CANT FUCKING WAIT FOR THE WEEKEND!!!
gona have a BBQ friday (if your in the area come on down)
then off to dirty leeds sat morn for ghostfest
still havent a fucking clue where im staying
may have to resort to pulling so fat slag so i can have a bed to sleep in
but ah well thats all part of the fun of the weekend
cant wait to see Dean Swans i fucking ♥ them
gona have a BBQ friday (if your in the area come on down)
then off to dirty leeds sat morn for ghostfest
still havent a fucking clue where im staying
may have to resort to pulling so fat slag so i can have a bed to sleep in
but ah well thats all part of the fun of the weekend
cant wait to see Dean Swans i fucking ♥ them
some more old photographs uploaded of my friend amanda POO
not seen her in ages lol every time we do meet shes always trying to pull me
even while i had a girlfriend! and she had a boyfriend!?!
was a fun day though shooting with her, went up to her new farm house that being renovated
was still a pile of shit when we got there, infact i think i remeber her dad saying not to go upstairs because the floor wasnt safe? we did anyway!
it's always been fun shooting n chilling with her though
we go way back... back into high school
always been on/off dating but for some strange reason never got serious even though
we both fancy pants of each other hehe
not seen her in ages lol every time we do meet shes always trying to pull me
even while i had a girlfriend! and she had a boyfriend!?!
was a fun day though shooting with her, went up to her new farm house that being renovated
was still a pile of shit when we got there, infact i think i remeber her dad saying not to go upstairs because the floor wasnt safe? we did anyway!
it's always been fun shooting n chilling with her though
we go way back... back into high school
always been on/off dating but for some strange reason never got serious even though
we both fancy pants of each other hehe
well after a long day going through photograph's im done!
all done!
few lil edit's here n there
cropping in slighty, normalizing tones and cutting out passers by in the backgrounds
other than that a good day
but my bum is sore from sitting on it all day
yes all day been here since about 1pm? maybe earlier and its now nearly midnight 6 minutes too in fact!
nighty night all you sexy people on SG
do me a fav n leave me some comments of anything?
and Clem yes i do have some of my work on here now
let me know if you still wana sort something out
peace x
all done!
few lil edit's here n therecropping in slighty, normalizing tones and cutting out passers by in the backgrounds
other than that a good day
but my bum is sore from sitting on it all day
yes all day been here since about 1pm? maybe earlier and its now nearly midnight 6 minutes too in fact!
nighty night all you sexy people on SG
do me a fav n leave me some comments of anything?
and Clem yes i do have some of my work on here now
let me know if you still wana sort something out
peace x
well ive got fuck all else to do so i thought ido some more writing... typing!
still no job, and still nobody getting back, not even to tell me to fuck off keep calling them LOL
yes im still on the dole Monroe
just had a lot of free time on my hands lately, finaly got round to editing and uploading some old photograph's for people to my myspazz NUDE PHOTOS HERE!
and ive been making some music again and drawing
a lot of crazy Tshirt designs n things
sawa really cool program on BBC2 the other night, that geeky guy of Top Gear whats his name.... (googles it!) James May, about going to space, made me think about the whole moon landing fake, and how they've been back
but yet theres still no solid evidence i guess? i mean we can get photograph's of star's from another gallaxy yet we can't get a photograph of where they landed on the moon or a powerful enough tellescope to view it? yet we have tellescopes to view things further a distance!?
anyhoo im not too fussed it was rather amazing watchinng the program
he did a crash course in space training and then went up in an S2 or something spy plain
like WAY up twice as high as a plain
there was a funny part in it where a plain was flying below them and he pointed out that they about the same hight above that plain as it would be to us back down on earth
some fucking good view's up there
and the pilot had a mid-flight snack of clam chowder! now thats fucking classey if you ask me!
anyhoo it just got me thinking about the moon and how amazing it would be to actualy walk on the moon
i mean i think thats everyone dream isnt it? yeah sure we all have more realistic ones too but just think to actually walk on the moon
or to visit another planet..... started doodling some pics about the moon n shit
like anime stle looking up at the moon n eveything i like the doodles
duno what to say know...?
untill next time
peace x
still no job, and still nobody getting back, not even to tell me to fuck off keep calling them LOL
yes im still on the dole Monroe
just had a lot of free time on my hands lately, finaly got round to editing and uploading some old photograph's for people to my myspazz NUDE PHOTOS HERE!
and ive been making some music again and drawing
a lot of crazy Tshirt designs n things
sawa really cool program on BBC2 the other night, that geeky guy of Top Gear whats his name.... (googles it!) James May, about going to space, made me think about the whole moon landing fake, and how they've been back
but yet theres still no solid evidence i guess? i mean we can get photograph's of star's from another gallaxy yet we can't get a photograph of where they landed on the moon or a powerful enough tellescope to view it? yet we have tellescopes to view things further a distance!?
anyhoo im not too fussed it was rather amazing watchinng the program
he did a crash course in space training and then went up in an S2 or something spy plain
like WAY up twice as high as a plain
there was a funny part in it where a plain was flying below them and he pointed out that they about the same hight above that plain as it would be to us back down on earth
some fucking good view's up there
and the pilot had a mid-flight snack of clam chowder! now thats fucking classey if you ask me!
anyhoo it just got me thinking about the moon and how amazing it would be to actualy walk on the moon
i mean i think thats everyone dream isnt it? yeah sure we all have more realistic ones too but just think to actually walk on the moon
or to visit another planet..... started doodling some pics about the moon n shit
like anime stle looking up at the moon n eveything i like the doodles
duno what to say know...?
untill next time
peace x
CANT WAIT TILL NEXT WEEKEND!!!! GHOSTFEST!!!!!!!!
GHOSTFEST GHOSTFEST GHOSTFEST!!!!!!!!!!!
did i mention ghostfest?
fuck Download! i wish i had gone for the simple fact that im not gona be able to see bands like Faith No More and Def Leppard doesnt look like im ever gona get to see them!? :/
but ah well; Dead Swans, Azriel, White Chappel, The Eyes of a Trator, Sylosis, Despiseed Icon .... need i say more!?
its gona be so fucking ill everyone should be there!!!!! £25 for the weekend!
im on the dole and even i can afford that lol
GHOSTFEST GHOSTFEST GHOSTFEST!!!!!!!!!!!
did i mention ghostfest?
fuck Download! i wish i had gone for the simple fact that im not gona be able to see bands like Faith No More and Def Leppard doesnt look like im ever gona get to see them!? :/
but ah well; Dead Swans, Azriel, White Chappel, The Eyes of a Trator, Sylosis, Despiseed Icon .... need i say more!?
its gona be so fucking ill everyone should be there!!!!! £25 for the weekend!
im on the dole and even i can afford that lol
a new day and some new tunes
feeling strnagely fine resently even though i still dont have a job
and nobody is getting back to me even just to tell me to fuck off HAHA!
just been chillin was supposed to be at some "Back to work" thing at the job centre but i got up late cos some cunt nextdoor like to have his TV on till 3am, then my dad woke me up about 6am when he got in from work
so yeah ive been pretty chill today, bit sleepy too!?
applied for yet another job that prob wont get back to me
one in manchester at some backpackers travel place called nomad
ive been past the place a few time it looks alreet
my friend kyle popped round, he's past his drivers WOOP WOOP
got me another chauffeur driver
watch some crazy ass CGI "Dead Fantasy" dont know if any of you have heard of it but its wicked
in a nutshell this guys has made 2 parts so far of a little battle between some Final Fantasy diva's and some from DOA hence the name "Dead Fantasy" does it all on his lonesome but the guy is fucking sweet!
go check it out its on youtube
other than that ive done sweet fuck all
started making some chiptune, which i havent done in sooooo long
was fun getting back to the oldskool
any way thats all i can think of for now...
Peace
feeling strnagely fine resently even though i still dont have a job
and nobody is getting back to me even just to tell me to fuck off HAHA!
just been chillin was supposed to be at some "Back to work" thing at the job centre but i got up late cos some cunt nextdoor like to have his TV on till 3am, then my dad woke me up about 6am when he got in from work
so yeah ive been pretty chill today, bit sleepy too!?
applied for yet another job that prob wont get back to me
one in manchester at some backpackers travel place called nomad
ive been past the place a few time it looks alreet
my friend kyle popped round, he's past his drivers WOOP WOOP
got me another chauffeur driver
watch some crazy ass CGI "Dead Fantasy" dont know if any of you have heard of it but its wicked
in a nutshell this guys has made 2 parts so far of a little battle between some Final Fantasy diva's and some from DOA hence the name "Dead Fantasy" does it all on his lonesome but the guy is fucking sweet!
go check it out its on youtube
other than that ive done sweet fuck all
started making some chiptune, which i havent done in sooooo long
was fun getting back to the oldskool
any way thats all i can think of for now...
Peace
Friday 12th June 14.22
well looks like the start of another weekend alone in my room
this weekend was supposed to be my getaway
a break from my shitty life
download festival 2009
exsept nothing ever turns out as i want it to as always
the usual being fucked about my friends or more so their unkle
then the phone call at 10.40 to tell me he's just found
a weekend ticket with camping and for me to get down there
in the back of my mind i think how i should have just listened
to myself for once and gone with them thursdays night
like i said i would with or without a ticket
seams things do turn out in the end i just didnt do as i said i would
thing is, i knew id get in if i went down with or without a ticket
and the funny thing is, is that i would have!
im just depressed as always
been to the job centre to sign on like every other firday
saw a really attractive girl there today, our eyes kind of crossed paths
as i purpossly sat next to her to get a closer look
she was hot!
well im home now and writing this dont know why i guess i just figured
it might do me some good to finaly get this shit out more often
maybe this will become a thing? maybe it'll fall apart like everything
else of mine... family, girlfriends, friends
i remember how we used to all be so tight together
now we hadly talk and we dont go out
i try to make new frinds but its hard, and who wants to start making frinds at 21
ha its not even old but i feel like my life has passed before me
and i have nothing to show for it
i dropped out of uni because the course was bullshit
i mean who goes to uni to do photography not knowing what a fucking
camera is, and then my dads on my back saying i cant drop out
forcing my to stay there longer than i intended to getting me into
more debt with student loans
ha it took me nearly falling apart and having a breakdown for him
to realise that i didnt want to be there and yes the course did suck
my will for photography... it was a while before i picked up a camera
again after that, im glad i did though because i remebered why i fell
in love with photography
capturing that moment, i guess the idea of being on the outside looking
in throught the lens of the camera detatches me from this shit place
we all call life, you wont find many photographs of me these days
i used to always want to be in the spotlight when i was younger;
acting, being the clown, playing up and performing for family
thosedays are gone i guess? im not exactly camera shy i just dont like
the way i look im not model and im not attractive
people say i am and they just make me laugh
if im so attractive why does nobody want to spend time with me
or even give me the time to get to know me
even not so long ago when we all still talked
it was in the pub at 7.30, satans hollow by 9 and then id go around
and get everyone a girl before i got my own
the funny thing is, is ive still got it even when we've been out
resently on the rare occation i can still talk to most girls and sort
something out if i wanted to
its simply finding a connection and working on it
most girls just want to be told they're beautiful
i guess you could say the same thing for guys?
i guess ive grew up though since then, i dont drink anymore or take drugs
that phase of my life is over and i dont look back
i did a lot of stupid things because of the substances in my body
things i regret, things i dont
i guess i just no longer feel the need to intoxicate my body in order
to have a good time anymore, come to think of it, it wasnt long ago
i met a girl at a BBQ at my house she thought id been drinking all night
and when i said it was dandylion and burdoc she was stunned!
i still find it funny that when people find out i dont drink they all
react the same, like theres something wrong with me!?
oh no i dont drink or take drugs and im the one with the problem?
most people i know cant go out and have a good time sober they need
something to enjoy theirselves, i find it sad in all honesty...
ah well im just blabbing on here and well nobodies probably going to
read this? maybe they'll be another installment to keep you all
entertained and shed a bit of liht on this sorry thing i call my life
well looks like the start of another weekend alone in my room
this weekend was supposed to be my getaway
a break from my shitty life
download festival 2009
exsept nothing ever turns out as i want it to as always
the usual being fucked about my friends or more so their unkle
then the phone call at 10.40 to tell me he's just found
a weekend ticket with camping and for me to get down there
in the back of my mind i think how i should have just listened
to myself for once and gone with them thursdays night
like i said i would with or without a ticket
seams things do turn out in the end i just didnt do as i said i would
thing is, i knew id get in if i went down with or without a ticket
and the funny thing is, is that i would have!
im just depressed as always
been to the job centre to sign on like every other firday
saw a really attractive girl there today, our eyes kind of crossed paths
as i purpossly sat next to her to get a closer look
she was hot!
well im home now and writing this dont know why i guess i just figured
it might do me some good to finaly get this shit out more often
maybe this will become a thing? maybe it'll fall apart like everything
else of mine... family, girlfriends, friends
i remember how we used to all be so tight together
now we hadly talk and we dont go out
i try to make new frinds but its hard, and who wants to start making frinds at 21
ha its not even old but i feel like my life has passed before me
and i have nothing to show for it
i dropped out of uni because the course was bullshit
i mean who goes to uni to do photography not knowing what a fucking
camera is, and then my dads on my back saying i cant drop out
forcing my to stay there longer than i intended to getting me into
more debt with student loans
ha it took me nearly falling apart and having a breakdown for him
to realise that i didnt want to be there and yes the course did suck
my will for photography... it was a while before i picked up a camera
again after that, im glad i did though because i remebered why i fell
in love with photography
capturing that moment, i guess the idea of being on the outside looking
in throught the lens of the camera detatches me from this shit place
we all call life, you wont find many photographs of me these days
i used to always want to be in the spotlight when i was younger;
acting, being the clown, playing up and performing for family
thosedays are gone i guess? im not exactly camera shy i just dont like
the way i look im not model and im not attractive
people say i am and they just make me laugh
if im so attractive why does nobody want to spend time with me
or even give me the time to get to know me
even not so long ago when we all still talked
it was in the pub at 7.30, satans hollow by 9 and then id go around
and get everyone a girl before i got my own
the funny thing is, is ive still got it even when we've been out
resently on the rare occation i can still talk to most girls and sort
something out if i wanted to
its simply finding a connection and working on it
most girls just want to be told they're beautiful
i guess you could say the same thing for guys?
i guess ive grew up though since then, i dont drink anymore or take drugs
that phase of my life is over and i dont look back
i did a lot of stupid things because of the substances in my body
things i regret, things i dont
i guess i just no longer feel the need to intoxicate my body in order
to have a good time anymore, come to think of it, it wasnt long ago
i met a girl at a BBQ at my house she thought id been drinking all night
and when i said it was dandylion and burdoc she was stunned!
i still find it funny that when people find out i dont drink they all
react the same, like theres something wrong with me!?
oh no i dont drink or take drugs and im the one with the problem?
most people i know cant go out and have a good time sober they need
something to enjoy theirselves, i find it sad in all honesty...
ah well im just blabbing on here and well nobodies probably going to
read this? maybe they'll be another installment to keep you all
entertained and shed a bit of liht on this sorry thing i call my life
well still no job!!!
my dads still on my back about it, still moaning and just wanting me to get any shit old job
believe me im trying LOL!
ah well nothing new i guess...?
just applying for more jobs
The Photo Loungne
Pumpkin Patch
Starbucks
AMC Cinema
HAHA everywhere!
anybody want a photographer?
my dads still on my back about it, still moaning and just wanting me to get any shit old job
believe me im trying LOL!
ah well nothing new i guess...?
just applying for more jobs
The Photo Loungne
Pumpkin Patch
Starbucks
AMC Cinema
HAHA everywhere!
anybody want a photographer?
well things took a turn for the worst for a lot of people or so it seams
for myself i have my dad coming home pissed having a major go at me saying all i do is bullshit him
and that all ive been doing is sitting at home in my bubble world not looking for a job
and just wasting his money, that ive got no proof ive looked ofr jobs
and when i say ill show him, he wants nothing to do with it because im just bullshitting him again!?
LOL
yeah anyhoo been applying for like EVERYTHING!?!
anybody want a photographer...?
i can travel but not too far
im always looking to work on my portfolio
and i can shoot for free but any donations are more than welcome lol
in fact if someone would like to donate me £1,175.35 so i can buy a waterproof housing for my camera
LOL my camera cost a third of that lol
ah well i can always hope
for myself i have my dad coming home pissed having a major go at me saying all i do is bullshit him
and that all ive been doing is sitting at home in my bubble world not looking for a job
and just wasting his money, that ive got no proof ive looked ofr jobs
and when i say ill show him, he wants nothing to do with it because im just bullshitting him again!?
LOL
yeah anyhoo been applying for like EVERYTHING!?!
anybody want a photographer...?
i can travel but not too far
im always looking to work on my portfolio
and i can shoot for free but any donations are more than welcome lol
in fact if someone would like to donate me £1,175.35 so i can buy a waterproof housing for my camera
LOL my camera cost a third of that lol
ah well i can always hope
well still no look on the job front... not that i wrote a blog saying im jobless...? well a brief history of adam then:
my names adam oliver crawford
was gona be called oliver but my dad said it was stupid of something? i like the name!? :/
ive had a few shitty job, my last one was prob the best?
fundraising for Amnesty International roaming around the u.k.
i mean what more could i ask for!? i got my travel and accomadation paid for and still got paid to do my job
and before you start yes fundraisers get paid!
if you have a tap dripping, you hire a plummer.
if you need your house decorating you hire a decorator (unless you're broke)
if you need funds raising, you hire a fund raiser!
you have a job yeah!? you get paid to do your job yeah?
well i get (got) paid to do mine LOL
and the amount of money i raise pays my wages and more so ner!
but yeah where was i... oh yeah i got fired / let go from that job, i just missed home tbh
but it was a great job!
yeah im broke got no money for Download which i kinda wana go to see the oldskool bands that're playing... cant believe its sold out!?
ah well what am i still typing for no ones gona read this shit!
peace
my names adam oliver crawford
was gona be called oliver but my dad said it was stupid of something? i like the name!? :/
ive had a few shitty job, my last one was prob the best?
fundraising for Amnesty International roaming around the u.k.
i mean what more could i ask for!? i got my travel and accomadation paid for and still got paid to do my job
and before you start yes fundraisers get paid!
if you have a tap dripping, you hire a plummer.
if you need your house decorating you hire a decorator (unless you're broke)
if you need funds raising, you hire a fund raiser!
you have a job yeah!? you get paid to do your job yeah?
well i get (got) paid to do mine LOL
and the amount of money i raise pays my wages and more so ner!
but yeah where was i... oh yeah i got fired / let go from that job, i just missed home tbh
but it was a great job!
yeah im broke got no money for Download which i kinda wana go to see the oldskool bands that're playing... cant believe its sold out!?
ah well what am i still typing for no ones gona read this shit!
peace
