Lately I've been feeling pretty shitty about myself. I've been super down & it sucks, I've barely been able to sleep the passed 3 nights & the othet night I was so upset I was throwing up. I hate feeling this way I guess I don't feel good enough for anyone. I've been wanting plastic surgery, a mommy lift to be exact which is a tummy tuck with some lipo & a breast lift but of course I'm poor & my credit sucks so I can't even get approved for the damn loan. I just want to be happy. I'm so excited for my sg set but I feel like ill be rejected because of my chubby arms & my ridiculous pooch from my csections being in the wrong spot. But that's enough of my depressed rant on a good note I've got my photographer for my set now just need the 150 & to figure a theme and start off clothing any thoughts on themes?! Help me out
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