falling for someone that is 8 hours away, and it will be months before I can considering moving there is one of the most painful things i have ever experienced.
my emotions don't know what to do, I am oh sooooo happy I finally found what I've been looking for
but extremely frustrated we cannot physically be together 
other then that life is going fine, work is getting better and spring soccer has started.
Only other concern is my year rent contract is up at the end of this month, and I am hoping they will just let me pay month to month so I don't have to move back with my parents till the end of spring and I can start looking to move out of wooster.
Trying to make the best of what I have. I have a lot. but i want a lot more.
my emotions don't know what to do, I am oh sooooo happy I finally found what I've been looking for
but extremely frustrated we cannot physically be together other then that life is going fine, work is getting better and spring soccer has started.
Only other concern is my year rent contract is up at the end of this month, and I am hoping they will just let me pay month to month so I don't have to move back with my parents till the end of spring and I can start looking to move out of wooster.
Trying to make the best of what I have. I have a lot. but i want a lot more.
