I'm lonely, and I miss Oregon. Someone needs to give me a reason to stay, because I'm getting a car next week...

You know, I really am going to be upset if the movie 300 doesn't actually feature "Just Like You Imagined" by Nine Inch Nails in the movie itself, as it does in the preview. That's one of my favorite Nine Inch Nails songs, believe it or not. When I first saw the trailer I was sooo stoked when I heard the first strains of the song.

Also, there's this creepy guy in the gym locker room that keeps staring unabashedly and rather fixatedly at my cock. Every time I take a shower after going to the gym he's there, probably in his mid to late 60s. I'm not sure if it's because he doesn't have any shower products of his own... or he just wants to stare at my penis... but he chooses to use the soap from the HAND dispensers at the sink. He will pass by me maybe 3 to 4 times to head to the sinks adjacent to the showers to refill on hand soap and each time he passes he lingers by my shower and stares, openly. He also sort of hangs out of his little "cubicle" as it were, and stares around the corner of his shower partition... it's really unnerving.

I don't know whether to be flattered or spooked.

I just repelled off of a 60 foot parking structure for the Army career fair day... haha. My legs were shaking like jello. I love the warm weather and it makes me want to excercise!

I don't think people should cover Depeche Mode. Moreover, I don't think I should LISTEN to covers fo Depeche Mode. What has become of me?

Man it's kind of crazy how quickly weight gain creeps up on you when you've been in a multi-month funk... gross. oh well, I don't care as much as I thought I would, or used to. I guess it's just hard being around so many BEAUTIFUL people at UNM... oh, that reminds me of the Manson song... hah. Yeah, again, I guess I don't really care as muchhh. But I'd still like to get back into shape, just for my own health, happiness, etc. etc. etc. etc. It's troubling when you don't know if it's the cigarettes or blubber that's causing you to breath hard when you run short distances!

Hope everyone is doing well and is as happy as situations allow!

I can't stop listening to "bad" punk music! Please God, someone help me

I have a Math quiz today and I'm pretty scared about it. Math sucks... and I have a test on MONDAY... thanks prof.

I've been smoking way too many cigarettes lately, and I was put in a situation where I had to run a long distance the other day in order to make a pre-arranged deadline - I thought I was going to die. I chugged a whole liter of diet pepsi and my throat was still burning. Oh, if only I didn't enjoy them so much...

I've decided I'm going to go on a healthier diet, I've kinda gotten soft in my college days haha. I wish the gym here at UNM were more conducive to long workouts, but there always seems to be a class or a crowd of people in the tiny little space. Lame.

If anybody stumbles across this post, cross your fingers for me RE: Math!

Well, first post and all... I am slowly migrating towards spending more time on SuicideGirls as opposed to MySpace, which I think is a very very good thing. I especially appreciate the news articles, which a lot of people seem to pan a lot... I, for one, enjoy the fact that I can be kept up on news I consider fairly significant and not have to sift through all the depressing garbage on CNN.

Um, just waiting at school for classes to start... I feel very very unmotivated and apathetic... almost the end of the second week of school and I still haven't cracked the books... this could be bad.

Oh, and MATH is terrible... I just want to be a clinical psychologist, why must I do alllllgebraaaaaa.

Anywhoo, I guess that's it... I am very glad that Tool is coming through Albuquerque, finally... it's been too long since I've seen Maynard in women's clothing