So it has occured to me that I never use this site.
And also that I play an insane amout of DDR.
As well as, considering my hair is now BLUE, new pics are required.
Shucks.
And also that I play an insane amout of DDR.
As well as, considering my hair is now BLUE, new pics are required.
Shucks.
having a mid-midlife crisis or something.
ran away to calgary with crash_cohen for fun times.
to bad we just got a hotel and its just after midnight.
its rough.
nothing is open.
and we didnt bring our bathing suits.
arrg.
time for sleepies.
ran away to calgary with crash_cohen for fun times.
to bad we just got a hotel and its just after midnight.
its rough.
nothing is open.
and we didnt bring our bathing suits.
arrg.
time for sleepies.
on account of my car being a douche, i effectively missed the first half of my defensive driving course.
which needs to be completed on account of my insurance being astronomical!
in the end, the one course (15 hours total, 3 sundays) knocks about $1000 off my insurance.
that's a new tattoo right there!
as result of my car trouble, i'm cranky with anyone whose car started without any trouble this morning, and with anyone who had enough sense to plug in their car last night.
i finally got my car started at 12:45.
3 hours after DD started.
so i went anyways, after all, i did pay for the class.
they were identifying road signs and uhm..speed alotments?
in any case, he asked questions, i was the only one with my hand up, and i answered all the questions correctly, so he asked me if i wanted to go as i already knew all the information they were going over for that class.
of course i accepted.
i then headed over to the bank to talk about financing and submit my business plan.
they offered me an amount that was significantly over what i was asking for, and i declined as it would take about 10 years of the business at its highest success to pay back a loan that big.
they then said that because i dont have the financial backing and they're opposed to dispersing a second loan if the first is not enough, if i didn't accept their inital offer, they were unwilling to fund my project.
bullshit, i say.
technically, wouldn't it be less of a risk for me to accept a smaller amount?
i personally think they were trying to sink me.
after allllllll that crap, i went to see my cousin john and his business partner darren.
they thought my business plan was awesome and that i had all my bases covered (as i have already been to see a lawyer about liabilities and approving my paperwork and whatnot).
infact, they thought it was so great, that they're going to personally fund my project including benefits and training for employees AND a company vehicle.
YOWZA! that's alot of cash.
right now, i have a $150,000 budget speciafically aimed at startup, not including what the guys are going to cover or wages.
they're also providing the housing for the group home, so that doesnt come out of the startup fee.
appearently the startup fee is relatively low, but i'd say that's more money than i will ever see at one time in my entire lifetime.
i'm psyched.
i'll have my own business at 19 years old.
i already have clients lined up, all i lack is staffing.
i should be making triple what i am currently.
the profit cut will be 75 - 25 in my favor, but i'm going to start a profit share with my employees.
then i can effectively offer top wages AND an incentive program.
i cannot contain my excitement.
this seems too good to be true.
I'M OFF TO CELEBRATE!!
which needs to be completed on account of my insurance being astronomical!
in the end, the one course (15 hours total, 3 sundays) knocks about $1000 off my insurance.
that's a new tattoo right there!
as result of my car trouble, i'm cranky with anyone whose car started without any trouble this morning, and with anyone who had enough sense to plug in their car last night.
i finally got my car started at 12:45.
3 hours after DD started.
so i went anyways, after all, i did pay for the class.
they were identifying road signs and uhm..speed alotments?
in any case, he asked questions, i was the only one with my hand up, and i answered all the questions correctly, so he asked me if i wanted to go as i already knew all the information they were going over for that class.
of course i accepted.
i then headed over to the bank to talk about financing and submit my business plan.
they offered me an amount that was significantly over what i was asking for, and i declined as it would take about 10 years of the business at its highest success to pay back a loan that big.
they then said that because i dont have the financial backing and they're opposed to dispersing a second loan if the first is not enough, if i didn't accept their inital offer, they were unwilling to fund my project.
bullshit, i say.
technically, wouldn't it be less of a risk for me to accept a smaller amount?
i personally think they were trying to sink me.
after allllllll that crap, i went to see my cousin john and his business partner darren.
they thought my business plan was awesome and that i had all my bases covered (as i have already been to see a lawyer about liabilities and approving my paperwork and whatnot).
infact, they thought it was so great, that they're going to personally fund my project including benefits and training for employees AND a company vehicle.
YOWZA! that's alot of cash.
right now, i have a $150,000 budget speciafically aimed at startup, not including what the guys are going to cover or wages.
they're also providing the housing for the group home, so that doesnt come out of the startup fee.
appearently the startup fee is relatively low, but i'd say that's more money than i will ever see at one time in my entire lifetime.
i'm psyched.
i'll have my own business at 19 years old.
i already have clients lined up, all i lack is staffing.
i should be making triple what i am currently.
the profit cut will be 75 - 25 in my favor, but i'm going to start a profit share with my employees.
then i can effectively offer top wages AND an incentive program.
i cannot contain my excitement.
this seems too good to be true.
I'M OFF TO CELEBRATE!!
i haven't had time to update lately.
between working 12 hours a day, 7 days a week and after work activities, i don't have time for anything.
dan came to visit for christmas.
as soon as he left canada, we broke up.
i really like the presents he got me though.
i'm going to LA for a couple weeks in february.
i got a time share and i intend to use it.
aaand i'm contemplating a move to michigan.
the boy there... he just.. gets me.
i also had to quit work today.
along with the retarded hours, i also found out that there is a former pimp on staff.
not office staff either.
in the home, working with the youth that are prone to awolling.
definitely not something i need to be caught up in.
between working 12 hours a day, 7 days a week and after work activities, i don't have time for anything.
dan came to visit for christmas.
as soon as he left canada, we broke up.
i really like the presents he got me though.
i'm going to LA for a couple weeks in february.
i got a time share and i intend to use it.
aaand i'm contemplating a move to michigan.
the boy there... he just.. gets me.
i also had to quit work today.
along with the retarded hours, i also found out that there is a former pimp on staff.
not office staff either.
in the home, working with the youth that are prone to awolling.
definitely not something i need to be caught up in.
i'm in the process of a total outlook overhaul. i need to meet:
non-judemental people who are exceptionally honest, compassionate, considerate, humorous and loving.
if you can make me laugh from the depths of my heart and the pit of my gut i am yours for life.
people that understand that life is a series of mistakes we learn from and forgive eachother for.
anyone who would rather give up their body, mind and soul for the betterment of all.
someone who doesn't know what giving up means.
someone who forgets who they are because they are to busy being themself.
someone who can see themself in the middle of the universe and know that there is a center in themself that all things revolve around.
someone who wants to change everyday and accepts life with grace as changes do come about good or bad.
someone with faith in something they know they will never understand.
people with the willingness to explore their own being and existance. people who exist with purpose and simplicity.
people that help others reach their potential.
people who encourage you to dream bigger than you think you can.
people who know the difference between tough and mean.
people who are serious about becoming better humans and taking care of the planet and the inhabitants on it.
good people.
lots good people who know their shadows yet embrace their light.
non-judemental people who are exceptionally honest, compassionate, considerate, humorous and loving.
if you can make me laugh from the depths of my heart and the pit of my gut i am yours for life.
people that understand that life is a series of mistakes we learn from and forgive eachother for.
anyone who would rather give up their body, mind and soul for the betterment of all.
someone who doesn't know what giving up means.
someone who forgets who they are because they are to busy being themself.
someone who can see themself in the middle of the universe and know that there is a center in themself that all things revolve around.
someone who wants to change everyday and accepts life with grace as changes do come about good or bad.
someone with faith in something they know they will never understand.
people with the willingness to explore their own being and existance. people who exist with purpose and simplicity.
people that help others reach their potential.
people who encourage you to dream bigger than you think you can.
people who know the difference between tough and mean.
people who are serious about becoming better humans and taking care of the planet and the inhabitants on it.
good people.
lots good people who know their shadows yet embrace their light.
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