There is an expression in Portuguese, Inferno Astral. Do not know if it exists in English or another language. I searched my books on astrology and found nothing similar. In fact, I do not know for sure whether the term refers to an actual astrological phenomenon or just a typical myth of Brazilian culture. The term refers to a period of one month before the Birthday of a person, where a succession of misfortunes are common (Yes, exactly one month from now will be my Birthday). But I do not know if it's really unlucky the succession of apparent "misfortunes" that often happen to me during that period. And to me, hurtful things always occur within 30 days before my Birthday. Painful yes, but I've been noticing that things that occur to me has always put me on the right path of my journey. Something like a transition. A transformation in the true Self. I do not know what will happen this year, it will be an astral hell as 2006 or as of last year, which was period of painful change. Or it will be like previous years, more calm. Certainly, as I still do not fully meet the right track, something will happen.

Changing the subject somewhat. As many know, I have a strong passion for the pornographic movie made ​​in the USA during the 70s. It is the theme of my thesis. in fact, I have a strong passion for pornography, but my narrative side of a fan of cinema, and kind of wannabe writer / filmmaker (at least I'm trying to be) make me be interested and do something different. In both areas, both in mainstream cinema as in pornographic features. I've said something similar before. But my interest is growing stronger. I have seen things that show me even more what I want to do. Old things made ​​in the period of the Golden Age of the pornographic cinema. As new things too, made ​​by people like Maria Beatty (my passion for bdsm is strong). The so-called feminist porn has me aroused increasing interest. Do porn, but tell a story, go back to making movies. Doing what I always thought, how look some of the movies I like, if the sexual part was more explicit. And here I do not mean the infamous parodies, I really meank about how the films would be bolder if they really were dare sexually. Cronenberg's Crash is an awesome movie, but what if the parts where there are sex in the film, what if the sex was explicit? What about Love and Human Remains? And etc, etc, etc. Do you understand what I mean? It is a challenge, first because few even have the courage to embark with me on these daring goal. Second, something like this has to be done in a independent way, producing porn company in Brazil only want to do gonzo videos. And finally, none of performers in Brazil has acting skills, and given the Brazilian society that only seems to be liberal, but is not actually, I still can not see any girls willing to embark on this project. But I will not give up, I never give up. But that would be great if I could find around here people like James Deen Sensi or Pearl, or Bobbi Starr, certainly would be.

Well, as I know that many people here would like to see blog journals with pics, I will put some of related pictures here:






The man who is a huge influence to my future work, the erotic filmmaker Radley Metzger.


A missing scene from "The Opening of Misty Beethoven" (the best porn movie ever made), I always think if this movie is released in Blu Ray, in a correct remastered way, if they will try to find this scene to put on the disc.




Two scenes from another master piece by Radley Metzger, The Image.