Um not sure how I feel about this but when I do a google search for my DJ name suicide girls tops the list. Hmm.

I really like thunderstorms and we got some today. We hardly got any here last year so I missed them quite a bit. If I could I would move to somewhere with a monsoon season.

So I some how got suckered into playing out tonight. Should be interesting as I've only practiced twice this whole year and I'm gonna be spinning 90% new records. Hmm.

Blah definately blah.

It's funny I'm pretty much anti all sports but I'm in physical therapy now for a shoulder injury and I actually sort of enjoy the exercise. Which isn't the same thing really but I've always been kind of exercise machince phobic as assholes seem to you them infinitely more than non-asshole types. But this could all just be hold over prejudice from distant high school memories.

I think I got peanut poisoning or something. I ate like 10 peanuts and now I feel like puking. Yum.

Ugh I must be getting an ulcer. I can't figure out why. Maybe it's the ONE cup of coffee I drink each day? Bah this seems to happen every few years oh well. Ow.

The Residents gave an album away on Christmas day, I mean Brumalia, called fittingly enough Brumalia. Just like their other albums it's a bizarre unexpected twist in their extensive discography. It's wacky, weird and funny. Between that and the Holger Hiller I just got I actually have some listenable music for awhile.

Being an avant garde music junkie is a somewhat frustrating experience. No one else listens to or has even heard of most of the music I really like. I get bored of it at a reduced pace when compared to more mainstream music so that's a plus.

Maybe I should start making music again but I'm only really creative when I first fall in love with a female and alas that doesn't seem to be in the foreseeable future.

I played out last night just on a whim and it was the 1st time I had everyone dancing. Rockin!

So my girlfriend of 2 1/2 years just dumped me which is amusing I guess. She still wants to live together but I have a sneaking suspicion I will have to find another roommate soon. Oh well. I hate finding roommates to much shit to factor in. It's gonna be a bitch to find someone semi-responsible, who doesn't smoke and isn't so dumb that they irritate me. Now you can see why she dumped me as I'm a big fucking jerk.