Ok, on the 25th, two saturdays ago I attended Dave & Kirsty's, two very close friends, parties. It was the mad! We started out at the Belgium Beer Garden for Dave's birthday drinking imported beers at normal prices then Slink, Deeks, & I decided for $8 a glass Bookers was a must. This drink is the bomb I tells ya but then again I'm partial to high alcohol content in my drinks. As the saying goes "go hard or go home".
It all started at 2pm, by 6pm we were all a bit messy irrelevant of what people were drinking. Chops showed up and joined the bookers clan. 7pm some headed off to another club/pub - Robarta's - for Kirsty's birthday, Chops & I told em we'd meet em there soon. We continued on the bookers vibe and we remarked how much the Belgium Beer Garden reminded us of Denmark - good food, great alcohol, and gorgeous women - it could have been the drink talking but it did get us a bit nostalgic. I truely love Denmark. More specifically Roskilde Festival.
Anyway, we were having way too much fun to leave but reluctantly left for the other party around 10pm. When we arrived out the front we found Kirsty, the birthday girl, trashed out front with her husband looking after her. We couldn't get in without paying and Kirst wasn't going back in so, with Kirst heading to her car to crash, we proceeded to the Espy(Esplanade Hotel) where we settled in with a few drinks and messiness for all of half an hour. The drinks were dismal compared to the Belgium and we were informed to rock around to Chris & Megs as everyone else were heading there. Chops & I just looked at each other, nodded, finished our drinks and were off again. Bought some Johnny Walker, arrived at Chris & Meg's where the festivities were in full swing and then some. To say we were all trashbags was somewhat of an understatement. At some point I ended up outside chatting away with Al(Kirsty's hubby), keeping him company as Kirst was semi-passed out in the back seat. I don't quite remember what we chatted about but Kirst told me a couple of days later that we were very naughty though hilarious, and in the words of Kirst,"You gota love trashbag Tez when you can get him".
I was out there so long with Al that I get a phone call from Chops asking if I'm ready to go, I was like 'WTF!!' So then we end up at Chops' drinking red wine & rum, and damn messy as. At which point I decide to head to the service station to get some essential munchies & coke. While in the servo I started talking to myself, loudly. I can't remeber what I was saying but the attendant had a big smile on his face and gave me a free bag of jellybeans. Woohoo! Found a jacket on the way back to Chops' while saying random somethings to the people I passed. Keep in mind this was about 7 in the morning. Chops just laughed his ass off at me when I got back.
What a weekend.
I decided to have a quiet one last Saturday & am glad I did cos of all the stuff I've had to do this week. I don't know how this weekend is going to be as Friday I have another birthday to attend. Oh well, I'm glad I'm a happy drunk

Ok, these are just a few random mobs pics....

Hope you're all having fun out there.
Catch yaz onda flipside



Addition: Dozer is rocking my world at the moment, maaaaannnnn, so hard!!

What a great album!! 'Rising' being one of the wicked tracks from the album.

So I hung out with the guys from RooK, Rob from Hinge, and Blair last weekend...and I mean the whole fn weekend. We were total trashbags. Went to the Evelyn and checked out Sydonia's album lauch Saturday night. We all trashed before we even got in the taxi to get there. Met some good connections not to mention some really nice people, some of which were ladies....who had boyfriends, damn! It was good to meet women that I could connect with in person for a change and i quite enjoyed it none the less. From there we went to Switch, an alternative nightclub reminicent of Subculture/DV8. It took me back i tellz ya. Loved it! Met up wih Jaxx and was informed I had just missed her set, f**k! Then I found out Roxy had gone home and was already in her PJs, weak. Had a good bang (head bang!) anywayz and really enjoyed the metal selections being played.
Was drinking the whole weekend as i said and finally got some sleep 1pm Monday arvo. i woke up again at 4.30pm had a freshen up then went to the otherside of Melbourne from me, Gowanbrae (yeah, like you know it ), where I met up with Nic from Kiss or Kill and Wiso from the local boys Andafa where we discussed representation, management, etc, and then we proceeded to trashville. I was amazed to find I could drink em all under the table without any trouble, weak. Nic was feeding us shots, yet not having any for herself, again, weak. She's evil under that nice demeanour. It was all good. I ended being the last one standing and awake so i amused myself with Nics camera and left her some stupid shots of me being an idiot. Fun times.....and now this weekend is upon us, hehehehehe

Boring bitz:

Hope you're all good..at being bad
Laterz


P.S. there is some depth in the previous post if interested. Flux, it was your jourlog entry that did it so you have to, well, please.

Fluxuations of thought...

I am all that I am though not all I could be. which is better? To seek that which may be attainable or to be that which is.
I am reminded once again of my unconventional view on life, yet three days ago I was given a kiss for how beautifully it escapes my mouth. Do I have the talent to make the ugly look beautiful or it is the truth that no-one speaks of a symphony to their ears?
I find my solace in inebriation though no comfort derived from such knowledge. I'm inebriated by many things, people, thoughts, actions, words, music, views, scenes, tastes, smells, sensations,...moments in time.
I can not do what you ask of me nor can I be what you want. I am therefore resigned to be myself in a world that wants more. The greedy rule for they are the ones that seek more power, more in general so I will forever remain meek, maybe weak for I do not seek more,...more than the truth. Some would say there is immeasurable power in the truth, I say there is no power in truth only the truth. Truth negates positive and negative, it simply is. This is my life and it's goals so therefore be no greater than I am.
Do you think less of me for this or, more importantly, do I give power to those that do? Must the greed of others perpetuate into our lives? I ask you this Mr & Mrs Jones for you're the ones frightened by my words, my being, and all that I am for if you were to listen you may find your life to be a fantasy as you see mine to be. I do not heed your warnings no more, I see no sense in your ramblings of wealth, goals, possessions. I seek to rid myself of all that possesses me, to be free once agian in a freedom repressed societal structure.
I seek to live. To be. To feel, to feel beyond our senses and into the abyss as some would view it but I see it as my home who few seldom visit and less slumber. Does your plain of existence mean that much to you that you will fight me for something you already possess and own outright which can not be taken from you,.....without your permission? Here in lies the conflict. It can not be taken but you can give it so who is truly to blame for your lack of acknowledgement of the self and its ultimate power over all that we purvey.

You may laugh or curse me, you may cry, be humble or nod in agreeance, but most importantly.....
you may

Quick update....

Been busy as filming Uncut White Noise gigs, and being a trashed maggot in general. Running out of money really fast in the process and without a job this may not be the best, but too much fun to care.

Also helping organise a mass Charity festival happening in Geelong in Feb resembling the Big Day Out but with a massive orientation to the disabled and underpriviledged kids as well as making it affordable to just about anyone and everyone. Already have tons of bands willing to give their time to it including a fair amount of internationals.

Westside Creepers is now up on myspace so check it. We have another song on the way as well. It's all abit of fun and things are coming together. Been getting into coding again thanks to this myspace and looking into webdesign and html again. I've done this earlier but didn't have anything to motivate the learning process so now it's full steam ahead.

My photoshop app went haywire on me so I'm getting another copy so there will be a barrage of pic entries to come in the not too distant future. Be patient people, so much to do, so little cash.

Organising a trip to Canada for the end of the year. Will be snowboarding my ass off at Whistler and visiting Teegs in BC. She's been there for a year now so she better have improved cos I'm going to rip it uuuup. She's abit wary though as she doesn't have insurance, or whatever it is, in case she breaks something. She says she's got the rails down but not the air tricks, so this where i step up to the plate. Oh well, go hard or go home, yeeeyaaa. Ok, so I'm excited, Big Kev style (R.I.P. in floral shirt heaven)

Anyway peoples, will be catchin up with yas all soon
and a high five for da bros

Peace out y'all.....hahhahahahaaa

I want..., no scratch that, I need this coffee table!! I already have the glass for it






on other news....
started a hiphop/rap group with robwog, chops and myself - westside creepers y'all. two songs already recorded.
also playing bass with slink. nothing too serious but you never know. hitting it hard and heavy.
may be interviewing tool while they are here, keep ya posted

Also have a favour to ask all that read this, yes, that means you too....

Chops & robwog's band - Uncut White Noise - are being unearthed on JJJfm but they need as many votes as possible soooooo.....

Register on JJJ's Unearthed and rate their songs, ummmm a 5 will do
It doesn't take long.....really, just do it.
You can also check 'em out on myspace - Uncut White Noise

Thanking you in advance
peace
love yas
and all dat

and so the days roll by
glimpses of beauty
the sun warm on my face
wind caressing the leaves of the trees
and still the shadows of my mind persist
i seek the wisdom to understand and grow
not fortune and fame
the one true
love is a beautiful thing
absence
the face reminds me of better times
wonderment
captivation
enthusiasm
makes me smile thinking back
wonder whats to come of this
wisdom i seek
what do you seek?

we see our mistakes in yesterdays truths
yet to learn to appreciate todays wonders


don't talk all at once people....

just trying to remember, while trying to forget....

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dreams have only freaked me out once and i was 6-7 and it was a re-occuring one. Lately, I've had four over the last 2 weeks, all different from eachother but the feeling is the same when I wake. The only consistant thing with all my dreams is the feelings are freakier than the dream. The images don't worry me, it's the freaky feelings that end up waking me up in the strangest ways. I actually fell off my bed with a fit & had to figure out where I was for two of the four aforementioned.

darkness
sooths somewhat
i say, have you seen it anywhere?
holiday in a night
seemless perfection in the absence
madness in the absynth, mmyumm
gone
the more looking the more further away
the way it is.
the way it is!??
recollective reminders
gallant knight on valiant stead, or is that valiant knight on gallant stead??
betrayal, a cruel mistress
love, a dark prince
hope, a maiden in distress
will there be more?
does the path go on behind or does it vapourise with every step?
kindred spirit so softly touched
murdered by the realetic* illusion
though foolishly believe still
when will it return & when will the other desist?
is it grandfather?
is it, grandfather?
is it grand, father?
is it further?
is it worth it? Intuitively, yes, without a doubt
Real world, real time...no, it doesn't seem so
Intake maxxed
Don't touch that.....
void of what is needed, filled with uselessnessnessnessness
grrrrrrr

And so it is that im here once again.......
Relevance?? Don't look at me!
I'm as random & inconsistant as Melbourne weather. Don't worry I think about youz alot..no shittin!
So I had my birfdee party on Saturdee - better late than never - went to strike bowling with around 30 mates. It was abit hectic especially considering half of us were late, including myself lol, so, drinks ahoy. Free shots to all bowling courtesy of the bowling establishment & 5 lanes of chaos....wicked!! During which I was attacked with party poppers galore to which I responded with slow mo getting shot moves. People were amused I tellz ya.
So after been beaten by half the girls and most of the guys tenpinnin we had use of two pool tables. The DJ hooked me up with some funky breakbeat tracks and mates hooked me up with absinthe & messy chaos insued, well for me it did. I even forgot to get money for bowling off all & sundry. I did manage to get a game of pool in with Deaks as my partner and we trumped it...but somehow we lost, then again we were playing Shanks & Sanchez, the two most competitive hombres i know. In all honesty I don't remember the game finishing so maybe we did win, lol.
So....from there Chops, Sara, Slink, Weesa, Dave & myself headed to the Tote where we saw 'Peeping Tom' (the original Australian band) & 'Dread'. To say the gig rocked was a fuckin understatement!! Peeping Tom played some wickedly, funky, hard, stoner rock that was just what the doctor ordered. Then Dread just blew my mind to no end! The funkiest, grooviest metal I have heard since....since Pantera (RIP Dimebag). A force to be reckoned with. They gave me a shout out for my birfdee & handed me a few Js amidst the glorious set with me going all out front of stage with Chops & Slink.
TBC.....w/pics

I'm back with the mac.....
I love macs....
It really likes my digi cam, pity I don't have iLife as yet.
Ok, just finished editing an interview with Mat Egan, custom spray painter, & setting up the last two segments for the show. Got other interviews back from being edited (thanks Jimmy Icon), so It's almost ready.
monthly pay sucks! being money deprived is worse, eh
speak to me, oh speak to me, oh chocolate lips
Thanks Donna if you're reading this, that chat has done me wonders.
Where was i? Oh, milo yoghurt is mmmyumm, so addictive; speaking of which so are macadamia nuts.
Unable to go to Roskilde Festival this year due to this Tv poduction but if everything works out we may very well be filming it in the not too distant future.
A big thankyou also goes to Lemuria, you know why.
anyway....

hello
goodbye
no-ones going to die
belated is the thought but the idea has already sprung
wisdom for the masses
no, that's not how it's done
pass it along
pass the parcel, it's not chinese whispers
dream the sacred dream
like the cat uses it's whiskers
downtrodden, dejected & degenerated
begin afresh
it's highly underated
lay the past to rest
the future is upon us
in our eyes i see the truth
heliophalapalupus
bah, eh, pft....





In the immortal words of Mickey (Uncle Chunk): GET DERE