shouldn't have any problems with, it's just that a whole shit ton of other things are piling up right about now. All at the same time. It could possibly create a serious situation.
I just wish that the skills I have didn't take so god damned long to utilize. I'd be all types o set then.
While some folks might look at that and say "Bahaha! Yea! $20k would be nice!" that's actually not that much money for a professional like me. I mean fuck, I gross double that for my boss in under one day (well, actually it was two years to get to that point but it averages to that.)
Looks like I have six weeks to find new living quarters. Which, I shouldn't have any problems with, it's just that a whole shit ton of other things are piling up right about now. All at the same time. It could possibly create a serious situation.
I just wish that the skills I have didn't take so god damned long to utilize. I'd be all types o set then.
