I've been listening to hardcorepunk, trashcore and grindcore alot lately. It makes me feel young again 
Found some musicians here who are interested in starting a trashcoreband... Maybe we'll play for a while, like a few months cause by then I will be living in Poland, where there is a much more lively hardcorescene... Might be that there lives 8 times more people than here...
I have always loved polish hardcore and trashcore... And now I realize that I have always loved Poland...
Kraków, here I come
Found some musicians here who are interested in starting a trashcoreband... Maybe we'll play for a while, like a few months cause by then I will be living in Poland, where there is a much more lively hardcorescene... Might be that there lives 8 times more people than here...
I have always loved polish hardcore and trashcore... And now I realize that I have always loved Poland...
Kraków, here I come
Sarcasm makes people stronger. It doesn't necessarily mean that being sarcastic all the time is a good thing (which I think is) but to react in things sarcasticly makes it easier to deal with the shit we face every day. The things going on in my homecountry would make me lose my mind if I wouldn't be able to laugh at the world. I joke about serious things, I have a very gloomy sense of humour. I laugh at things most of the people think are horrible. But only because I have seen too much shit growing up... Friends overdosing at the age of 14 friends killing themselves at the age of 18... Funny things are funny but serious shit is meant to be laughed at. And don't get me wrong... I take things very seriously but my reaction just helps me cope with things much better... Because of this I would make a lousy psychiatrist. One of the reasons I had to quit my job. I was working at a recreation center for drug addicts and the things I saw and experienced there just were too much for me... Not in the way that I couldn't handle them but my reaction and advices were not always appreciated by my co-workers. I wonder why 
Life is a serious thing that we shouldn't take too seiously. Life's too short for not to laugh about. I would rather spend my life enjoying every bit of it than waste my life trying achieve something unachievable with a frowned up face and an ulcer.
Life is a serious thing that we shouldn't take too seiously. Life's too short for not to laugh about. I would rather spend my life enjoying every bit of it than waste my life trying achieve something unachievable with a frowned up face and an ulcer.
Going to Poland again. Feeling great. Spring is soon here in Finland too. The sun is shining, it's cold as hell and I finally found some musicians in this city. I have live here for a year now and starting to feel that I have found my place here. And I have burned all that bad karma that has been following me. Depression gone. It's been a while when I was this happy the last time...
Feeling great. Though my plans to travel to Colombia backfired, for now. Hopefully I will be there soon
Feeling great. Though my plans to travel to Colombia backfired, for now. Hopefully I will be there soon
Life is great!!
And I think I feel this way again cause the winter is starting to turn into spring in Finland. And I can sleep at night again. Last night I slept for 7hours. I cant remember when I slept that much. Every day the day gets longer. But we still have to wait for the weather to get warmer. And as the climate is changing we are getting hotter and hotter summers and colder and snowier winters here. But I still am going to bail out of this country... Poland or Ukraine... Or Croatia. The bureucracy in Finland is doing it's best to prevent me from leaving. I guess I should pay my student loans back to the government first. Which I am not going to do...
Anyways, Have fun, Enjoy and Be Happy my friends
And I think I feel this way again cause the winter is starting to turn into spring in Finland. And I can sleep at night again. Last night I slept for 7hours. I cant remember when I slept that much. Every day the day gets longer. But we still have to wait for the weather to get warmer. And as the climate is changing we are getting hotter and hotter summers and colder and snowier winters here. But I still am going to bail out of this country... Poland or Ukraine... Or Croatia. The bureucracy in Finland is doing it's best to prevent me from leaving. I guess I should pay my student loans back to the government first. Which I am not going to do...
Anyways, Have fun, Enjoy and Be Happy my friends
