yikes. i wasn't accepted into umass boston for the fall semester. i had really shitty grades when i was in school, because i never applied myself, because i didn't care. that is biting my booty now. they said if i take 12 credits with a gpa of 2.5 or higher, i could get in for the spring semester. so i'm going to start looking at community colleges for the fall.
if i do stay, though, i still need to find a place to live in september. hopefully i'll be able to put the money together to do that in the next few weeks, because this is when all of the students are looking for places to live in september as well. hence the yikes.
the alternative is moving back to the bronx. i could live with my mama, which would save me many dollars. i love her house, and she has a huge backyard. i have so many friends in the bronx and we would have so much fun! but i'd never be able to get laid because my mom is super catholic and would flip if i had a chick stay the night. and bronx community college is a 90 minute trip on the mta.
then again, i'd probably be able to get my nana's car running and get back and forth that way.

decisions. i know where i want to end up, i just don't know yet how to get there.