One year later and Im back!! to whomever Gifted me my Account you have my most sincere appreciation. Not much has changed for me though. lets see what happens in 2010

things have took a moderate upswing lately in my life. not quite as much suckitude.

it lives!!!



My life sucks. what else should I expect? apparently even a little bit of happiness is too much to hope for.

Oh well life goes on.

So I understand its within a person's rights to want to be a little anonymous but i really get frustrated when I'm trying to see where a person comes from and all I get is *I'm lost*. why not be just a little vague, like write in the state you live in. I ain't looking for a street address just a general idea of where a person comes from because I'm trying to find interesting people i live near.

I mean come on, i cant update more than this??

Anyways, lots of exciting things going on. of course if i cant make at least one of them happen it wont surprise me. But damn it i think it will.

First of all, i may finally have a chance at management at the XXXtasy ranch. this would be a nice pay increase. Id be damn good at the job too. better than the hacks we have working there now.

secondly. A friend and I are attempting to lease The old Bosco's location. Fuck yeah, owning my own gentlemans club would be a blast. lots of work, but i dont have an exciting social life outside of work so Id really be able to invest myself in it. Lots of remodeling to do since it burnt down but that just means it will look exactly like I want it to. Hopefully ill have more positive updates soon.

Talk to me!!

It's Alive!!

Hi there. So what have I been up to? alot of nothing. I dont have the net in my apartment so im not able to get online like id like to. Also Ive been awfully down in the dumps for a long time. still am really. Anyways Im around thought id say hi!

Well, hello there friends. How are you doin? Me? well, I finally seem to have some positive news. I got a job today. Yep, It looks like I'll be working at the Triple Xtacy ranch. No, I am NOT a dancer. who'd want to see that? I'll be floorstaff. Thank god, I needed a job, and what better than a "Gentleman's Club"

OK, Well, Ive been out of the loop for awhile. Can't say when I'm going to be around more frequently. I haven't been in a good mental state in awhile. September wasn't a very good month for me.Both of my grandmother became badly ill, and just yesterday one of them passed away. I'll miss her, she had an amazing outlook on life. Also, being broke sucks. It appearers I need to get a job to survive. My hopes of living off only the GI bill have met reality and reality looks to be the winner. Now, just what kind of establishment is going to hire me though....I hate comforming for the sake of a job, especially one that isnt likely to pay any more than minimum wage.

Minimum wage = Minimum Effort

I mean, the other day Im in Circuit City blowin' some time when a clerk asks me if I need any help, I tell him No thanks, and continue to look but he doesnt go away. No, instead the employee starts to ask me about all the x-box 360 features and accessories. I proceed to train him on the system, something apparently the managers at Circuit City feel they don't have to do. Afterwards, I was thinkin how screwed up that is. I guess I should be working in these type of retail environments but I dont feel like cutting my hair or shaving, which seems to often be a requirement. anyways, I was far more qualified than that kid to work there. So that's that.

School mostly sucks, next semester Im going to switch to the certifacate program. It's not like you really need a degree to work in the film industry. just the know how and some imagination.

Good News and Bad News for this edition, friends. Yep, As is typical in my life, I kind of waited a little too long to put in for my GI benefits and now because of that I must wait eight weeks till i will recieve anything. the good news is I will receive back pay for august and September as well as October. So I'll have a nice bit of money then. Im just gonna be pretty thin until that happens. I do have a nice 500 dollar tax check coming. but that will only cover a few bills and books for college.Also theres a show going on at Sugers that I am gonna see on saturday.Hey I still got to have some fun right? It seems I'll need to find some more cash soon. I should be able to scheme something up.

Well, Ive made it to OKC. Im livin on 23rd st. And Im already depressed on a number of levels. you see. I have next to no cash because I drunkenly overspent at the nudie bar . I promised my friend id pick up tickets for the george carlin show at the firelake casino but even after puting a hundred dollar check in the account yesterday I wake up to find im in the negative? I am not happy with Arvest bank at all. so no money, no carlin tickets,and a 135 dollar electric bill already due. With any luck i'll be getting a much larger check tomorrow.

I move all of my stuff from my dads house this weekend. after that maybe i'll feel better about life...until then theres guinness.

About bloody time, huh? So, let me tell you, I love being home. Ive been down to OKC a few times...all signed up for school in the fall. I'm all sort of excited about that. So how come I havent been social huh? well, I just go through these spells. I promise when Im in OKC next time(around soonercon) I will see if anyone wants to hang out and socialize with me. hey, stop laughing. someone might actually want to...maybe...

so before I head out, Ive got a question for you. Im in the mood to get a piercing, but much like my next tattoo, I have several in mind. How to solve this?? Well, Ive decided to seek input from you kids. Knowing what you know about me, what kind of piercing should I get? Keep in mind Im not about to get my junk done...