i called in sick to work so i could get an extra night with goodapollo.
ive never been with someone who excites me so much.
beautiful.smart. ridiculous.
i'm lucky.

also i was looking through my friends and realized i dont really talk to anyone. i'm sort of antisocial i guess. most days anyways haha.

going to pick up apollo @1020> movies, joints,cuddles,bubble bath and whats looking to be some mind blowing sex. it always is.

fucking time needs to move faster.

deftones.coheed and cambria.far.cocorosie.circa survive.cancerbats.

my summer is just starting and it already has a full soundtrack.
new releases almost every other week.
concert season fast approaching.

i made a few purchases in less than a few hours online.
picked up four pairs of plugs(two for the girl, two for myself.) also bought some headphones(pair for myself. pair for the girl) i feel like spoiling her. i'm not sure why lol.

also i stepped down from my job. needed the money and the security. but my health was starting to suffer. can't sleep can't eat(properly) and my dog hasn't gone for a walk in like weeks. brutal. my little border collier is gonna attack me soon haha.

here's some pics of the items i bought.

my first set of plugs.

my second set.

the cute mouse plugs i bought my girl from Omerica Organics. an amazing company based out of colorado. click here to take a look at there awesome and unique styles.

the second set i bought for zeee girl.

annnnnnndddd......

her new headphones! bought a pair in white for myself. super happy with my purchases.

anyways i work in like an hour. im gonna try and lay down for a bit see if i can get some rest.
night sg.

-androob

I sleep during the day and i work at night. I woke up in the most amazing mood today, mainly because Deftones Diamond Eyes has been leaked. I hate stealing from my favourite band but i've been waiting so long i couldn't help it.

It's amazing. i'm happy as hell<3

Going to see Coheed and Cambria on may 19th at sound academy in toronto with _Goodapollo <3
Staying at the Westin Harbour Front Castle for the night. so good. so very good.

new cancer bats.
new circa survive.
new deftones.
new coheed and cambria.

it just keeps getting better.

also i finally bought a new computer. my hp decided it was going to start crashing for no reason. after ten years i half expected it to go. pretty happy with my new baby.

two more days of work and then some off time.

sets on this site have been astounding lately. i dont think there is even one i haven't enjoyed.

going to go enjoy some deftones. <3

-androo

april? song of the day for me i guess.
-Andrew

I've been having some really awful dreams lately, alot having to do with my ex, with family, a lot also with me hurting myself pretty badly. physically and emotionally. i woke up crying on my birthday it was that bad. _Good Apollo was next to me. she didnt hear me. it's rare i cry. my sub concious always seems to get me.

my birthday consisted of

-all you can eat sushi.
-lifestory monologue, waterbodies at L3.
-hot morning sex.
-some friends visiting and making things a bit awkward.
-wrapping myself in sarah.

i just want my bad thoughts and dreams to subside. medication and therapy might be an answer i need to look into. i want her out of my head. not my life. but out of my head would be nice.
my girlfriend is beautiful. smart. compassionate. quirky. i love her. i just feel like a piece of shit.

listening to a lot of shit lately. music helps. tea helps. sarah.
i just want to want to sleep easy.
-andrew

I bought a BlackBerry. the shit about it being addictive as fuck....TRUE. it's definitely a descent setup. i bought it for my job. the fact there's somuch of a social networking outlet doesn't hurt at all. work is taking up a lot of my time but it's definitely nice to be able to still keep some contact with peoples.

The Real Tuesday Weld. Love them. I'm listening to the album At The End of The World. i'm in love with it. it's got like this old ruskie, sort of jazzy theme going on. somewhat depressing but very beautiful. makes me think of like old wartime radio....russian radio. haha. still amazing.

tattoos. soon. the girl bought me some time for christmas. gonna try and get my line work done by the summer. colour by the end of the year. here's hoping all goes well.

Congrats to maddie on her quick Pink tag, beautiful girl.

hmmm...anyone remember the show the others? ran on nbc back in 2000-2001? i'm downloading it, it's pretty good. still scares the shit out of me.

mmk. well. i'm gonna get to bed. nights has killed my sleep pattern.

night SG.
-androo

So here's what happened. Way back in 2006 i started working at a grocery store. nothing glamourous. I was pushing buggies. at this time i had also just moved into an apartment, with no money, a girlfriend and two hungry dogs. so i worked my ass off. i went from buggies. to working nights. to working various full-time positions in the store. slowly money got better.
after 2 years on nights, i applied for a Assistant manager position. i did well. more than well actually. during this time the girlfriend i had lived with became the ex. i continued to work and live with her. things got rough and i needed a way out. i didn't want to leave my job. but i needed away from her. SO. i moved to Niagara falls. being no stranger to the area (living there for 20 years or so) i picked up a job pretty quickly. the job was in technical support. for apple. nightmare. I pride myself on being very courteous towards people even those who have wronged me.
One week before my probationary period at _______ i was told i wasn't meeting company standards.
they fired me.
put me back in to debt. with no way to pay for food, medication, the puppy.
I went crazy. got depressed and thought i was pretty fucking worthless.

Fast forward to Today.
It's been exactly two months.
I sat around for a month .
at the end of November i got a job at the same grocery store franchise. different city. i exceeded expectations in the first month. turned a department on its head. organized what the manager of said department could not. and trained his long term employees better then he ever could have.

On december 31st, i was pulled up into the store managers office and given an offer i couldnt refuse. i was promoted to The night crew store manager. One month. i fell more than respected. im nervous. im scared. but i think things are looking up. i'll be debt free by june. and i think my life is looking up.

Christmas wasnt much of a christmas.
I bought myself some presents. since i feel good for once.

a vinyl record. some posters, and some books.
im positive and very sleepy. i'm grateful for everything at the moment.

happy 2010. hope this story brightened your day. it did for me.

-Andrew

Oh God. I'm watching the Star wars Holiday Special. It is awful. it makes me want to vomit. yet i can not take my eyes away from the screen. I had to pause it, and then come over to the computer and write this, this is awful.
In better news, work is giving me full time hours. I'm pretty sure i'm going tobe offered a certain position very soon, i might jinx it but still. Even just the thought of it, makes me smile.I would be able to get rid of all my debt in less than 3 months. which is basically what i've been trying to do.

I found a bunch of new stuff to listen to including some new massive attack and portishead tracks.
getting my line work on my arms finished in February. new plugs in march. and possibly an art show in the near future. we'll see. i'm excited. this year is slowly looking up.

also princess and the frog. way to go disney. not disappointing at all.
well if i don't write before christmas, happy holidays. eat some cake and drink some nog.
-androo

Im on a The littlest hobo kick lately. i cant seem to get enough of the show from when i was a young child it's pretty ridiculous. plots. story lines. all ludicrous . but i just can't stop.



aw. my urge is settled almost.....

okay now im settled. maybe tomorrow...i'll settle down.
-androo

I'm watching paranormal state. i kinda feel jipped when watching it. haha. me and my buddy used to listen to Art Bell and George Nory way back when, that shit used to terrify us. we couldn't see anything, it all used to be on the radio. it was weird though strange shit used to happen all the time at my house back in stevensville. house is located in a pretty haunted area, fort erie and the like. war of 1812 was fought mostly around there. still.

i dunno. it's an interesting show i suppose.
day off today. doing some cleaning, gonna kick some fallout 3 later and enjoy the wastelands.
Annie has been jumping on my bed all day and sleeping, and being cute. I'm glad she's my friend. my puppy friend. haha.

if only she'd play fetch, not hide and seek.
-Andrew