I dreamt I kept you in a cage and pulled desperately on your hair;
crazed to put my skin to yours but unable to put key to lock.
The air was heavy on my lips and I could feel my bones scream
as they became the bars of your cage.

I dreamt I ran barefoot through streets of broken glass and needles
Cradling with bloody arms, a baby girl.
She felt like strawberry cream on my sweaty skin
as she hid her murderous eyes in my hair.

I dreamt us in a porno, filmed in our neighbor’s house on 11th street
the one with the steeped roof that was built on a graveyard.
We were slick and ugly under bright florescent lights
as off-screen the director says this is your wedding night.

I dreamt there was a coffin made of glass inside my chest
barricaded behind a brick wall that lined my ribcage.
In the boy’s locker room strong hands tore through my shirt and skin
to reveal the architectural miracle housed under my heart.

So I am thinking about applying to be an SG. I would really love to, but I've heard mixed things about it. What is it like? How is it? Any advice/comments? thanks

Official day number one in Portland OR. I have no idea what to do here, I'm swamped with a big city and no way to find out whats what. Any Portlanders out there reading this? What do I do here? Halp!

well hello world of SG. I am so happy to finally have enough money to and be of a legal age to enjoy the full beauty of Suicide Girls.