70 hour work weeks, half hour commute, and a suggestion that i should be working on my day off as well are really causing me to lose interest in this job already.

i'm a firm believer that one should enjoy life, not work so one can enjoy life when one is too old to squeeze every drop out. but for now i has bills to pay. i need to find something else before the summer gets here. 6 days a week is not going to work for me.

i don't particularly dislike the work, i just think they are asking way too much of me, and still questioning my commitment to the job.

but everything else is going well! kind of. once i get paid ill be able to start eating real food again! and the nurse and i are doing the super in love thing. its swell.