had an a amazing day hiking with my buddies and it was so beautiful and an amazing, i just need to do some more now i feel so alive and invigorating i think it is what i needed to help my mind off of school and all the worries. well everyone keep your spirits high

so day three down at the gym just trying to keep in mind that beach season is coming up and i need to get in tip top shape i am mad that i have let my self go but good thing im still young so i can control it, but im also gonna need more motivation than just beach season and i bet you are all thinkg HOW IS BEACH SEASON NOT A GOOD ENOUGH MOTIVATION, but it is but i need more but you all have a good day and keep call

well my computer is finally fixed and up and running like i just got it the damn thing, but hows everyone been? me i am doing fine another part to school down only two more to go AHHHHHHHHHH YEEEEEEAAAAAA and then i have no idea where im gonna go but i cant wait so hell yea hit me up

Well been out here in Arizona for 3 months now and it has been so fun so far class is difficult but so far I have been passing now entered phase 2 and graduate may 16 and can't wait to get to my new duty station well love you all

so i will be going to arizona for my new mos school for five months to be an unmanned aerial vehicles flying drones and such i cant wait it lets me escape virgina so i def can not wait for this its gonna be kick ass

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here in japan on mission doing our thing and we are off for the workday but sitting here doing nothing because my higher ups wont let us get off this shitty base and party but they can go out and party this is bull shit so much fucking bullshit so i have no idea what to do because this is my third time and no one wants to go out into town and see the sights

i am still waiting for that angel to fall out of the sky and into my arms

on 24 hour duty got 4 more 5 more hours to go but it is just dragging on it needs to hurry so i can nap and then start the partying games before monday comes around for more of this ole dog and pony show i gotta deal with. i mean i dont regret joining the army and all its done wonders for me like let me travel the world for free and all but i need a change but not with how the outside world is i mean have i become that much of a robot that i am actaully content with doing the same routine over and over or and im just that mind controlled that i cant think for myself, who knows what life will throw at me yea you are supposed to live each day like you were dying but who says i wont die right now only time can tell, i just wish i knew what could make me content and happy i mean i cant go home just to follow in my friends footstep and be doing absolutely nothing with my life and just try to get by, and one thing i need to do is go to college and get a degree but i know that i am defiantly not going to be all that, and then i wonder does anybody really read this or will anybody really read this, it would make my life easier if the answers were just handed to me but then i will have no meaning if it all was just handed to me to get around life and its obstacles, well if you anybody is out there I AM HERE throw me a sign on which path to take or at least lead me down the right path and i will thank you.

well found out that i am going back to japan for a couple weeks in august this will be my third time going, its not so bad its actually pretty bad ass but we shall see how it goes with this mission