hello!
I know nearly no one will read this blog but I still want to share it with those
who are going to read it.
this summer was different than any other summer before (at least for me), I experienced so many first times I want to share them with you:
* my first real vacation
* my first flight: I was quite nervouse at first, but I have to say it's much more relaxing than any trainride I've ever had.
* my first time in england / london: an amazing city!!! was walking around the whole time and tried to see as much as possible. I have to say it was awesome, so many interesting and amazing places. Aspecially I liked camdem town and soho.
* my first time at an art exhibition: I went to the Time: Tattoo Art Today exhibition in somerset house. the entrance was free and they had a few really amazing pieces
* my first time at a real comic shop: I'm a huge geek / nerd and so this just had to happen when I was in london. I went to orbital comics and forbidden planet and was just overwhelmed when I entered the shops. my jaw literally dropped open when I entered the shops. I nearly didn't want to exit again and got something nice: a first issue of "red sonja" from 1977, a signed copy of fairest issue 2 and the suicide girls comic book^^
* my first time at the sea: therefor I went to the caribbean (st. lucia) and stayed at the anse chastanet resort. wow....just wow it was soooo beautiful there. in front of you was the sea and in your back the jungle. it was just outstanding
* my first time inviting a girl to a coffee: I know I'm a real late bloomer and this was really the first time I invited a girl to a coffee. she even said yes but had to cancel because she had a invitation for a modeling job (and yes it was someone from here). but since she said yes at the beginning I was just really really happy even if it didn't happen
these were my first times this sommer and I still have a lot of others to experience in my life and hopefully I will experience these.
but this trip also showed me one thing: I am really lonely, normally it doesn't bother me, because I am always alone, but this time it was different. I wanted to share these experiences with someone and wasn't able to do it.
I know I am a shy, ugly, fat nerd with nearly no self esteem but does that really mean that there can't be this one special person in my life? sorry for mentioning this, but somehow I just had to write it down...I don't really know why....
so if someone really saw and read this blog: thank you and I hope you liked at least the pictures^^
BR bato