just thought id update.
last weekend was a good weekend.
got to see my girlfriend and eat tmnt ice cream in the park.
did a photoshoot with miss tahnee.
went swimminggg
ate some good food.
saw a totally awesome movie called twisted: a balloonamentary. it was a documentary about balloon artists.
im still looking for a job which sucks majorly. i hate that our economy sucks ass. no one will hire me! im poor!
i cut all my hair off. im finally used to it and embracing it. i changed my profile pictures to be a little more up to date.
im still trying to figure out the details with the SG thing. kevin will be shooting it for me, but it is STILL undecided. i dont want to be anything for anyone to be ashamed of, no matter how bad i want to do it for ME. i do have a theme in mind. its simple, cute, and funny. three things that describe me to a T. im definitely getting more excited about it and cannot wait until we shoot it.
thats all for now, minus a few photos i'll attach at the end. im trying this new "go to bed early" thing so that i can stop missing school!
xoxo
alysha
last weekend was a good weekend.
got to see my girlfriend and eat tmnt ice cream in the park.
did a photoshoot with miss tahnee.
went swimminggg
ate some good food.
saw a totally awesome movie called twisted: a balloonamentary. it was a documentary about balloon artists.
im still looking for a job which sucks majorly. i hate that our economy sucks ass. no one will hire me! im poor!
i cut all my hair off. im finally used to it and embracing it. i changed my profile pictures to be a little more up to date.
im still trying to figure out the details with the SG thing. kevin will be shooting it for me, but it is STILL undecided. i dont want to be anything for anyone to be ashamed of, no matter how bad i want to do it for ME. i do have a theme in mind. its simple, cute, and funny. three things that describe me to a T. im definitely getting more excited about it and cannot wait until we shoot it.
thats all for now, minus a few photos i'll attach at the end. im trying this new "go to bed early" thing so that i can stop missing school!
xoxo
alysha
my boyfriend left for LA today.
i miss him already. im ready for him to get back already so i can shower him with attention.
im still contemplating the SG thing. i think i've decided that i'm going to go ahead and shoot a set and then decide where to go from there. i know that i want to do it. thats what should matter most, right?
ive decided to stop drinking for a while too. im currently taking a break from shooting vodka and pounding beers. we'll see how i feel about it next month. ive been a heavy drinker since i was 14 so i think this will be a nice break for a bit.
one of my best friend's sets went live the other day. how exciting! hooray for ciao. <3
i think i'll go to work now.
i miss him already. im ready for him to get back already so i can shower him with attention.
im still contemplating the SG thing. i think i've decided that i'm going to go ahead and shoot a set and then decide where to go from there. i know that i want to do it. thats what should matter most, right?
ive decided to stop drinking for a while too. im currently taking a break from shooting vodka and pounding beers. we'll see how i feel about it next month. ive been a heavy drinker since i was 14 so i think this will be a nice break for a bit.
one of my best friend's sets went live the other day. how exciting! hooray for ciao. <3
i think i'll go to work now.
ive been thinking a lot about whether or not i want to apply to be a suicide girl.
they say that if you have ANY doubts about family members, friends, etc to not even do it.
i think doing it would give me a great boost of confidence in myself and make me like myself a bit more.
im sure my family would be shocked at first but theyd get over it.
theres been worse things happen to our family, thats for sure.
its just getting up the guts to actually get up and DO IT.
im a little scared to be naked on the internet but i think itd also be an adrenaline rush.
plus, im not going to have this body forever!
hmmmm idkkkkkkkkk
they say that if you have ANY doubts about family members, friends, etc to not even do it.
i think doing it would give me a great boost of confidence in myself and make me like myself a bit more.
im sure my family would be shocked at first but theyd get over it.
theres been worse things happen to our family, thats for sure.
its just getting up the guts to actually get up and DO IT.
im a little scared to be naked on the internet but i think itd also be an adrenaline rush.
plus, im not going to have this body forever!
hmmmm idkkkkkkkkk
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