The happiest days of my life are coming. Next summer I am going to meet my future mother-in-law and father-in-law. I will be traveling to Russia. Finally I am going there. I don't even remember for how long I have wanted to travel around there but always my plans have been on the way. And Russia is such a big place that I have always been overwhelmed because of the possible places I MUST visit. Well, now I can start. And I will be frequently traveling to Russia from now on.
Sorry, I really had nothing to say but I am happy anyway.
I love you all
Sorry, I really had nothing to say but I am happy anyway.
I love you all
A new tattoo... It has been a while. I am getting withdrawals. It was in August when I got a tattoo the last time. And that was just a small one. This time I am getting a huge one again. That will keep in the mood for a few months and I will getting withdrawals after one year at the earliest. I am very prone to addictions. I am glad that my addiction is only to tattoos.
My friend's apartment got robbed. She lost a lot of money and her livelihood. Her cameras and other stuff accompanying her profession got taken too. I don't know why but I feel that I have to help as much as I can and even more to get her back on track. So I am searching for cameras, lenses, tripods, flashes, filters and so on... Anything to go with photography. She is very talented and passionate about photographing so I have the need to sort things out that she can continue photographing as soon as possible. So if anyone know where I can get any professional photography equipment for a decent price please inform me. She has a magnificent eye for capturing moments, situations and views. We all need her back there taking pictures of the world around her. Let's all just help her, please.
fetishes. i have a few.
the strongest is russian language. I really go crazy when a woman speaks russian to me in bed. I have always thought that russian is the most beautiful language in the world. and soooo sexy. the way tongue is used to form the sounds used to speak it. uuuuhhhhhh....
The other one of my fetishes I want to share with you is the stormtroopers. I lose my mind if a woman is wearing a stormtrooper helmet and sexy lingerie. It is so hot for me.
how about you?
the strongest is russian language. I really go crazy when a woman speaks russian to me in bed. I have always thought that russian is the most beautiful language in the world. and soooo sexy. the way tongue is used to form the sounds used to speak it. uuuuhhhhhh....
The other one of my fetishes I want to share with you is the stormtroopers. I lose my mind if a woman is wearing a stormtrooper helmet and sexy lingerie. It is so hot for me.
how about you?
All this changing jobs and countries makes me think of the way I am going. First steps have been taken. I don't hear finnish around where I am living. Sometimes by accident a few words but I have started to have thoughts in polish now also. Not only english like always before . It was a great moment to notice and discover that in myself. All I hear is polish so what to expect? But in just three months I started to realize that some simple things i thought in polish. I try to find places to drink, eat and socialize where nobody speaks well enough english to have a conversation using it, so I have to speak polish to try to have a conversation. And that is a trip, my friends 
No hallucinogenic elements in it but a total mindbender. And it doesn't stop the next morning when you wake up.
This is much bigger city than I have ever lived in so I have had a lot of chances to get lost. Just take a tram somewhere. Jump out, change the tram and jump out somewhere. Spend the day in that neighborhood. I have been to some so interesting parties that I am not sure if I even want to remember.
Now I'm done with drinking again for a while. A good four-five month cleansing and fasting to flush toxins out of the system and fill all the buildingblocks. I am still looking for a place to put my cabin to get some momentary solitude when I need it. I have spend some time at the mountains on the southern border the architecture there is very beautiful. Pointy-roofed huts cabins and houses. Warms up with a tilestove in the autumn, winter and early spring. That would be perfect. but let's see. Because I have gotten new ideas. I'll move slowly southwards next one I am sure is just one country down. This time I am not moving alone. Going to get to a small sea from Croatia. So many possibilities. So much time. I wonder where we are in 18months
No hallucinogenic elements in it but a total mindbender. And it doesn't stop the next morning when you wake up. This is much bigger city than I have ever lived in so I have had a lot of chances to get lost. Just take a tram somewhere. Jump out, change the tram and jump out somewhere. Spend the day in that neighborhood. I have been to some so interesting parties that I am not sure if I even want to remember.
Now I'm done with drinking again for a while. A good four-five month cleansing and fasting to flush toxins out of the system and fill all the buildingblocks. I am still looking for a place to put my cabin to get some momentary solitude when I need it. I have spend some time at the mountains on the southern border the architecture there is very beautiful. Pointy-roofed huts cabins and houses. Warms up with a tilestove in the autumn, winter and early spring. That would be perfect. but let's see. Because I have gotten new ideas. I'll move slowly southwards next one I am sure is just one country down. This time I am not moving alone. Going to get to a small sea from Croatia. So many possibilities. So much time. I wonder where we are in 18months
I have always loved photography. My parents were taking a lot of pictures when I was growing up. Not that EVERYTHING would gotten photographed. Every moment and everything that caught the eye. No And my father had a huge amount of books about photography, and just picturebooks. Thick as hell. I usually just make a collage of pictures I have. I have been photographing from early teen years. this era of digital camera came sneaking up on me... I didn't get in as soon as it should have been done, but now I have a great digital camera and few lenses.
Now I am again using as much I used to. It's just better to have it with me everywhere. I have studied photography and lighting few different times but I have never even considered it as means to support myself. It has always been something I have passion to. .... Pictures are to me captions of moments. In a way the means to travel in time. You see a picture of yourself doing something somewhere ten years ago you tend to remember and think back on that moment and things connected to it. You go into that moment and the time around it. It is no longer just your mind being distracted about everywhere by thoughts of past and future. By meditating we focus our thoughts and mind to the present. But just to get a mindtravel to a specific time period in the past makes photography the visual art form I love the most. And I am still seeking the best picture. I am trying to take the best picture there is. But until then I am obligated to take pictures to my collection of moments to travel to. I have taken photos in studios almost never.
I want to mention again about a great photographer in Odessa. http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5498.jpg
Her captions are simply amazing http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5653.jpg http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5827.jpg Her photographs show the dedication put into taking each photograph. She has great eye to capture moments, people sights, visions and memories. Outside, inside, in the studio. Extremely talented and devoted. And Odessa has many beautiful spots to make a photoset. Might even be a reason to have a holiday in Odessa. Spend a week and one day have a photoshoot.
On the website you can find much more of photographs in different categories. Also contact info. http://natalyphotoart.com/#/start/
And my father had a huge amount of books about photography, and just picturebooks. Thick as hell. I usually just make a collage of pictures I have. I have been photographing from early teen years. this era of digital camera came sneaking up on me... I didn't get in as soon as it should have been done, but now I have a great digital camera and few lenses. Now I am again using as much I used to. It's just better to have it with me everywhere. I have studied photography and lighting few different times but I have never even considered it as means to support myself. It has always been something I have passion to. .... Pictures are to me captions of moments. In a way the means to travel in time. You see a picture of yourself doing something somewhere ten years ago you tend to remember and think back on that moment and things connected to it. You go into that moment and the time around it. It is no longer just your mind being distracted about everywhere by thoughts of past and future. By meditating we focus our thoughts and mind to the present. But just to get a mindtravel to a specific time period in the past makes photography the visual art form I love the most. And I am still seeking the best picture. I am trying to take the best picture there is. But until then I am obligated to take pictures to my collection of moments to travel to. I have taken photos in studios almost never.
I want to mention again about a great photographer in Odessa. http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5498.jpg
Her captions are simply amazing http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5653.jpg http://natalyphotoart.com/#/Art/IMG_5827.jpg Her photographs show the dedication put into taking each photograph. She has great eye to capture moments, people sights, visions and memories. Outside, inside, in the studio. Extremely talented and devoted. And Odessa has many beautiful spots to make a photoset. Might even be a reason to have a holiday in Odessa. Spend a week and one day have a photoshoot.
On the website you can find much more of photographs in different categories. Also contact info. http://natalyphotoart.com/#/start/
Announcement.
I am here.
I found a great photographer in Odessa. I saw some of her pictures by accident and since then I have been loving the work she does. Her captions are remarkable. If anyone working as an independent model, or just who wants captions of persons, things, moments or just beautiful and thought-inspiring pictures contact her. I would love to see a tattooed beautiful young woman captured on a photograph by Nataly . Questions and such inquiries etc etc to and via : http://natalyphotoart.com/
Life is funny thing. Now I don't remember anything anymore I have started to document moments by capturing a fraction of a second to a photograph.
I don't have problems with my memory. I just have recently discovered photography. Photograph are....
I am here.
I found a great photographer in Odessa. I saw some of her pictures by accident and since then I have been loving the work she does. Her captions are remarkable. If anyone working as an independent model, or just who wants captions of persons, things, moments or just beautiful and thought-inspiring pictures contact her. I would love to see a tattooed beautiful young woman captured on a photograph by Nataly . Questions and such inquiries etc etc to and via
: http://natalyphotoart.com/Life is funny thing. Now I don't remember anything anymore I have started to document moments by capturing a fraction of a second to a photograph.
I don't have problems with my memory. I just have recently discovered photography. Photograph are....
Hello to all.
It has been a long long time since I've posted anything on this blog of mine. So now I decided to write something.
I have had very interesting period of time now... I've changed the country I live in. I have had to learn a new language. Find a job without speaking the local language.... And all of it has gone very well. I love my life. It all difficult and almost nothing goes as I have planned. So I have to improvise with EVERYTHING... Hehehe. This is truly great. And I thought this would be like a new beginning for me but noooooo... this is just continuum of the story of my life. Everything is going as it should go in my life. A lot of room for creativity. About ten years ago I was doing fireshows with my friends... breathing fire and spinnig pois and all that. That was very happy time of my life and now I have found people here who do fireshows and now they are my friends and they took me in their group to spin pois and breathe fire. I have always loved fire. When I was living in Lapland I loved that in the culture there making a fire was very important. And a lot of food was cooked on open fire outside. Of course the young people didn't do that almost at all but I was studying the sámi culture there so I was spending most of my time with the old people. Learning the language and learning about their customs and traditions... So under that light this is still my anthropological research which seem to be neverending thing for me. I have always been interested in cultures and traditions of foreign countries. Languages I also love. Language tells a lot of the way of thinking of it's speakers.
Anyway.... I am doing great and hope that so are all of you.
Do zobaczenia
It has been a long long time since I've posted anything on this blog of mine. So now I decided to write something.
I have had very interesting period of time now... I've changed the country I live in. I have had to learn a new language. Find a job without speaking the local language.... And all of it has gone very well. I love my life. It all difficult and almost nothing goes as I have planned. So I have to improvise with EVERYTHING... Hehehe. This is truly great. And I thought this would be like a new beginning for me but noooooo... this is just continuum of the story of my life. Everything is going as it should go in my life. A lot of room for creativity. About ten years ago I was doing fireshows with my friends... breathing fire and spinnig pois and all that. That was very happy time of my life and now I have found people here who do fireshows and now they are my friends and they took me in their group to spin pois and breathe fire. I have always loved fire. When I was living in Lapland I loved that in the culture there making a fire was very important. And a lot of food was cooked on open fire outside. Of course the young people didn't do that almost at all but I was studying the sámi culture there so I was spending most of my time with the old people. Learning the language and learning about their customs and traditions... So under that light this is still my anthropological research which seem to be neverending thing for me. I have always been interested in cultures and traditions of foreign countries. Languages I also love. Language tells a lot of the way of thinking of it's speakers.
Anyway.... I am doing great and hope that so are all of you.
Do zobaczenia
beer.
been living here for a month now. starting to feel the effect. dont know what the hell is going to happen but I really love this city. this country. I have never felt so faceless as i do now. I am enjoying every moment. I was thinking that moving here, to a new country, would be a new beginning for me. a whole new start but no. it is just a continuum to my story. i have met some very good people and some not so good. one girl I met made me realize that there is no way that I would be able to escape myself. I guess I was a bit lost. well I did get a bit lost in the hassle of arranging my things in finland so that I am ready to leave and arranging things here that I am ready to settle down here.
all has gone well. actually better than I expected. let's see what is going to happen. on this chapter.
been living here for a month now. starting to feel the effect. dont know what the hell is going to happen but I really love this city. this country. I have never felt so faceless as i do now. I am enjoying every moment. I was thinking that moving here, to a new country, would be a new beginning for me. a whole new start but no. it is just a continuum to my story. i have met some very good people and some not so good. one girl I met made me realize that there is no way that I would be able to escape myself. I guess I was a bit lost. well I did get a bit lost in the hassle of arranging my things in finland so that I am ready to leave and arranging things here that I am ready to settle down here.
all has gone well. actually better than I expected. let's see what is going to happen. on this chapter.
