So with my jacked up work schedule I find that I can sleep for 12 hours straight and still wake up tired and not at all refreshed. I'm sleeping my days away and it's depressing. Need to find a hobby or something like scrapbooking hahaha. I'm off to the craft store to buy some of those funny scissors.

Okay, so my last update was back in March. Well it's not like I've ever been dilligent in my postings anyway. So I spent a month and a half in Monterey and returned to Hawaii in May. Saw the same ole people at the same ole places in Monterey. It's strange whenever I go back to a place thinking so much has probably changed but it's exactly the way you left it. Glad to be back in Hawaii for now but I'm gonna need another vacation soon. Can't decide where to though. Oh, I did hit up Vegas while I was in the mainland and it was awesome. Just wished I had some money and wasn't so freakin broke while I was there. Oh well there's definately next time. Must get up early tomorrow or actually it's today now yippee.

Bored of Hawaii...so I'm flying back to Monterey for a month of R&R. Get back to the real world for a little bit. Miss hearing the sea lions in the morning not to mention the fog.

I'm leaving on a jet plane. don't know when I'll be back again. So I bought my tickets for Australia and New Zealand already. Decided to try it alone. I'm sure I'll find plenty of new and exciting people while I'm there. I can't wait. My work schedule sucks and I'm in need of a vacation. I'm off the beach right now woohoo.

Okay people. Maybe I'm crazy or just plain desperate for companionship but I'm gonna do it anyway. I'm planning on going to Australia and New Zealand this summer. I'm in the military and love travelling but vacationing on my own is definately not my thing. Why does this even concern you? Well, I'm willing to pay for the trip for someone who can convince me that we'll have a great time. No, this does not mean I'm looking for a female "companion", it just means I hate travelling on my own. I find that having someone to go with just increases the amount of fun to be had during the vacation. So your mission, if you're willing to accept it, is prove to me why you would be the right person to take with me on my vacation. Good luck to any that apply. (Read the fine print)

I'm going whether or not anyone responds but I need to make final preparations by April so I need to know before then.

So, I'm living it up in Hawaii now and having an okay time. Miss Monterey but I can't complain too much. I'm just glad to finally have computer with internet access. Will update with stuff later. Happy New Year everyone.

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Well... it's been a long time since I've been here. It's changed a lot. I can't quite seem to except change. One of my many personality flaws I guess. Life is good so far. Well, it's as good as it's been in a long while. I'm finally moving forward and accomplishing some of the things I want to do. I don't think I have any friends here in SG anymore or at least any that remember me. It's so hard to be sincere on the internet. "Healthy" what does that actually mean? I don't think anyone is healthy, at least not emotionally. Am I wrong here? I'm in love but isn't love a healthy emotion? It should be anyway. I need to ask my shrink I think.

Woohoo, I'm still here. I cancelled my account with SG for a little while due to a bout of insanity. Seriously, I was crazy. I was in a psych ward for 3 days and let me tell you kiddies, it's the most depressing place to be in. Well I'm on drugs now and I'm doing a lot better. I think...

Woohoo, I'm still here. I cancelled my account with SG for a little while due to a bout of insanity. Seriously, I was crazy. I was in a psych ward for 3 days and let me tell you kiddies, it's the most depressing place to be in. Well I'm on drugs now and I'm doing a lot better. I think...