mm, monday and i don't have to work.. nice!
except, hurricane charley is making the weather fucking shitty as hell.. oh well, i didn't want to go out anyways..
still can't find the box w/all my pics init. i think i must have left it at my moms, becuz i tore thru all the boxes at my place, and now it looks like there was an explosion in my room. oh well..
my weekend was pretty good. worked saturday morning till 2pm, then marshall and i went back down to his hometown of n.brookfield for a huge cookout. most of his family was there, and a bunch of family friends.. and they had a live band. there was lots of drinking and smoking and drunken singing.. it was a good time
i love partying w/his family. so much different from my family parties. his family reminds me of all my friends from when i lived in vt.
drove back sunday morning becuz i had to work at 2pm.. but kevin let me leave early becuz the store was dead. so marshall and i finally got copies of the house key made, and then went home and smoked and watched tv all night..
Daria was on! i haven't seen that show in SO long! i used to have such a crush on trent.. mm, cartoon crushes,haha..
well, don't really have much to write about. i may go get some new jewelry for my lip, but i don't feel like driving to the bank, and i'm working tomorrow anyways...
well, that's about it.. hope everyone else had a great weekend..
Natasha
except, hurricane charley is making the weather fucking shitty as hell.. oh well, i didn't want to go out anyways..
still can't find the box w/all my pics init. i think i must have left it at my moms, becuz i tore thru all the boxes at my place, and now it looks like there was an explosion in my room. oh well..
my weekend was pretty good. worked saturday morning till 2pm, then marshall and i went back down to his hometown of n.brookfield for a huge cookout. most of his family was there, and a bunch of family friends.. and they had a live band. there was lots of drinking and smoking and drunken singing.. it was a good time
i love partying w/his family. so much different from my family parties. his family reminds me of all my friends from when i lived in vt. drove back sunday morning becuz i had to work at 2pm.. but kevin let me leave early becuz the store was dead. so marshall and i finally got copies of the house key made, and then went home and smoked and watched tv all night..
Daria was on! i haven't seen that show in SO long! i used to have such a crush on trent.. mm, cartoon crushes,haha..
well, don't really have much to write about. i may go get some new jewelry for my lip, but i don't feel like driving to the bank, and i'm working tomorrow anyways...
well, that's about it.. hope everyone else had a great weekend..
Natashaso i ganked my sis's scanner last night. and it was definitely like a james bond style mission. it was 10:30pm, i'd just gotten out of work, and it started down pouring! i had to run into the house, sneak downstairs and grab it. then i ran back outside and put it in my trunk. then i ran back to the house and nonchalantly walked back in as if i had just gotten there. i stocked up on leftovers and canned goods, and my sis invited me to go shopping with her during the week sometime. then i left and had to drive home in the pouring rain. wait, did i say drive, it was more like surf! the ground was covered in like 3 inches of rain, and my car is so small and light it was hydroplaning all over the place! and when i got back to my place i was so afraid that the water was just going to wash my car away down the hill! that's how much water was running down it! but i got the scanner.. so i guess it was all worth it. but i can't find any of my pictures! the one i put up is one from over 2 years ago. that's me and brody dalle from the distillers.. my all time favorite band! the license plate on my car says "dstilers" for distillers..
and the picture is kind of blurry.. but hopefully i can go thru and unpack some more boxes and find some more updated pictures of myself. if not, i'll just go gank my sister's digital camera and take some pics, haha..
i've been feeling a little better. not so feverish anymore. i think i just needed to get out of the house.. so going to work helped. i still have a headache (nothing alittle smoke session won't fix), and i can't stop shaking, but i'm going to go make myself some soup or chili.. and watch The Last Unicorn (which i also took from my sister's room, haha).
just thought i should stop by and give a little update
oh yeah, and they finally took the damn combo lock off the front door and opened it and gave us our keys! woot woot! so now, nick and i are going to go to home depot in good ole tewksbury and make copies for candice and marshall. we can finally lock our door! good thing too since we live in "cracktown usa" aka lowell,ma. did you know that they did a study, and lowell is known as the crack capital of the united states. no lie. not anything to be too proud of, but just a random factoid!
i was hoping on going to see alien vs predator tonight with some of the other sgboston ppl, but i totally forgot that i'm supposed to be throwing a newbury comics pancake dinner at my place tonight. oops
! they reminded me last night at work.. so i'll be doing that. if they all decide to show up. they said if the rain kept up they weren't going to drive over, so we'll see i guess.
well, i'm off.. have to go eat, watch TLU, and go to home depot.
later!
Natasha
and the picture is kind of blurry.. but hopefully i can go thru and unpack some more boxes and find some more updated pictures of myself. if not, i'll just go gank my sister's digital camera and take some pics, haha..
i've been feeling a little better. not so feverish anymore. i think i just needed to get out of the house.. so going to work helped. i still have a headache (nothing alittle smoke session won't fix), and i can't stop shaking, but i'm going to go make myself some soup or chili.. and watch The Last Unicorn (which i also took from my sister's room, haha).
just thought i should stop by and give a little update
oh yeah, and they finally took the damn combo lock off the front door and opened it and gave us our keys! woot woot! so now, nick and i are going to go to home depot in good ole tewksbury and make copies for candice and marshall. we can finally lock our door! good thing too since we live in "cracktown usa" aka lowell,ma. did you know that they did a study, and lowell is known as the crack capital of the united states. no lie. not anything to be too proud of, but just a random factoid!
i was hoping on going to see alien vs predator tonight with some of the other sgboston ppl, but i totally forgot that i'm supposed to be throwing a newbury comics pancake dinner at my place tonight. oops
! they reminded me last night at work.. so i'll be doing that. if they all decide to show up. they said if the rain kept up they weren't going to drive over, so we'll see i guess.well, i'm off.. have to go eat, watch TLU, and go to home depot.
later!
Natashastill feeling a little blah.. but since i slept most of yesterday, and then all night, i'm feeling better.
luci has been keeping those crickets on their toes.. i think there's only 2 left. which means i need to get more. but i refuse to go buy any when there's a shitload in my mom's yard! i found a weird looking bug in the kitchen last night. at first i thought it was a cockroach, but it's more cricket-like, just with smaller legs and it's a light brown color. so i caught its ass and threw it into luci's tank. when luci saw it she went crawling towards it at full speed. unfortunately, the bug was faster and crawled up the side of the tank. i think luci had just eatten a cricket, becuz she didn't try to persue it.
the damn combo lock is STILL on our front door. it has now been exactly 2 weeks since we moved in, and we haven't been able to lock our door. this is getting ridiculous. i asked the landlords again if they could try calling the real estate place and they said they would.. so i guess i'll give them till 5 tonight. if they're not here by the time i have to leave foe work, i'm calling the place myself and telling them they have till 5 tomorrow. if it's still on there by saturday, i'm going to my uncle's after work and picking up some tools, and i'm cutting the lock off the door. and then i'm breaking it's ass open! we need our fucking keys! i don't know why they won't just give the combination to the landlords? but they said that they have to come over themselves and take it off. whatever..
so work tonight. finally! i haven't worked in 2 days and am starting to feel like a lazy asshole. i remember when i loved having days off of work, and just sitting around doing nothing. now i can't stand it. 2 ppl from work are leaving this week.. so hopefully i'll be getting more hours starting next week.. i don't know if i can wait till sept. and i better be getting atleast 25 hours/week. minimum. i don't want to have to get 2 jobs again.. but if i have to, i will. i love newbury's and could never quit.
after work tonight i'm going to stop by my mom's house and gank my sister's scanner. i need to get some pictures up here! maybe i'll catch some crickets while i'm at it..
well, i'm going to go try to eat something.. take a shower.. and rot my brain in front of the tv till i have to go to work..
luci has been keeping those crickets on their toes.. i think there's only 2 left. which means i need to get more. but i refuse to go buy any when there's a shitload in my mom's yard! i found a weird looking bug in the kitchen last night. at first i thought it was a cockroach, but it's more cricket-like, just with smaller legs and it's a light brown color. so i caught its ass and threw it into luci's tank. when luci saw it she went crawling towards it at full speed. unfortunately, the bug was faster and crawled up the side of the tank. i think luci had just eatten a cricket, becuz she didn't try to persue it.
the damn combo lock is STILL on our front door. it has now been exactly 2 weeks since we moved in, and we haven't been able to lock our door. this is getting ridiculous. i asked the landlords again if they could try calling the real estate place and they said they would.. so i guess i'll give them till 5 tonight. if they're not here by the time i have to leave foe work, i'm calling the place myself and telling them they have till 5 tomorrow. if it's still on there by saturday, i'm going to my uncle's after work and picking up some tools, and i'm cutting the lock off the door. and then i'm breaking it's ass open! we need our fucking keys! i don't know why they won't just give the combination to the landlords? but they said that they have to come over themselves and take it off. whatever..
so work tonight. finally! i haven't worked in 2 days and am starting to feel like a lazy asshole. i remember when i loved having days off of work, and just sitting around doing nothing. now i can't stand it. 2 ppl from work are leaving this week.. so hopefully i'll be getting more hours starting next week.. i don't know if i can wait till sept. and i better be getting atleast 25 hours/week. minimum. i don't want to have to get 2 jobs again.. but if i have to, i will. i love newbury's and could never quit.
after work tonight i'm going to stop by my mom's house and gank my sister's scanner. i need to get some pictures up here! maybe i'll catch some crickets while i'm at it..
well, i'm going to go try to eat something.. take a shower.. and rot my brain in front of the tv till i have to go to work..
hey everyone 
i finally have the computer set up! we've been living in our new place for nine days now.. and it's fucking awesome! well, besdies the fact that we still don't have keys to the place, and can't lock our doors
it's not the landlords fault. they don't have the keys. the real estate place does, and the landlord called them bitching, telling them to get over here and give us our keys, and that was last week!
oh well.. hopefully we get them soon.. otherwise i'm going to have some dick lepine ass to kick! if you ever need a real estate place, don't go to dick lepine.. they've fucked with us the whole time! at least we have our place tho.
haven't been doing too much. just working and still unpacking. i haven't brought my shelves over from my mom's place yet, so i don't have much space to put all the random useless shit i brought with me.. so it's all still in boxes under our bed.
marshall was gone all weekend.. he went back down to charlton and n.brookfield for a party and to visit his family.. so i decided to hang up some pictures and posters while he was gone. i was afraid he'd come home and be like, "do you think you can take down some of your stuff from the walls and hang it in the back room?" but he told me that he likes it and that i can keep my pics up yay! but i don't know why i was so worried. any guy that has a problem with pictures of jenna jameson and angelina jolie and brody dalle and the perodic table of sex, can kiss my ass. actually, they probably wouldn't.. becuz they'd be gay.
Luci is doing great. the first couple days she was pretty pissed off becuz we moved her, and she refused to come out from under her little cave she made. but now she crawls all over the place, and ate a few of the annoying ass crickets. i thought it was cool at first having the crickets in there.. becuz you could listen to them chirping.. but they know that they're gonna die.. so they do this annoying ass shrill chirp that makes me want to kill them!
we also have 4 cockitails (sp?). they're actually candice's.. but whatever. two of them are babies, and just came out of the incubator. they are SO cute! and they fly over to you on their shaky little wings and nestle in on your shoulder under your hair and make little chirping noises.. and they're just so cute
i have absolutely nothing to do today. candice, nick, and marshall are all at work. none of them are getting home till atleast 5pm.. and i don't have work tonight. so i'm bored off my ass.. oh well. at least we have cable now, so i can waste the day away on the computer and the tv. maybe i'll go watch a movie? drop dead fred sounds good right about now.
i haven't been feeling too well lately. poor candice was really sick yesterday. she was trying to hang shit in her room, and wasn't using the right nails or screws for the wall, and the drywall started to crumble. she breathed a bunch of the shit in, and felt violently sick all day
i know i haven't breathed in any drywall.. and i still feel sick when i leave the house.. so i know the house isn't my problem. blah.. i wish marshall was here to make me a tomato and cheese sandwich 
i always burn them..
my mom called and said that she left me some money at her place. she went camping in maine.. so maybe i'll go pick that up.. i know i'm supposed to use it for groceries or bills.. but maybe a piercing is in order?
lata Natasha
i finally have the computer set up! we've been living in our new place for nine days now.. and it's fucking awesome! well, besdies the fact that we still don't have keys to the place, and can't lock our doors
it's not the landlords fault. they don't have the keys. the real estate place does, and the landlord called them bitching, telling them to get over here and give us our keys, and that was last week!oh well.. hopefully we get them soon.. otherwise i'm going to have some dick lepine ass to kick! if you ever need a real estate place, don't go to dick lepine.. they've fucked with us the whole time! at least we have our place tho.
haven't been doing too much. just working and still unpacking. i haven't brought my shelves over from my mom's place yet, so i don't have much space to put all the random useless shit i brought with me.. so it's all still in boxes under our bed.
marshall was gone all weekend.. he went back down to charlton and n.brookfield for a party and to visit his family.. so i decided to hang up some pictures and posters while he was gone. i was afraid he'd come home and be like, "do you think you can take down some of your stuff from the walls and hang it in the back room?" but he told me that he likes it and that i can keep my pics up
yay! but i don't know why i was so worried. any guy that has a problem with pictures of jenna jameson and angelina jolie and brody dalle and the perodic table of sex, can kiss my ass. actually, they probably wouldn't.. becuz they'd be gay.Luci is doing great. the first couple days she was pretty pissed off becuz we moved her, and she refused to come out from under her little cave she made. but now she crawls all over the place, and ate a few of the annoying ass crickets. i thought it was cool at first having the crickets in there.. becuz you could listen to them chirping.. but they know that they're gonna die.. so they do this annoying ass shrill chirp that makes me want to kill them!
we also have 4 cockitails (sp?). they're actually candice's.. but whatever. two of them are babies, and just came out of the incubator. they are SO cute! and they fly over to you on their shaky little wings and nestle in on your shoulder under your hair and make little chirping noises.. and they're just so cute
i have absolutely nothing to do today. candice, nick, and marshall are all at work. none of them are getting home till atleast 5pm.. and i don't have work tonight. so i'm bored off my ass.. oh well. at least we have cable now, so i can waste the day away on the computer and the tv. maybe i'll go watch a movie? drop dead fred sounds good right about now.
i haven't been feeling too well lately. poor candice was really sick yesterday. she was trying to hang shit in her room, and wasn't using the right nails or screws for the wall, and the drywall started to crumble. she breathed a bunch of the shit in, and felt violently sick all day
i know i haven't breathed in any drywall.. and i still feel sick when i leave the house.. so i know the house isn't my problem. blah.. i wish marshall was here to make me a tomato and cheese sandwich i always burn them..my mom called and said that she left me some money at her place. she went camping in maine.. so maybe i'll go pick that up.. i know i'm supposed to use it for groceries or bills.. but maybe a piercing is in order?
lata
Natashablah.. i've been working non-stop since wednesday.. both at work and on the apartment.
the apartment is finally ready to move into tho! yipee! nick and candice have already moved their shit in. marshall and i are moving ours in tomorrow. so tomorrow night is going to be my first night in my new apartment! i'm so excited! haha, i'm giddy like a little kid..
all of a sudden, i love my job! like, i mean i've always liked it.. who wouldn't like working at a cd store? and newbury comics on top of it.. but within the past few days i've all of a sudden fallen in love with my job! iactually look forward to going to work and ringing at the cash register or walking around helping people find shit. i love my managers and all the people i work with..
but all this working has kept me away from the computer a lot.. it seems like i never have time to go on anymore but once i get the rest of my shit into the apartment, and the computers and our internet hooked up, and i'll be able to update more and comment more and actually be around! haha..
the other day marshall and i had a scare when we woke up. we tried calling nick and candice to see if they wanted to go clean the apartment some more, and niether of them would talk to us. all they said was to listen to our voicemail. so marshall checked his voicemail, and nick said that he and candice had broken up! so marshall and i just sort of laid in bed for like 30 minutes, not saying anything. then we decided to just go to the apartment. i had to go to work, so marshall stayed and cleaned. when i got back after work candice and nick were there, and i guess they had made up and were back together. so, just a big scare.. everything is ok now. hopefully..(knocks on wood) hehe..
well i have to go finish packing what's left here at my mom's.. i'll write more as soon as i can, whenever i can get to a computer.. haha..
later everyone
the apartment is finally ready to move into tho! yipee! nick and candice have already moved their shit in. marshall and i are moving ours in tomorrow. so tomorrow night is going to be my first night in my new apartment! i'm so excited! haha, i'm giddy like a little kid..
all of a sudden, i love my job! like, i mean i've always liked it.. who wouldn't like working at a cd store? and newbury comics on top of it.. but within the past few days i've all of a sudden fallen in love with my job! iactually look forward to going to work and ringing at the cash register or walking around helping people find shit. i love my managers and all the people i work with..
but all this working has kept me away from the computer a lot.. it seems like i never have time to go on anymore
but once i get the rest of my shit into the apartment, and the computers and our internet hooked up, and i'll be able to update more and comment more and actually be around! haha..the other day marshall and i had a scare when we woke up. we tried calling nick and candice to see if they wanted to go clean the apartment some more, and niether of them would talk to us. all they said was to listen to our voicemail. so marshall checked his voicemail, and nick said that he and candice had broken up! so marshall and i just sort of laid in bed for like 30 minutes, not saying anything. then we decided to just go to the apartment. i had to go to work, so marshall stayed and cleaned. when i got back after work candice and nick were there, and i guess they had made up and were back together. so, just a big scare.. everything is ok now. hopefully..(knocks on wood) hehe..
well i have to go finish packing what's left here at my mom's.. i'll write more as soon as i can, whenever i can get to a computer.. haha..
later everyone
3 more fucking days!!
3 more days till i move into my new place i can't wait, i am SO excited! we've gotten a lot of shit done these past few days. the kitchen, living room, both bedrooms, and all the hallways are done. the bathroom is half done, and we still need to do the office and smoke room.. then everything will be finished! tomorrow i'm going to my aunts' houses and measuring furniture they don't want, to see what i'm going to take. then it's off to do more painting, and then i may have to work at 6, but we'll see.
i'm debating getting a second job. i know i could get the extra hours at newbury's if i want them. but i was thinking that a second job would help to keep me from getting bored.. i tend to have that problem with jobs. but i've been at newbury's almost a year, and still haven't gotten bored.. just in a slump every now and then.. meh, we'll see.
i need to get more money tho. my rent is going to be around $350/mo, plus i have to pay for food, my car, my phone, and i STILL have to pay off those credit cards!
DO NOT get credit cards if you don't already have them. they work for ya for a while, then you make one little mistake, or forget to pay a couple payments, and everything gets fucked up! i'm $4000 in debt.. in just a year and a half! why do i always fuck myself over?
i'm awesome at procrastinating.. to the point that i screw myself over.. way too much. my friend told me a quote that i totally relate with:
"procrastination is like masturbation. you feel great, until you realize you're just screwing yourself."
Luci's doing good. she's going to be wicked pissed when i move her from marshall's to the new place. she just got situated and all cool with her tank at his place.. and now i'm going to put her back into her smallass carrier and move her to another tank that's totally new and she'll have to get situated all over again. oh well..
possibly new hair this weekend i have so much paint stuck in my hair from painting, so marshall said that we can take a long hot bath and he'll wash every last speck of paint out! he's such a sweetie! 
and he said that he wants to put blond highlights init too. at the beginning of the summer i dyed it all black, and i thought he liked it.. but he seems really excited to highlight it. i guess he really liked the blond i used to have in it.
when i was at work tonight a friend stopped in who i haven't seen in a while, and he commented on how he liked my hair better when i had the blond too.. it was really weird, twice in one day without my bringing it up! but my boss kevin said that he likes my hair better black. i wish i had a fucking scanner so i could put some pics up and ask for some advice.. blah.
nite
3 more days till i move into my new place
i can't wait, i am SO excited! we've gotten a lot of shit done these past few days. the kitchen, living room, both bedrooms, and all the hallways are done. the bathroom is half done, and we still need to do the office and smoke room.. then everything will be finished! tomorrow i'm going to my aunts' houses and measuring furniture they don't want, to see what i'm going to take. then it's off to do more painting, and then i may have to work at 6, but we'll see. i'm debating getting a second job. i know i could get the extra hours at newbury's if i want them. but i was thinking that a second job would help to keep me from getting bored.. i tend to have that problem with jobs. but i've been at newbury's almost a year, and still haven't gotten bored.. just in a slump every now and then.. meh, we'll see.
i need to get more money tho. my rent is going to be around $350/mo, plus i have to pay for food, my car, my phone, and i STILL have to pay off those credit cards!
DO NOT get credit cards if you don't already have them. they work for ya for a while, then you make one little mistake, or forget to pay a couple payments, and everything gets fucked up! i'm $4000 in debt.. in just a year and a half! why do i always fuck myself over?
i'm awesome at procrastinating.. to the point that i screw myself over.. way too much. my friend told me a quote that i totally relate with:
"procrastination is like masturbation. you feel great, until you realize you're just screwing yourself."
Luci's doing good. she's going to be wicked pissed when i move her from marshall's to the new place. she just got situated and all cool with her tank at his place.. and now i'm going to put her back into her smallass carrier and move her to another tank that's totally new and she'll have to get situated all over again. oh well..
possibly new hair this weekend
i have so much paint stuck in my hair from painting, so marshall said that we can take a long hot bath and he'll wash every last speck of paint out! he's such a sweetie! and he said that he wants to put blond highlights init too. at the beginning of the summer i dyed it all black, and i thought he liked it.. but he seems really excited to highlight it. i guess he really liked the blond i used to have in it.when i was at work tonight a friend stopped in who i haven't seen in a while, and he commented on how he liked my hair better when i had the blond too.. it was really weird, twice in one day without my bringing it up! but my boss kevin said that he likes my hair better black. i wish i had a fucking scanner so i could put some pics up and ask for some advice.. blah.
nite
so i decided to get off my lazy ass and add a journal entry..
i'm in n.brookfield visiting my boyfriend, marshall.. he's so fucking awesome
n.brookfield reminds me so much of vt.. and i miss vt.
and our apartment is almost finished! we decided to repaint all the walls.. even tho the landlord told us we could only paint the kitchen, porch, and bathroom.
the other rooms were the ugliest color cream, and off white. it was like they had run out of paint, and just decided to use whatever else they had lying around, no matter that it didn't match the previous color! so we're repainting everything. probably going to paint some more tomorrow before i have to go to work.. that is if we drive back to my place tonight or not.
i gave marshall a full body massage the other night.. it was awesome. i love just being able to touch him! i can't believe i still getting hot from just touching him, after 4 months! i'm definitely not complaining.. and the sex is awesome.
we also bought a tarantula together. we were going to get a kitten, but we can't have pets at the apartment.. so we got a tarantula! she's fucking awesome.. she's a rose hair, and she's pink and she's so cute.. and i saw her catch a cricket and snap it in half with her front legs and fangs.. it was fucking awesome!
i wish that i had a digital camera.. or even my scanner hooked up, so that i could post some of the pics.. oh well. i'm sure marshall or one of my other roommates will have one, and once we move in next week i'll be able to.
well, i think i'm going to go take a shower and get all dolled up for my baby and go visit him at work. even when he's covered in motor oil and grease, i still love him
i'm in n.brookfield visiting my boyfriend, marshall.. he's so fucking awesome
n.brookfield reminds me so much of vt.. and i miss vt.
and our apartment is almost finished! we decided to repaint all the walls.. even tho the landlord told us we could only paint the kitchen, porch, and bathroom.
the other rooms were the ugliest color cream, and off white. it was like they had run out of paint, and just decided to use whatever else they had lying around, no matter that it didn't match the previous color! so we're repainting everything. probably going to paint some more tomorrow before i have to go to work.. that is if we drive back to my place tonight or not. i gave marshall a full body massage the other night.. it was awesome. i love just being able to touch him! i can't believe i still getting hot from just touching him, after 4 months! i'm definitely not complaining.. and the sex is awesome.
we also bought a tarantula together. we were going to get a kitten, but we can't have pets at the apartment.. so we got a tarantula! she's fucking awesome.. she's a rose hair, and she's pink and she's so cute.. and i saw her catch a cricket and snap it in half with her front legs and fangs.. it was fucking awesome!
i wish that i had a digital camera.. or even my scanner hooked up, so that i could post some of the pics.. oh well. i'm sure marshall or one of my other roommates will have one, and once we move in next week i'll be able to.
well, i think i'm going to go take a shower and get all dolled up for my baby and go visit him at work. even when he's covered in motor oil and grease, i still love him
