Very trying times right now. Testing the strength of bonds. Hoping they don't break. #mysterious

Apparently I'm on the FP. Huh. Interesting.

Making it to 28 is going to be hard.

What a long, strange time since last I wrote here. I am being surrounded by the insanity of a toxic relationship from which I find it extraordinarily difficult to remove myself. Currently on a week of not talking to one another. I don't feel I've done anything wrong. Nothing to deserve this treatment. I am trying to do everything for her, to make her happy and comfy. I get my words twisted, and she holds on to things that I say in passing, treating them as gospel. She says she isn't good enough for me. Repeatedly she says this. I don't understand. That is, in fact, why we're on this break. Because she isn't good enough for me. She won't listen when I tell her that she is good enough, when I tell her that I love her deeply and truly. I'm getting the feeling that she wants to break up with me, but won't do it...she is trying to force my hand. Shit sucks.

2013. I'll bet I can come up with 2013 things I'm happy with in my life. And the same amount of things that I want to work towards. This could be the most eventful year of my life (except 2008. Nothing will top that. Graduated college, got married, bought a house, got divorced, sold a house.)

Opening a butcher shop seems to be the most realistic and feasible goal. Already contacted the Ohio Department of Ag in regards to licensing requirements et al. Time will tell, but I have a space picked out. If you know Columbus, it is the old Little Brother's spot. Very sexy exterior, spacious interior. Rent isn't cheap, but it's the Short North.

I'm not single for the first time in over a year. Weird times.

I started a new blog: dafindustries.wordpress.com

Fresh tattoo art courtesy of Toby Gehrlich.

2.2 million dollars to buy an Inn...maybe I will. As soon as I find investors... http://www.williamsvilleinn.com/