Life if weird isn't it? Or maybe it's me who's too weird to understand anything about it.
The good thing is that I feel a little better... for now at least. But I'm more confused than ever. The future just scares me... I don't know what I want or where I'm going. Sometimes it's just so exciting to think about all the possibilities the world has to offer, sometime i just feel like blowing by head up because I don't think I have what it take to face anything. Man I wish I could just stabilize my feelings for once.
Anyway, I'm taking bartending class right now. There's no opening for a graphic designer here and I'm looking to do something a little funnier anyway. Maybe (probably) it will lead to nothing, but I least I'm trying things... If you don't care about living, then you shouldn't care about messing up your life right?
The good thing is that I feel a little better... for now at least. But I'm more confused than ever. The future just scares me... I don't know what I want or where I'm going. Sometimes it's just so exciting to think about all the possibilities the world has to offer, sometime i just feel like blowing by head up because I don't think I have what it take to face anything. Man I wish I could just stabilize my feelings for once.
Anyway, I'm taking bartending class right now. There's no opening for a graphic designer here and I'm looking to do something a little funnier anyway. Maybe (probably) it will lead to nothing, but I least I'm trying things... If you don't care about living, then you shouldn't care about messing up your life right?