It feels sad, when things seem to get better, there's always a new drama showing up... My sister is slightly starting to get over her professional troubles, she plans to move with a boyfriend (who's a navy officer) and there we go ! My mum seems to fall into kind of a depression.
I do my best to help my relatives, but i can't stop thinking that i wish i could take care a bit more of myself. Am i selfish ? while my father vanished somechere since last august, the only thing i think about is to get a tattoo ! Am i unfair because i would like to take drumset and karate lessons ?
I wanna loose weight because i'm worried for my health, but i work 10 hours a day, no time for healthy grocery shopping, no time to prepare organic vegetable dishes, no time to take a walk in countryside. Maybe i try to find lame excuses, but i feel really tired. I'm sick of my lazy lonesome way of life. i hope planning to get a tattoo will help to hang on, to save some money and achieve a nice project.
Yek !!! Too much "i" in this post... i'm definitely too selfish !
I do my best to help my relatives, but i can't stop thinking that i wish i could take care a bit more of myself. Am i selfish ? while my father vanished somechere since last august, the only thing i think about is to get a tattoo ! Am i unfair because i would like to take drumset and karate lessons ?
I wanna loose weight because i'm worried for my health, but i work 10 hours a day, no time for healthy grocery shopping, no time to prepare organic vegetable dishes, no time to take a walk in countryside. Maybe i try to find lame excuses, but i feel really tired. I'm sick of my lazy lonesome way of life. i hope planning to get a tattoo will help to hang on, to save some money and achieve a nice project.
Yek !!! Too much "i" in this post... i'm definitely too selfish !