As some of you may have noticed I have to leave my current apartment today and I'm pretty much gonna be homeless unless DSS hooks me up with a temporary place to live. Or one of my local friends/acquaintances comes through with a couch/floor/etc for me to crash on. I have a place to keep all the stuff I don't need so I won't take up much room. I probably won't have Internet access so if you take pity on me call my cell 607-240-9163 and leave a message with your phone number and whatnot.
Thanks,
Al

Sometimes you just need to be held by a member of whateever sex(es) to feel better. It's quite amazing to me the feelng of absolute contentment and safety I feel when I am in the arms of a loved one. Now is one of those times I need to be held and there's no one in my life to perform that role. Even my ex-kitty is gone and she was a fair substitute for human holder of me. When she cuddled and spooned with me her feelings were pure, genuine and honest which is more than I can say for most people, :p. Sorry to disappoint any sickos who may be reading this but Beastie and I had a strictly platonic relationship. Aww she was such a nice little kitty beastie friend.
*sob* *le sigh*

So after about 14 or so years of neglect I'm finally beginning to write one of my great works of fiction. I'm very excited!

On a similar note to my last blog: Fall Out Boy makes me physically ill when I listen to them.

The Evens are pretty good to listen to.

More than anything I wish to socialize at a bar or party but I have no friends to go with. How else am I ever supposed to find a potential girlfriend? So sad.

I'm eating pie for breakfast and I'm kind of peeved I left my vanilla ice cream at my friend's house because I feel like I'm eating ala mode-less apple pie instead of apple pie.

I think my cat is dead. Yesterday at 5pm it went outside which it isn't supposed to do and it still hasn't come back. It was my best buddy and now it's gone, probably forever. Now I'm really sad.

I'm so lonely. I've been working 80-90 hours a week. I would give anything to do something cheesy and normal like go on a date with a lovely lady friend but between my intorversion and lack of time I don't see that happening.

As sad and as lonely as I feel now atleast music can temporarily restore my humanity.