Sounds likie your finding your feet so to speak... fucking awsome... wish i felt that some days...
where do you go from here...
I think its theres a major difference between feeling pretty and being beautful... that you are or you will have it... its not a knowledge of holding power but an ability not to care just knowing you rull your own world and you shine through others.. this is getting a bit prophetic so i may tone it down...

anyway, I think your pretty (hehe) shucks

Mmmm. Messy sex.

Hope you're feeling healthy again soon, no matter what devices it takes to get there. I personally hate having to adjust to change when I'm feeling physically out of it, so that's likely a part of it...but don't worry. You'll get there.

(/end sappiness)

He laid emeralds in her eyes, but I'd
already tried a bracelt made of gold and a scarlet
thread around her wrist. Everything was wrong so we
sang sentimental songs. "Oh how seldom we belong but
how elegant our kiss." We painted crooked lines but
danced in perfect time to a love so much refined, we
know not what it is until like a dullen wine we pour
into a grief know before but never quite like this.
All i know now is regret, it follows like a silhouette
along the cobbelstone behind me, but has nothing to
say except to innocently ask, its voice delicate as
glass, "Do you see me when we pass?" but i continue on
my way

sex to NormaJean? MINE!

[Edited on Mar 23, 2004 6:44PM]

always beautiful

Get well soon, being sick sucks with a vengeance. (greyandblack) states obvious in hopes of getting in good with anywayyouneedme before he blasts another one of her fav movies. You have to tell me what you liked about cabin fever? and don't say pancakes. lol



Bet on Black

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P.S. your into the breathing or lack there of thing maybe you should check out Oxygen with Adrien Brody it a good flick.

Bet on Black again

so that 5 year old crackwhore is that 5 years of giving blowjobs for crack or is that how old she is?

from experience, I'd say that your not having a very good time with yourself right now. You have 2 directions to go, a fork in the road they say, up and out or down and spiralling. I hope you have the strength and courage to go up and out. You do have a ton of talent and are very creative (it's not all visual you know). You are also a very beautiful young woman and though things maybe different and changing, they don't have to be negative and confusing. You just need a nudge in the right direction.

I'm glad I was able to cheer you up, that's a good sign that you didn't see what I wrote in a negative light and think I was just pissing on your leg and saying it was the latest fashion craze. But I do agree with what I said, you seem pretty smart and aware of things around you, bright eyed and bushy tailed, but you also see troubled, aimless and abit lost. Your just starting your journey in this fucked up world, it's okay to trip on the loose ground afoot, you just need to pick yourself up, dust off and keep an eye ahead to that you don't trip again. Make your mistakes, but keep account of them so you don't make them again! You can do it!

I guess cause I couldn't guide myself into a brick wall, let alone anyone else. But I try my best

Ooo, tub love. Enjoying spring break?