Member: alexys

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JUNE 10, 2003 @ 11:06 PM


you don't even know this but i long for your touch. to feel the top of your fingers brush against my cheek as you look down at me adoringly.
"i like you, but i know you don't know it. i like you so much , i talk to everyone but you."
i spend an hour or more in your vicinity at least three times a month. twice this week already. i feel you stare at me when i light my cigarette and my cheeks burn. we spoke once , for hours, and i cant help but wonder if you remember my name.
youve given me a classic school girl case of "does he even know i exist"
i want to spend the night in your arms and wake up in the morning and not be surprised that your still there. i want to kiss your forehead and just underneath your eyebrow and the corner of your lips.
i smile and breathe your name.
being around you leaves me feeling empty inside afterwards.
Comments
starsandsmokes

starsandsmokes

Lake Charles, LA
August 2002

JUN 11, 2003 12:41 AM

... oh, is that you?

Dave_H

Dave_H

Bermuda
January 2003

JUN 11, 2003 02:54 AM

man I wish a girl felt that way about me..... *sigh*


oh well.

yeah I saw what you wrote. thanks. sorry I didn't say anything. I didn't really know what to say. but I'm glad you like it. I really am. biggrin

Vim

Vim

Santa Rosa, CA
March 2003

JUN 11, 2003 08:29 AM

crushes are stupid!!...i HATE them!!!

wink

starsandsmokes

starsandsmokes

Lake Charles, LA
August 2002

JUN 11, 2003 09:30 PM

... who knows, i was drunk...

Sethy

Sethy

United Kingdom
April 2003

JUN 12, 2003 12:26 AM

Feeling that way is always odd for me, feels nice, but not at same time...

Vim

Vim

Santa Rosa, CA
March 2003

JUN 12, 2003 08:45 AM

dude...i am the terminator.

jasonxstar

jasonxstar

Santa Rosa, CA
April 2003

JUN 12, 2003 09:57 AM

Hey im back,call me up...rock on

pureblu12225

pureblu12225

San Diego, CA
August 2002

JUN 12, 2003 07:30 PM

thats almost the worst feeling to have but then you get used to it then when you are finally with that person your highness isn't quite the same hmmm
hey I'm probably going to be coming up in a few weeks months

frankie18

frankie18

San Francisco, CA
March 2003

JUN 15, 2003 10:05 PM

mmmmm the only thing better than a crush is the fuzzy awkwardness of when you finally admit everything

DisappearHere

DisappearHere

Portland, OR
February 2003

JUN 15, 2003 10:50 PM

Hey. Sorry for flaking on you before. I am an asshole.

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