atreides10191 This is the same old story of growing up and getting lost

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age: 33 (Nov 29, 1978)

MEMBER SINCE: May 2007

occupation: Programmer

sign: Triple Sagg

heroes: Jim Carroll

makes me sad: Greatness is a transitory experience. It is never consistent. It depends in part upon the myth-making imagination of humankind. The person who experiences greatness must have a feeling for the myth he is in. He must reflect what is projected upon him. And he must have a strong sense of the sardonic. This is what uncouples him from belief in his own pretensions. The sardonic is all that permits him to move within himself. Without this quality, even occasional greatness will destroy a man.

makes me happy: I must not fear. Fear is the mind-killer. Fear is the little-death that brings total obliteration. I will face my fear. I will permit it to pass over me and through me. And when it has gone past I will turn the inner eye to see its path. Where the fear has gone there will be nothing. Only I will remain.

Friday

AUGUST 10, 2007 @ 12:35 PM | 4 COMMENTS

So at this point I had not, as my SG profile continues to inform me, posted a blog here yet. I think it's been due to my excessive amount of work hours and preparing myself for the upcoming baby girl that is soon to be in my life. Preparing for my daughter's arrival has been luke warm at best as I am so excited to meet her but her mother is unstable and in turn makes my life more and more difficult. And I know, I know... I made the choice to sleep with a historically unstable human being but in turn I have been given the chance to spend the rest of my life with a little person that I can love, teach, and play with.

I have met some incredible people since the invocation of my membership to this site and you all have been so supportive and wonderful through my ups and downs dealing with the beginnings of my journey into parenthood and I can't wait to show her off to all of you.

Things I'm looking forward to:

*spoilers*

rigel.