i'm scared i might become crasy!!!
I must find myself a job quickly, even if that is not what i wanted to be...otherwise i might turn crasy, i 'm so fed up to be alone all the time.
That is so frustrating, i feel i could never have a living from what i like to do and i'm scared i might make jobs making me sick all my live through
I wish i could find a job in which i could find me useful
When i look around me, everyone is usefull in what they are doing.
I am not.
I never felt usefull in anything, certainly not in the mechanic field...
But finding a job in video seems to be pretty complicated, i don't know how long that will take me, but i can't wait no more, i must work!!!
Maybe i could be a waitress for a while...
All my life before, i was so shy that being a waitress or any kind of job in which you have to talk made me feel horribly bad..and i was fired a couple of time, i was so useless...but maybe i evolved now..i must try it again