Sometimes I feel like my life is on a string. The string is one direction and the path it follows is not grand, nor is it exciting, but plain, like a highway. I feel like my life has become uninspiring and everyday. I feel like I am stuck in a rut. It isn't multi-dimensional. It isn't exciting and it seems to be only aggravated by my love life. My partner is always mean towards me. I always feel like I am on thin ice when I am around him. I feel as if he's just waiting for me to fuck up or say something that will offend him. Some days I don't think that I can live like this. I have too much love and happiness to be around a place that is so bleak and negative. It's slowly eating away at my happiness. I am afraid that one day I will be like those people. They life their very normal life, have a fine childhood, were given everything that they ever needed, and then become adults were they will cause drama in their life out of sheer boredom. These people will find anger in the slightest situations like being cut off in a car which will lead them to be upset about it all day cursing the government and how they should do something about the people who can't drive. Sometimes I wish that my partner had a clue as to how tough life can be instead of creating drama and anger over slight SNAFUS.