Oh how i have missed you...

the name suits a little too well

Wow… July... that is so, so long ago…
I miss this place, but College is too full on too maintain my presence here, on more than a check-in every few months basis anyway.

I just finished my Diploma in Fashion Design, so we had a runway show of our garments for our graduation. I’m continuing now doing an Advanced Diploma until July, or possibly August if they extend the course for an extra term.







Moroccan inspired garment:





Im single, getting driving lessons, doing well at college and just got myself a puppy!

Her name is Meelah, and she is a Kelpie/Border Collie x Cattle Dog/Border Collie



The name ghost is too relevant, love and miss you all,
cant wait to graduate my advanced diploma!

Eesh

I watched Suicide Girls Must Die, I thought it was great, it was funny and i love any excuse to watch SG's for hours, although it did keep me wondering the whole time if the girls were in on it, (and if so who was in on it) and how they would react at the end... I was just thinking "are they allowed to do this to them??"
I hope all the girls recovered from the experience and can look back at it and laugh!

suicide girl survivor next?

Billabong competition:
We had to design a print, then make 2-3 swimsuits, create a selling guide then present to the billabong company.

Heres my designs:
The darker haired model is my little sister!

And here are my classmates on presentation day, we were short models so i had to wear a few:

i have the mother fucking internet at home again!!!!
i have lots of assignment work to do, and my social life is at home, so i am going to catch up around here as much as i can! so expect to see more of me again! i really miss the support i got from this place and everyone whos a part of it. i love you guys!

so excited, i logged in today to find out one of my greatest friends has become an sg in my absence!
fucking finally!



Cruella

New life.

Still studying hard.
But ive got a new house, new housemates and a new boyfriend.
I Live in lota across the road from Steve now with some of the boys.
oh and i dont have the internet.

Life is great.

Missing you all xoxo

New year.
Single. but steve and i are still friends.
ready to study.
mondays & thursdays off.
march - moving house.
de-clutter, re-organise.

i am happy and well.

Invisible.
Worthless.
All i want is to be loved in return.
Steve doesnt give a flying fuck about my exsistance.
I dont understand where the feeling went for him.
He watched me from afar for a year while i had a boyfriend, and when we first got together i was the bee's fucking knee's in his eyes.
what hurts even more is that i know people fall out of love, and there isnt anything you can do about it.

The end of the year went down hill.
My studies got me stressed out. I did well, but only just.
i started smoking pot more heavily.
and eating less.

Christmas was wonderful though.

Todays a down day, tomorow might be up.

Some days i dont want to be alive anymore, i think about how to do it.

Other days all i want to do is be live, smile, breathe and be around people.

I thought i was finally grasping the world, but its secrets and truths have evaded me one more.
thus is life.

i love you all.

2 weeks and 2 days left of college until holidays.
so ive been very busy!
ill touch base again once im on holidays and have a spare second!


Me after the SG brisbane halloween ball.