ink on watercolor paper

i got my new tattoo finished i love it almost fifteen years of loving this goddamn band. thank you gwar!!!!!!

i feel like i'm slipping. i don't know if this is me going crazy or if this is me just angry. but everything about me i keep seeing through differant eyes and i hate me for it. i keep putting my foot in my mouth and doing things i wish i hadn't. i keep thinking i need help and dr. Rx to balance myself out, but i'm affraid of those things not affraid to take them but affraid of not being myself anymore. but when you hate everything about yourself is that a bad change would it be so bad to be someone differant someone who isn't affraid of his own shadow, someone who isn't affraid of the person he's becoming. i just don't want to do it because i'm not sure of who i am and who i want to become. i wear this mask for you to please you, i wear this mask to hide myself from myself. noone cares noone listens.

got to see lou reed this weekend kicked ass of course i love that man i could listen to him play for the rest of my life.... i got a few new records too....great week

my new art and my new tattos yay!!!!!

i feel really bad, i need to be studing, and drawing but all i want to do is sit around and look at bully and play.Turok , i'm supposed to go talk to JRoc about my new tattoo, but i just want to sit on my ass and do nothing. i need to start packing but it seems like i just want to take my shirts and the cat. I've got three drawings i've barely started for class, they need to be done in one week. And then i get judged on them, by a bunch of people who have no clue about art themselves. i do however love my art teacher he's cool as shit, even his advice is cool. i always thought that because of high school teachers were always telling me no that all my ideas are taboo in a manner of speaking. but everything i give him he wants more and darker, he really plays devils advocate to me and i love it.i just wish i could get off my lazy ass and do something for him...i can't believe its already two, damn

This movie was so damn good, i have to recommend it to everyone.

Haunted houses, zombie walks, trick or treating, ghost goblins and gouls i fucking love halloween...

i got to meet doug stanhope and it was fucking awsome its the coolest thing i've done this year....i miss having a life outside of school and work....