so.. its been a while since i blogged last.
im doing alot better with my depression and stuff.. so much so that i've been pretty happy lately and getting alot more social im currently being evicted though so thats added to alot of my stress and has bought me down a bit in the last week but... i will survive.

im going to be 24 on the 20th.. the day i have to finally be out of here so.. thats gonna be a great birthday i can imagine, i feel kind of friendless at the moment but not?.. noone really takes the time to contact me, its generally always the other way around.. when i do have a conversation though or hang out its cool but.. i wish i didn't have to always make the effort.. apart from birthday parties noones invited me out for a long time... i dunno im just being silly i guess.

next month is when the possibility to start the divorce process begins.. im not entirely sure how im going to handle when i get that bit of paper nor am i sure how to go about getting it if the ex doesn't start it off but.. i dunno.. i don't really want to think about it.. i'd like for my life to be stress free for once? to be free of thought..
i've been so overwhelmed this year, mainly through my own fault as i cannot control myself or emotions still.

I'm hoping movie into a whole new situation might bring things into focus and let me get some clarity..
hoping.. i've done to much of that in the past year

there i go again

peace out homies

so.. its been a while since i blogged last.
im doing alot better with my depression and stuff.. so much so that i've been pretty happy lately and getting alot more social im currently being evicted though so thats added to alot of my stress and has bought me down a bit in the last week but... i will survive.

im going to be 24 on the 20th.. the day i have to finally be out of here so.. thats gonna be a great birthday i can imagine, i feel kind of friendless at the moment but not?.. noone really takes the time to contact me, its generally always the other way around.. when i do have a conversation though or hang out its cool but.. i wish i didn't have to always make the effort.. apart from birthday parties noones invited me out for a long time... i dunno im just being silly i guess.

next month is when the possibility to start the divorce process begins.. im not entirely sure how im going to handle when i get that bit of paper nor am i sure how to go about getting it if the ex doesn't start it off but.. i dunno.. i don't really want to think about it.. i'd like for my life to be stress free for once? to be free of thought..
i've been so overwhelmed this year, mainly through my own fault as i cannot control myself or emotions still.

I'm hoping movie into a whole new situation might bring things into focus and let me get some clarity..
hoping.. i've done to much of that in the past year

there i go again

peace out homies