"Don't stop loving me. I can see it draining out of you. It's me, remember? It was a stupid thing to do and it meant nothing. If you love me enough, you'll forgive me."
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you."
i already miss you.
little foxes.
Tez shot a multi set for Dye and i.
Keep your eyes peeled in the member review section.
"The best love is the kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you."
i already miss you.
little foxes.
Tez shot a multi set for Dye and i.
Keep your eyes peeled in the member review section.
i hear voices and whispers when no ones there.
im being followed.
im being watched.
it frightens me.
i need to find out what it wants....
do you believe in ghosts? spirits? beings still trapped in our world but not visible to every human eye? Can a person be haunted?
im being followed.
im being watched.
it frightens me.
i need to find out what it wants....
do you believe in ghosts? spirits? beings still trapped in our world but not visible to every human eye? Can a person be haunted?
I have Shingles. 
Not contagious. You can only get them if youve ever had chicken pox, and they are brought on by stress or old age.. oh and NO they arent an std.
shingles:
Not contagious. You can only get them if youve ever had chicken pox, and they are brought on by stress or old age.. oh and NO they arent an std.
shingles:
Fri: Saw my ex-boyfriend. It was strange.
Danced at Rics till 2am.
arghhhhhhhhhh!
Sat: back in the valley by 8:30 am. Op shopped. And got my hair bleached.
Garuva's for a birthday dinner.
giving jill a kiss.
she's finally legal and can shoot me naked!
Saw the mess hall play.
Danced till 5am at rics.
Sun: Cold Chills, fever and sweats. Shingles suck. Spent the day in bed watching buffy.
aim for the weekend: take as many photos of people kissing as i can.
my week:
Tue: 7pm met Dye at gerties.
free drinks. sat at the bar at rics while dye worked. free/cheap drinks. very drunk.
dont even remember taking these photos:
my week:
Tue: 7pm met Dye at gerties.
free drinks. sat at the bar at rics while dye worked. free/cheap drinks. very drunk.
dont even remember taking these photos:
boobs.
Wed: The Raveonettes with fletcher & Dye, then drinks at rics.
Thur: Garuva's Meetup.
amazing night, met so many wonderful people.
SickOrSane, Lelaina, Boombambi, dah, Tez, Sanity667, Cleverthings.
and Dye, Lexiphanic, NekoKoneko, Rook, Goldfish
too many cocktails! beers at rics. boob flashing and boys making out. Comparing scars with Dye.
highlight: walking along the dinner table.
very limited photos on my part....
grabby.
cab home with Rook
ALSO just looked through my photobucket account and thought id share with you what i used to look like a few years ago: ill show you trashier ones soon.
(think thick lipstick/eyeliner, torn stockings/clothes)
little snowwhite.
i chose ghost.
sarah and i in rave magazine.
i want a charm bracelet and to start collecting little silver charms....
my brother raven.
i got glasses.
Charms from BitterSweet
sarah and i in rave magazine.
i want a charm bracelet and to start collecting little silver charms....
my brother raven.
i got glasses.
Charms from BitterSweet
YEN came out today!!!
There i am, Page 31! Australians - go buy it! $7.50.
she had times when she wasnt totally herself. she couldnt escape from it either.
it wasnt her fault but she didnt know what the hell it was. (e.sedgwick)
Friday Night.
Dinner in Chinatown with Mark & Sarah. Wine and beer. Sarahs house. More beer.
Went to Rics Bar. Saw Dye for the first time.! Mark & sarah took 200 photos of us all.
manual focus was on and most came out blurry. haha.
we LOVE photos.
me and sarah.
Do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it now. Say it, say it, say it, say it, say it, say it, say it now.
i think i am agyness deyn.
dance dance dance dance to the radio.
We are ready, we are ready for the floor!
* Made an awful decision i will regret for a long time coming. it has left me so hollow. *
Saturday.
8:30am.... got home. no sleep. (25 hours without sleep, minus a nap in the park)
9:30am workmate lindsay picked me up to go to Supanova. so tired. Met up with lexiphanic, Dye, Rook, NekoKoneko, Goldfish and others, wandered around all day looking at cosplayers, going to stalls, going to talks.
2:00pm was it? watched the cosplay parade, Dye and i giggled up the front for most of it, until i couldnt take anymore & needed a ciggerette.
4:00ish? went home. home alone. frightened... i cant stand to be alone for very long anymore...
fragile. couldnt sleep. lucy got home, we started drinking.
11:00pm Rics again. *need to scan polaroids* met up with fletcher. he'd been at a day-long bucks party. he is so fucking adorable on E.
started thinking about what i to have to do (tell you, tell you, tell you, tell you)
I'm hoping with chance, you might take this dance
DANCED. 4am home. (45 hours without sleep, minus the nap in the park, which was freezing cold. and full of the homeless.)
Sunday
8:30am get up. shower. model meet for Fabrik
(for hair expo in june - free hair, plus free flights/accomodation to sydney, all i gotta do is strut!)
tired tired tired. couldnt keep breakfast/lunch down. home.
* confession. regret. hurt. pain. tears. love. i cant eat. i cant sleep. i cant feel.
i cant even look at myself in the mirror. *
- photo captions, Hot Chip lyrics.
There i am, Page 31! Australians - go buy it! $7.50.
she had times when she wasnt totally herself. she couldnt escape from it either.
it wasnt her fault but she didnt know what the hell it was. (e.sedgwick)
Friday Night.
Dinner in Chinatown with Mark & Sarah. Wine and beer. Sarahs house. More beer.
Went to Rics Bar. Saw Dye for the first time.! Mark & sarah took 200 photos of us all.
manual focus was on and most came out blurry. haha.
we LOVE photos.
me and sarah.
Do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it, do it now. Say it, say it, say it, say it, say it, say it, say it now.
i think i am agyness deyn.
dance dance dance dance to the radio.
We are ready, we are ready for the floor!
* Made an awful decision i will regret for a long time coming. it has left me so hollow. *
Saturday.
8:30am.... got home. no sleep. (25 hours without sleep, minus a nap in the park)
9:30am workmate lindsay picked me up to go to Supanova. so tired. Met up with lexiphanic, Dye, Rook, NekoKoneko, Goldfish and others, wandered around all day looking at cosplayers, going to stalls, going to talks.
2:00pm was it? watched the cosplay parade, Dye and i giggled up the front for most of it, until i couldnt take anymore & needed a ciggerette.
4:00ish? went home. home alone. frightened... i cant stand to be alone for very long anymore...
fragile. couldnt sleep. lucy got home, we started drinking.
11:00pm Rics again. *need to scan polaroids* met up with fletcher. he'd been at a day-long bucks party. he is so fucking adorable on E.
started thinking about what i to have to do (tell you, tell you, tell you, tell you)
I'm hoping with chance, you might take this dance
DANCED. 4am home. (45 hours without sleep, minus the nap in the park, which was freezing cold. and full of the homeless.)
Sunday
8:30am get up. shower. model meet for Fabrik
(for hair expo in june - free hair, plus free flights/accomodation to sydney, all i gotta do is strut!)
tired tired tired. couldnt keep breakfast/lunch down. home.
* confession. regret. hurt. pain. tears. love. i cant eat. i cant sleep. i cant feel.
i cant even look at myself in the mirror. *
- photo captions, Hot Chip lyrics.
check me out on this website... Style Audit photo taken by a random in the street, who coincidently was a backpacker i spent a night of passion with years ago. he didnt recognise me at first. but i reminded him.
its a terrible photo, he was telling me to look as though "my friend is selling your friend some hard drugs and you arent happy about it" i dont think i really suceeded.
its a terrible photo, he was telling me to look as though "my friend is selling your friend some hard drugs and you arent happy about it" i dont think i really suceeded.
Sunday : The V-Festival.
hot hot heat, modest mouse, the jesus and mary chain, air, queens of the stone age, duran duran, smashing pumpkins, the presets.
it was a swamp. cold, wet, thick, manure smelling mud.
too many substances were taken.
the bands were amazing.
we all had so much fun.
on the train.
hot hot heat.
little lulu
heather looking evil.
^^^
me sarah and mark.....
vvv
hot hot heat, modest mouse, the jesus and mary chain, air, queens of the stone age, duran duran, smashing pumpkins, the presets.
it was a swamp. cold, wet, thick, manure smelling mud.
too many substances were taken.
the bands were amazing.
we all had so much fun.
on the train.
hot hot heat.
little lulu
heather looking evil.
^^^
me sarah and mark.....
vvv
do you wanna be in my gang?
FLETCHAAAA
duran duran
the bus home
the brodester
ang.
tea and ciggarettes at home.
dont take drugs!
couldnt go to work on monday.
monday night went to the hot hot heat and modest mouse show. got to seem them 2 days in a row.!
Okay so the weekends events
Friday
* Fletch's mum's birthday dinner,
Fletch made a vego curry for me and meat curry for his family.
Then we went to the football (Fletch's mum loves her footy)
I didn't know what was going on most of the time, there were no commentators.
I didn't even know the game had started when someone got almost knocked out on field.
I sat there with confusion on my face the whole time, fletcher, his mum, brother and sister all giggling at me cause I just had no clue! Id never been to the football before, and even though we were only 5 metres from the field it was so hard to see what was going on.
The cheerleaders were the worst part. There moves were so tacky and smutty. And they had pink fluro gumboots on my best friend in my senior year was a cheerleader. It was hilarious. She was this tiny, thin, short Goth chick with all these piercings, among all these tanned blonde surfer girls.
But she had a passion for dancing and gym, and she loves to go against the grain.
* Petrie Terrace House Party - Drinks & Chats.
* As Me, Lucy, KR: Bonezz, Heather and Andrea were walking home from the party, passed the stadium where the football game was at, I stopped to roll a ciggerette.
I was approached by a man in his late 20's/30's
, who started to tell me how hopeless I was at rolling and blah blah, so we asked him to go away and leave us alone because he was making us uncomfortable. This lasted about 10 mins, during which he was calling us pedophiles? and a whole bunch of drunken slander.
At this point KR Bonezz got aggravated
(she was quite drunk, and there was some possible encouragement "go at him Kr" from others in the group) and started to push the guy away. He palmed her in the face and split the inside of her lip.
Then, me being the motherduck of the group decided to step in, I went at him and kicked him a few times, Lucy hit him with an umbrella, but he easily tossed her to the ground (it had been raining, we were in heeled shoes and on concrete - very slippery)
I went to kick him again, but he grabbed me by the ankle and I slipped and fell on my back, he dragged me along the ground for a couple of metres, which put a hole in my jumper and left a graze on my arm.
At that point the police drove up, said they had seen everything, and offered to 'send the guy on his way 10minutes before us'
So sure enough 20metres up the road there he was, rubbing his knuckles and threatening us "next time girls, next time, ill get you'
He was like the hulk.
Saturday
Danielle came over, watched Mighty Boosh season 3 and ate Doritos.
6pm: Boyd's surprise party.
Friday
* Fletch's mum's birthday dinner,
Fletch made a vego curry for me and meat curry for his family.
Then we went to the football (Fletch's mum loves her footy)
I didn't know what was going on most of the time, there were no commentators.
I didn't even know the game had started when someone got almost knocked out on field.
I sat there with confusion on my face the whole time, fletcher, his mum, brother and sister all giggling at me cause I just had no clue! Id never been to the football before, and even though we were only 5 metres from the field it was so hard to see what was going on.
The cheerleaders were the worst part. There moves were so tacky and smutty. And they had pink fluro gumboots on my best friend in my senior year was a cheerleader. It was hilarious. She was this tiny, thin, short Goth chick with all these piercings, among all these tanned blonde surfer girls.
But she had a passion for dancing and gym, and she loves to go against the grain.
* Petrie Terrace House Party - Drinks & Chats.
* As Me, Lucy, KR: Bonezz, Heather and Andrea were walking home from the party, passed the stadium where the football game was at, I stopped to roll a ciggerette.
I was approached by a man in his late 20's/30's
, who started to tell me how hopeless I was at rolling and blah blah, so we asked him to go away and leave us alone because he was making us uncomfortable. This lasted about 10 mins, during which he was calling us pedophiles? and a whole bunch of drunken slander.At this point KR Bonezz got aggravated
(she was quite drunk, and there was some possible encouragement "go at him Kr" from others in the group) and started to push the guy away. He palmed her in the face and split the inside of her lip. Then, me being the motherduck of the group decided to step in, I went at him and kicked him a few times, Lucy hit him with an umbrella, but he easily tossed her to the ground (it had been raining, we were in heeled shoes and on concrete - very slippery)
I went to kick him again, but he grabbed me by the ankle and I slipped and fell on my back, he dragged me along the ground for a couple of metres, which put a hole in my jumper and left a graze on my arm.
At that point the police drove up, said they had seen everything, and offered to 'send the guy on his way 10minutes before us'
So sure enough 20metres up the road there he was, rubbing his knuckles and threatening us "next time girls, next time, ill get you'
He was like the hulk.
Saturday
Danielle came over, watched Mighty Boosh season 3 and ate Doritos.
6pm: Boyd's surprise party.
