im tired of the way things have been lately. i need to get over things and get past them. this whole self medication thing only seems to be a fog in my disaster of a life. im jobless and getting broke really fast. so hope for the best but plan for the worst bcuz u never no when ur whole world will turn upside down and throw you for a ride.
i aint talkin' bout profit, i'm talkin' bout pain, i'm talkin' bout despair, i'm talkin' bout shame, i ain't talkin' bout gossip, i ain't talkin' bout game.
as a guy its very hard to take pics of my self, weather its clothed or un-clothed. i cant really think of any other ways to take pics other than the poses and positions i got. if anyone knows ne way they cud help me i wud love to know, thanks.
ya i got some bomb, BOMB weed and my perk 30's.. fuck you bitch ima forget all about ur fuckin ass.
so today is tuesday an i got $50 in my pocket. which def. isnt gonna last long, at all. still going through hell with the X and work is friggin slow. so ill leave you with this, life is hard, and shits only getting fuckin harder. realize what you have and work with that. theres no sense of getting yourself all wound up in the bull shit of other peoples problems. WORD!
its friday, its friday.. just got home from work, showered, now working on getting some weed and perks.. YEA YEA!!!
