Well Im off to 72 hr guard this morning. should be fun. i will finish up the godfather trilogy. hopefully I will also begin watching the cancelled TV show surface to on my downtime.

Anyways here is something Ive been pondering. Why is it that we americans rush into what I call Mini-marriages? you know, where you can only go out with one person at a time. to me this makes no sense at all. We've skippes the whole dating process. I mean what if youre dating/seeing/ with someone but you meet someone else at, say the coffeeshop at the bookstore and you really hit it off, then said person asks you out. No matter how far it goes how can it be cheating?? the whole purpose of marriage is to say "Im done, your the one!" so to me until you find yourself engaged how can it be cheating? Why is it wrong to carry on multiple relationships?

Now I suppose youre thinking this jerk just want to be fuckin around with as many ladies as he can but that isnt completely the case. I could be just as happy seeing someone who already has a relationship... so, any thoughts on the matter?

Oh, I am also going to be real pretentious and put out a "best of 2006" on my birthday. I think ive listened to quite alot this year and could come up with a good list

have a good week ladies.

Hmm, can you see a picture up top where there normally is one? 'Cause I sure can't. Weird...

So, I had a really nice thanksgiving all things considered. I was on 72 hr guard. It was quite. Very nice of the Iraqi people to let me attempt to enjoy the holiday.

Ive been on a Mafia movie kick. It started off with watching The Boondock Saints again for the first time in years. Next was Scarface for the first time(This movie is SO SO overrated) and now? the mother of them all, The GodFather Trilogy. I have only the last one to see. Any suggestions on movies to watch? what about music to listen to? You know how I love music.

Im listening to Stone Temple Pilots. Man they used to rock so hard. They are one of the reasons I want to learn how to play guitar.

Finally Ive come to realize I seem to always have a crush on a girl who is either a lesbian or very spoken for.
What a shame...

It's been awfully quite here on my side. Im always told thats a good thing but damn do i hate being bored. Anyways, Ive been getting in alot of music lately. More Brendan Benson stuff which is always enjoyable. Also got the new my chemical romance CD. Im withholding judgement yet but I fear this is just not the year for good new music. It started off well but alot of my favorite bands new stuff just having hit the mark in my opinion.

Also my sister sent me Final Fantasy XII so Im prepared to be a geek the rest of the year.

I want to get on with my life.

Well hello Journal/blog thingy and all those that bore themselves with reading it? How are you? Im ok. So to update about finding Kinkerbelle, well she had an amazon wishlist over on her myspace, right? So I bought her a few things and wrote on the gift message to let her know I was thinking about her...

Im not weird am I? Oh well...

So, Ive recently got the new, Evanescence CD. Im not instantly won over by it. I think it will need to grow on me. It kust doesnt rock out like Fallen did. Alot of piano on it.

In other news, Not much to report. Ive been highly agitated laletly. not at all fun to be around.

And finally. I broke up with my girlfriend in germany. A whole year out here almost with me supporting her by keeping her in her house and she couldnt be bothered to show me any appreciation ever. I got tired of it. Maybe I was a fool for doing it but i thought it was the right thing to do at the moment. meh...

So, I feel like it's time for me to update but not much has really happened. Im off to three day guard in about an hour so I wanted to get this done.

At any rate, what Ive really been pondering is whatever happened to my friend Kinkerbelle. She used to be a member around these parts and also kept an account over at myspace. Due to circumstances im not at liberty to discuss she had to drop her internet. that sucks cause its been awhile now. I miss talkin to her. She is definitly one of the coolest people ive ever met on the net. So, yeah, I miss a lady ive never even met...

I wish I could help her out somehow...

Hi there, how you doin? Im cool, thanks for askin. Well not much to report really. Im still in Iraq, and still willing to sell my soul to get out of here with my sanity...

Oh Ive been meaning to suggest you check out "Lapalco" by Brendan Benson. Its REALLY good pop rock. If you buy one cd on my reccomendation, it should be that. or "Alternative to Love"

So, Ive got bunches of new electronic music in the mail today. Im zoning out to it as I write this. Good times...

So, As luck would have it I recently discovered that there is a film school back home in oklahoma. Ive always desired to be involved in film making so it looks like instead of going to UCO I will be attending OCCC. at least for two years, then maybe I'll move on to the graphic design major after I have my associates.

Also, Ive decided to buy a 1973 oldsmobile Delta eighty eight as soon as I can find one that is affordable. thats the kind of obsessive fan I am when it comes to the Evil Dead trilogy.Complete geekery.

Only seven months left in the military. Life will be kickass for me again.

Its not been a good week for me.

first there was the extension, and then a couple days ago, I got a red cross message. as a soldier this is not something you ever want to recieve. Well, My Grandpa passed away from a massive heart attck brought on from his diabetes. Im really goin to miss him, he never critisized my many failings and always had something positive to say to me. Worse yet, He had asked for me o be a pallbearer at the funeral. Because I already went on leave though the army refuses to send me back because he is not immediate family. Once again Ive let him down, I hope he can undestand....

Ok, so lets get this update started, huh?
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Boy, Have I got some bad news to report today. In my last post I mentioned how I was really hoping to be home for christmas, right? Well, that certainly isnt going to happen. So scratch my birthday, and hell im canceling new years. I know, you were lookin forward to it but hey if I cant celebrate in the proper fashion than it just aint worth it. After all theres a war goin on, we're all supposed to sacrifce for the effort right? so I think sacrificing one holiday of intoxication is a small request. And oh yeah, Valentines Has been Postponed too. Why, you ask, am I fucking up all the holidays???You can have your christmas/ winter solstice holiday, Im not going to be a total bastard, but why no others?

We just got extended to stay out here in Iraq for at least 46 more days than originally planned. Wow does that suck. Im not goin to see civilization again until late febuary most likely. So there will be no more holidays for the rest of the year Im afraid. Im sure you understand right??



(by the way, Im kidding, I hope your holidays rock!)

Holy Hell, I suck at updating. Anyways, alot of rumors have been swirlin around about when i might be getting out of here. The most positive? I might be home for christmas...that would be sweet. so, im tryin to plan financially for college. that has been interesting. the plan is to go completely on the GI bill and whatever scholarships or grants i can muster. Now i just need to figure out what the school means by maintance and misc. charges....Any Ideas? Other than that Ive recieved new cd's by Brendan Benson and The Dresden Dolls. All are highly enjoyable. So, whats happening in your world?