Havent been in the ghetto for a while... It's been like two weeks now that I've been a refugee. My place is on ice. The pipes have frozen over so no water coming in and it's so damn cold that the windows are covered with ice on the inside. I have just visited the place to water my plants. Even that is a bitch... I have to melt my water from snow so my plants are gettin the real water this time. Not from those 50 year old pipes which have a tendency to make the water murky. I have no idea why, or what the pipes add to the water, the pH is 9,5. Reeeeal good drinking water, eh? I am very happy now. I am living in my friends garage and it's a lot more comfortable place than this ghetto dump I have been living for over 18 months. I wish life would be easier in the year 2010.

I love you all. You all are so important to me especially now that I've burned a few bridges... I just realized my situation a few months a go... When I was 19 yrs old I moved to live in a tiny village in the north. I lived there for three years. When I moved back to my hometown I was happy to be here but also a bit confused because all my friends had started the ravelife. So I was in that stuff too, for a while. No more though. No I see my old friends addicted to speed, meth and coke. Loosing their teeth and destroying their bodies for their own amusement. I havent been smoking pot for a while. I am going to get my next crop and move back north. People there are straghtforward, not so devious as most people in the south are. And the way people speak there is something I've always loved to hear. It is the original finnish language. Not the annoying nasal voice potsmoker slang with millions and millions of loanwords.

But, I'd still want to live somewhere else than europe. And I want to be able to visit Mexico on a regular basis.