Well this is a little more than a day late and adollar short, not that we use dollars over here but I still have some left from last time I went to NY
the exchange rate is crap since I went so I just keep them untill I return they'll get spent at some point, maybe I can use them on Amazon US...?
anyway overdue diary/blog thus begins;
Had an interview for a job which tbh Im glad I didnt get because I cant see myself taking photos of babies for a living but at the moment a jobs a job! :/
sucks being unemployed it was nice at first to have a bit of fredom having worked full out and overtime for the past few years still to not have a penny to my name but I guess I had a few penny's left over that Ive now spent while I had a couple months just doing nothing tbh.
If only I knew Id still be doing nothing right now Id of spent my money wiser, but ah well you learn from your mistakes at least thats one way of looking at things.
Ive been a lot more possitive about a lot of things and got a better way at looking at life since I went edge which is old news coming up to 10 years soon but I forget an exact date I know it was at my friend New Years Eve party a load of us went to a while back that was still when my brother Andrew was still alive.
Was a mad party and I went out with a bang!
drank a create of Stella, a create of Guinness, a litre bottle of Jack and half a bottle of Jager amongst a few shots of this and that and some vodka to along with all the drugs aha!
I had at least 5-6 grams of coke and we had shit loads of weed you didnt even need to be smoking it to get high aha!
was sick twice them passes out
that was a good night, not that I condone taking drugs aha, dont worry Im no preachy preachy edge kid lol each to their own I just grew out of things other didnt...
yeah went on a tangent then aha well shall we leave it at that, a brief glimpse into my past
peace x
the exchange rate is crap since I went so I just keep them untill I return they'll get spent at some point, maybe I can use them on Amazon US...?
anyway overdue diary/blog thus begins;
Had an interview for a job which tbh Im glad I didnt get because I cant see myself taking photos of babies for a living but at the moment a jobs a job! :/
sucks being unemployed it was nice at first to have a bit of fredom having worked full out and overtime for the past few years still to not have a penny to my name but I guess I had a few penny's left over that Ive now spent while I had a couple months just doing nothing tbh.
If only I knew Id still be doing nothing right now Id of spent my money wiser, but ah well you learn from your mistakes at least thats one way of looking at things.
Ive been a lot more possitive about a lot of things and got a better way at looking at life since I went edge which is old news coming up to 10 years soon but I forget an exact date I know it was at my friend New Years Eve party a load of us went to a while back that was still when my brother Andrew was still alive.
Was a mad party and I went out with a bang!
drank a create of Stella, a create of Guinness, a litre bottle of Jack and half a bottle of Jager amongst a few shots of this and that and some vodka to along with all the drugs aha!I had at least 5-6 grams of coke and we had shit loads of weed you didnt even need to be smoking it to get high aha!
was sick twice them passes out
that was a good night, not that I condone taking drugs aha, dont worry Im no preachy preachy edge kid lol each to their own I just grew out of things other didnt...
yeah went on a tangent then aha well shall we leave it at that, a brief glimpse into my past
peace x
Well at least these blogs are in the same months aha!
Ive been so busy lately which is never a bad thing I suppose.
shooting most days all over the show then editing in the evenings and drinking lots of cups of tea
today is my first really day off only because I couldn't sleep last night so got back out of bed and edited the shots from yesterday so that's one less job today, I'm kind of bored now to be honest as my plans have gone.
its nice to catch up with the world though, even on a so called day off Im still planing shoots and coming up with new ideas for shots and other things.
my mind never seams to rest
well this is a sit you all want to see naked ladies on but sadly I dont have any naked ones this time but they're some nice little lady friends of mine
that all folks
EDIT: for some reason these images look rather grey on here but not when I view the file... ah well
Ive been so busy lately which is never a bad thing I suppose.
shooting most days all over the show then editing in the evenings and drinking lots of cups of tea
today is my first really day off only because I couldn't sleep last night so got back out of bed and edited the shots from yesterday so that's one less job today, I'm kind of bored now to be honest as my plans have gone.
its nice to catch up with the world though, even on a so called day off Im still planing shoots and coming up with new ideas for shots and other things.
my mind never seams to rest
well this is a sit you all want to see naked ladies on but sadly I dont have any naked ones this time but they're some nice little lady friends of mine
that all folks
EDIT: for some reason these images look rather grey on here but not when I view the file... ah well
Well its been a while since Ive been on here not that any of you care or have been knocking at my door to see if Im dead! 
Just been busy shooting and edit, had a few more publishes some comercial stuff for Grosvenor Casino which was a fun shoot playing roullette and blackjack etc, some of the scum that was still in there though from the night before...!
heres 2 of the shots:
been so busy lately designing and shooting and editing, plus Im studying to be a 3D artist and animator my life is hectic aha!
got a few cool shoots coming up too.
AAAAAAAAAAAAND! Im back wresling now which is great Ive missed it some much being out after having surgery on my back not related to wrestling, had a prolapsed disc! 
Just been busy shooting and edit, had a few more publishes some comercial stuff for Grosvenor Casino which was a fun shoot playing roullette and blackjack etc, some of the scum that was still in there though from the night before...!
heres 2 of the shots:
been so busy lately designing and shooting and editing, plus Im studying to be a 3D artist and animator my life is hectic aha!
got a few cool shoots coming up too.
AAAAAAAAAAAAND! Im back wresling now which is great
Ive missed it some much being out after having surgery on my back not related to wrestling, had a prolapsed disc! So the world didnt end last year but its almost did I mean Paul McCartney as lead for Nirvana.....
A New Year though and a "new start" as they say.
another year clean and sober and another year without a bulklshit resolution that Im going to get my life to gether and stop drinking and stop doing drugs, grow up people I did that 7 Years ago now and it wasnt that hard and believe me I drank more than you and I did a lot more hard drugs than you...
slight rant over
Happy New Year all
A New Year though and a "new start" as they say.
another year clean and sober and another year without a bulklshit resolution that Im going to get my life to gether and stop drinking and stop doing drugs, grow up people I did that 7 Years ago now and it wasnt that hard and believe me I drank more than you and I did a lot more hard drugs than you...
slight rant over
Happy New Year all
So no comments on my last blog but fuck y'all!
I have a set live on here now so go like and share with your friends and get your mum and your dog to sign up to an account and get them to like and share!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Nanci/albums/site/31507/
I have a set live on here now so go like and share with your friends and get your mum and your dog to sign up to an account and get them to like and share!
http://suicidegirls.com/members/Nanci/albums/site/31507/
don't you just hate it when you write a nice blog and then click the wrong button and it all disappears.....
back to square, LINE one!
Well this is actually line three but lets not get technical now.
So yeah today is the first day I've been able to get up and out of bed properly since my op and have a shower WOO HOO! I no longer smell anymore. Well tbh I didn't smell that bad but you know when you feel
ugh
well I felt reallyugh but now I'm all spik n span and clean again.
My back is still killing like hell and my girlfriend still thinks I'm a loon for not taking any meds, but hey that's called being StraightEdge! besides I have coco pops instead!
Other than that nothing much new still on my road to recovery and looking for a house and a bit of searching for a new job and applying for shit loads of jobs and getting no reply then still seeing the same job post and applying again and still getting no reply..... :/ yeah the job post is still going too!
On a plus side though I may have found a house right next to where I used to live for an extra £95 a month but that's also for an extra room so looks like my gym and darkroom may get their own space aha!
cant think of anything else to say now and I need a poo so Peace x
back to square, LINE one!
Well this is actually line three but lets not get technical now.
So yeah today is the first day I've been able to get up and out of bed properly since my op and have a shower WOO HOO! I no longer smell anymore. Well tbh I didn't smell that bad but you know when you feel
ughwell I felt really
ugh but now I'm all spik n span and clean again.My back is still killing like hell and my girlfriend still thinks I'm a loon for not taking any meds, but hey that's called being StraightEdge!
besides I have coco pops instead!Other than that nothing much new still on my road to recovery and looking for a house and a bit of searching for a new job and applying for shit loads of jobs and getting no reply then still seeing the same job post and applying again and still getting no reply..... :/ yeah the job post is still going too!
On a plus side though I may have found a house right next to where I used to live for an extra £95 a month but that's also for an extra room so looks like my gym and darkroom may get their own space aha!
cant think of anything else to say now and I need a poo so Peace x
Well my life has been hectic lately but hopefully things will be getting back to normal now.
Not that any of you prob knew but I had a prolapsed disc, I say this in the past term as I had an Op yesterday for it, in and out of hospital in a day, a long day at that too aha!
So I have a weird honeycomb patch on my back at the moment to help protect the wound, feels weird not having pain in my leg anymore although the surgery wont stop the pain in my back which I know sounds stupid but in a nutshell if I didn't have the surgery and let me pain get worse the bit sticking out of my spine would have eventually severed the nerves to my leg and Id of lost it!
Now you're thinking that's the worse part, the worst part is all the legal jargon they have to tell me before I go through with the op which in a nutshell is that because I had to be in the prone position (on my front) for the op I had a 5% I could go blind and a 0.5% chance I could have died on the table....
Obviously I didn't otherwise I wouldn't be typing this LOL
Still in a lot of pain though with my back but prob not as much as I have been over the past few weeks, I'm walking around on my own albeit like Frankenstein lol but its a start.
anyhoo Ive prob blabbed on for enough now.
I have a minimum of 6 weeks rest so anyone wana keep me company hook me up and we can sort something out, just no paint balling please
peace x
Not that any of you prob knew but I had a prolapsed disc, I say this in the past term as I had an Op yesterday for it, in and out of hospital in a day, a long day at that too aha!
So I have a weird honeycomb patch on my back at the moment to help protect the wound, feels weird not having pain in my leg anymore although the surgery wont stop the pain in my back which I know sounds stupid but in a nutshell if I didn't have the surgery and let me pain get worse the bit sticking out of my spine would have eventually severed the nerves to my leg and Id of lost it!
Now you're thinking that's the worse part, the worst part is all the legal jargon they have to tell me before I go through with the op which in a nutshell is that because I had to be in the prone position (on my front) for the op I had a 5% I could go blind and a 0.5% chance I could have died on the table....
Obviously I didn't otherwise I wouldn't be typing this LOL
Still in a lot of pain though with my back but prob not as much as I have been over the past few weeks, I'm walking around on my own albeit like Frankenstein lol but its a start.
anyhoo Ive prob blabbed on for enough now.
I have a minimum of 6 weeks rest so anyone wana keep me company hook me up and we can sort something out, just no paint balling please
peace x
been ages since Ive been on here again really.
Been kicked out so havent really had net :/ tbh prob been better without it bit of peace and quite without drama lol
nothing much new?
Was my brothers two year anniversary yesterday was a bit weird tbh still cant believe hes gone. me my misses and my dad went and put flowers up on indians head for him and my grandad as its his anniversary on the 27th so we put him some by his tree up there.
miss you both so much and I wish I could have introduced my misses to my grandad and Ben his pride and joy alsatian, I miss Ben too.
Been kicked out so havent really had net :/ tbh prob been better without it bit of peace and quite without drama lol
nothing much new?
Was my brothers two year anniversary yesterday was a bit weird tbh still cant believe hes gone. me my misses and my dad went and put flowers up on indians head for him and my grandad as its his anniversary on the 27th so we put him some by his tree up there.
miss you both so much and I wish I could have introduced my misses to my grandad and Ben his pride and joy alsatian, I miss Ben too.
Well seen as Photoshop has just crashed its time for a break and my now montly update
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Photoshop has just crashed while I was editing a recent photoset for on here (they'll be a preview later)
So its time for another cup of tea and some rhubarb and (Alpro Soy) custard (I must admit im not vegan or anything but its one of the best custards i've had in a long time!) oh and yes its home made rhubarb crumble.
In other news, a little trip is in order me and my friend Vicky might be heading upto Scotland sometime in the near future probly granit city Aberdeen its much like Manchester in many ways it rains a lot and gets a couple of hours of sun a year except everything is grey rather than red brick. I wouldnt mind going back to Elgin if Im honest or Inverness really love it up there.
Im supposed to be catching up with her tomorrow actually but she'll prob bail more than likely? :/
some friends I know! its strange most of my friends are like that they all talk how they miss the old days when we were still kids and just hang out and skate but then when you try to hang with them or just chill they all bail...
Blink-182 had it right "I guess this is growing up."
DAMMIT
Well enough of a downer
NUDE PHOTOS!!!!!!!
(sorry cant show nudes in a preview, but i caught your attention!)
2339 GMT
Photoshop has just crashed while I was editing a recent photoset for on here (they'll be a preview later)
So its time for another cup of tea and some rhubarb and (Alpro Soy) custard (I must admit im not vegan or anything but its one of the best custards i've had in a long time!) oh and yes its home made rhubarb crumble.
In other news, a little trip is in order me and my friend Vicky might be heading upto Scotland sometime in the near future probly granit city Aberdeen its much like Manchester in many ways it rains a lot and gets a couple of hours of sun a year except everything is grey rather than red brick. I wouldnt mind going back to Elgin if Im honest or Inverness really love it up there.
Im supposed to be catching up with her tomorrow actually but she'll prob bail more than likely? :/
some friends I know! its strange most of my friends are like that they all talk how they miss the old days when we were still kids and just hang out and skate but then when you try to hang with them or just chill they all bail...
Blink-182 had it right "I guess this is growing up."
DAMMIT
Well enough of a downer
NUDE PHOTOS!!!!!!!
(sorry cant show nudes in a preview, but i caught your attention!)
