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SEPTEMBER 30, 2012 @ 07:41 AM


Lately, I have been writing up a storm and pouring out my emotions uncontrollably. It feels wild, meaningful and without predictable direction. My passion can’t find a home but at this present moment it does not need one. I have surrendered my reason and analysis because they are what make me depressed and lonely.

I want to tap into the power of my emotion but the danger is in the confusion it causes. I tend to misplace and misunderstand what I feel sometimes. That’s OK as long as I don’t get carried away. The future seems more optimistic once each experience is embraced and enjoyed. As for elusive happiness, I have no answers as to where it resides. My conclusion, it cannot be found or directed to. It will lurk in the background and appear for a fleeting moment that must be savored before it passes.

For anyone that actually reads my blogs, you are well aware that I am all over the place and post shit very often. Welcome to my therapy sessions. It’s my Friday so I’m excited to finish work today and start my weekend. Hope you all have a wonderful Sunday.
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CleoKat

CleoKat

USA
June 2012

SEP 30, 2012 07:57 AM

What sucks about a capitalistic society is that it promotes sacrificing one's happiness for economical gains. I think it's wrong (although my opinions don't often lead me to great places) and personal happiness is really important and should be pursued. I think that society's ideals make happiness hard to find and capture. But I think if you're true to yourself, then you can find it. Things will get better. I truly believe that. Keep in mind though that I'm too much of a free spirit to give advice. Mostly, my advice is something along the lines of "fuck it," "fuck them," "do what you want!" I recognize that that doesn't often help though.

CleoKat

CleoKat

USA
June 2012

SEP 30, 2012 08:19 AM

smile I'm glad you love my words, because most people look at me like I'm crazy when I really say what I think. I guess I just don't fit in with what we're "supposed to be." Yes, getting to know yourself is the first place to start. How can we know what we want and what makes us happy if we don't know ourselves?

CleoKat

CleoKat

USA
June 2012

SEP 30, 2012 09:19 AM

Well, I don't see why anybody would be negative about your lyrics. I think they're great and they're real.

CleoKat

CleoKat

USA
June 2012

SEP 30, 2012 09:32 AM

A true artist knows that everyone has different perspectives and should be open to those differences. My view, it's his loss, not yours. Although, I hate when people are constantly put down like that.

Flogging_Mayra

Flogging_Mayra

Mexico
September 2012

OCT 01, 2012 06:10 PM

for some odd reason I've been finding a lot of blogs about people who feel pretty much as I do lately ( like yours) I really can't give you any advice (i'm sorry I'm going through similar things) but there's always something that might cheer you up smile even if it's as vane as expecting for the weekend to come.... I myself try to look at things in a bit more simple way

by the way.... thanks for accepting, I'm a fashion designer so I have to look for any place that will accept me for my internship

Flogging_Mayra

Flogging_Mayra

Mexico
September 2012

OCT 01, 2012 06:27 PM

I lived in eugene for about 7 years, I freakin love it.... these last years have been so hard because I want to go back there so badly frown

Flogging_Mayra

Flogging_Mayra

Mexico
September 2012

OCT 01, 2012 07:23 PM

My dad got masters degree at the U of O and so I spend my first 6 years of life in eugene and then went back on my fathers sabbatical year because the university invited him to stay and work over there smile I had to come back well, because my dad has a steady job here in mexico.... and.... I don't know why we wouldn't stay over there frown

Apollo

Apollo

SUICIDEGIRL

Texas, USA

OCT 02, 2012 11:37 PM

Thank you!! I'm sooo excited!!

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