God damn I am so frustrated right now with the medical profession. Dr appointments being changed without notice then they claim that they called. Well I don't have a home phone, I only have a cell phone that is always not more than 3 feet away from Me at any given time of they day. If they had called I think i would have heard it or seen the display light up as it is not a flip type phone. These were not appointments for a physical or some minor thing , this is to get the ok for Me to have surgery that will at the minimum help me have a better life allowing me to maybe have a higher degree of functon, than just sitting in my house almost a prisoner. The are screwing with My goddamn life and they act like it's no big deal. DAMN IT !!!! at what point do you just call them an asshole and just start going off in a big yelling mess ? I think I was close to that today. The appointment is rescheduled but it's not like I can just get up and go to it , I have to have help with my goddamn chair at least for a little longer until I get in better health and can walk and stand as long as i need to to get into the doctors office. Sometimes I think i am not meant to have this damn surgery but then i don't really belive in a preplanned destiny... I AM PISSED...