feeling the aftereffects of about 3 days worth of insomnia. Its icky. Crazy feverish dreams, being unable to move my head without almost passing out, all that fun stuff. 
Other than that though, I think things have been going pretty well lately. And now its time to go write letters to friends. I've become a big fan of snailmail lately.
Other than that though, I think things have been going pretty well lately. And now its time to go write letters to friends. I've become a big fan of snailmail lately.
I wrote a long-ass essay about marxism last night (when i was supposed to be writing a paper for a class, isnt that horrible?) I thought about pputting it here, but like i said its very long, so I'll just link you kids
maybe I'll put it on the Current events board and let them fight over it
LJ essay
You should be able to post a reply even if you dont have one, just click on anonymous and sign your SG name at the bottom so i know who you are
maybe I'll put it on the Current events board and let them fight over it
LJ essay
You should be able to post a reply even if you dont have one, just click on anonymous and sign your SG name at the bottom so i know who you are
Well, I guess I'm feeling a bit better today than I have been. I talked to the person who much of my recent unhappiness has been focussed on (I'm going to be vague because i'm not really sure yet how much of myself i really want to reveal on this journal). We talked, and I feel a little bit better, though I think things are still a little tense between us. Ah well. I started my fitness swimming class today. We didn't do any actual swimming, but I'm pretty excited about that class. I love swimming. Maybe it'll be enough to drag me completely out of this rut.
Not much is new, I guess. Still pretty unhappy with my life, but I can't complain too much. Everyone around me is miserable too though, and its been dragging me down. I wish my mood could be independent of other people's for once. But I guess its a good and a bad thing. It motivates me to make other people happy, in turn making me happy. It really only sucks at times like this when no matter what i do, nobody cheers up. Then I end up feeling helpless and worthless for my inability, and it spirals down from there. I need something to happen, something to knock me out of this dicth I've dug myself into, but I don't see anything like that happening anytime soon.
On another note, spring break is week after next. I'm gonna be here on campus all alone. For a week. Thats going to suck big hairy sweaty cyst-covered manballs. I'm descriptive when I'm pessimistic.
On another note, spring break is week after next. I'm gonna be here on campus all alone. For a week. Thats going to suck big hairy sweaty cyst-covered manballs. I'm descriptive when I'm pessimistic.
::sigh::
Depressed again. I've been tossed into the emotional ocean with a pair of cement shoes, and I've finally hit the bottom. This is where normal people kill themselves, but me, I've never been normal. I know I'll be better eventually, I've been down here before and I'll be down here again, so I guess I'll just weather it for now.
Today was one of those days where just getting up to go to the bathroom takes a superhuman effort. I can't believe I made it through all my classes.
Depressed again. I've been tossed into the emotional ocean with a pair of cement shoes, and I've finally hit the bottom. This is where normal people kill themselves, but me, I've never been normal. I know I'll be better eventually, I've been down here before and I'll be down here again, so I guess I'll just weather it for now.
Today was one of those days where just getting up to go to the bathroom takes a superhuman effort. I can't believe I made it through all my classes.
http://www.divine-interventions.com/jackhammer.html
I wish i had the money to buy that. I'd put it up on the wall in my room, or maybe decorate my door with it, like people do with normal crosses. Oh boy, im sure id get lynched if i did that.
I wish i had the money to buy that. I'd put it up on the wall in my room, or maybe decorate my door with it, like people do with normal crosses. Oh boy, im sure id get lynched if i did that.
Dentisist are trying to take over the world, and heres proof: Cavities do not exist. They are simply created when the dentist uses the pic, ostensibly to clean the "plaque" from your teeth. They then charge your insurance company extra to have the cavity removed. What they do with this money is the true conspiracy. They are using the money to create a secret base on Mars, where they will create a utopian society and nuke the Earth. Dentists supposedly have the highest suicide rate of all professions. This is not true. They fake their own suicides, than take off in secret rockets for Mars. The base is under the icecaps, where Nasa cant detect them with infrared scans. In nine years they will have all the equipment they need, and the Dental War will begin. I know this because of a conversation I overheard between the two dentists I saw last week.
