Figured I should give you all and update on how my life is going. Passing all my classes with A's. Abnormal Psych, Psych 101 & 102, and Eng 121. Just had mid terms, got A's and a B+. I guess Im moving out with my Dad, we found a really cool place but he took the room I want. I will have more freedom to do what I want there, I think. I got the job at Arapahoe Basin (my favorite ski/snowboarding place) I should be starting anytime. Only problem there is it is a 120 mile trip to work and back everyday if I live down here in town. Otherwise I have to find a room up there. And the second hindrance to that plan is I need a car, its pretty impractical to try and live up there without a car. My mother says she might give me the car if I get good grades in all my classes, but she wont promise that if I pass I get the car. So there is a chance I do great in my classes and she just says "no I dont want you going and living in the mountains Im not giving you the car." She thinks Im going to go up there for the winter and forget about classes and never go back to school. So the third option is find some way to get to work for three months, and then get the car. That is the only deal my mother has promised to, if I hold a job for thee months I get the car. I dont care if it is a job she likes or not, If I hold it for three months she had better follow through with her promise. I want this job to work out, it would be great for me, I would be happy, I would meet people. I hate talking about my family like this, I sound like a helpless little kid. We have always been broke, the economy blows, the job market blows, Im working as hard as I can with the options I have to try and make sure I have a car. Shitty jobs like taco bell and walmart are even hard to come by. Im trying, thats all I can do...

Its funny, I checked the site everyday multiple times a day before my set went up. Now that its up I am hardly ever on here, mostly because it isnt accumulating any more comments so I dont have to hope it has more every time I get on. Who knows maybe it will just sit there for a long time and finally get accepted. I will be looking for more good opportunities with photographers but since the first one was so hard to find who knows what I will find. Im still going to do a shoot with K2 Photographers...which I no longer see listed as staff photographers...but if they are around still I will try to work something out with them. Only problem there is I have to pay $500 for a set that might not get accepted at all. UGH. so much confusion!! Oh well, if I never get accepted at least I got some awesome pictures. If I dont get accepted it will have killed a dream I have had since I was fifteen but if Im not good enough for SG then oh well..... if your believe in me go give my set some extra love very very much appreciated!

p.s. if anything i will but myself a badass camera when i finally have the money and shoot my own sets. that way im not paying for sets that might not get accepted. i still love sg and i still want it very badly. just going to have to try harder i guess.

Time to find another photographer I suppose. My set stopped accumulating comments. Its sad for me to think that Im not good enough to go pink, thought this was the one place I would fit in. Haha another childhood dream crushed. Congrats to Xenah and Plum who both went pink like two weeks after their sets went up in MR! Thats beyond amazing. Should I try again? I mean I dont think Im going to find a better photographer...

welp, the comments have stopped coming in and it went down to 94% love I know you need 97% and 1000+ comments to get accepted. Oh well, Ill find a different photographer and try again. Maybe I will have more say in how my set turns out this time around...

thanks for the love on my set everyone, and also thanks to Hildreth! Dunno if this one will make me pink, its at 95% love, a fair amount of comments, guess ill just have to wait and see! Thanks everyone

my set is up yay! haha im so excited, thank you all for the amazing comments i would love nothing more than to go pink!!! i have only wanted this since i was like sixteen lol. happy day

Im stalling before I have to pick my ex up from the airport, dont want to get there too early and have to drive in circles. Started my Epilepsy medication at the beginning of the week, Keppra is what it is called. Started at a fairly low dosage, so if I seize we will have to raise the dosage. I was a little worried because my neurologist said that it could make me depressed, irritable, and sleepy. All things I could really do without, but so far no weird side effects! Got a Xanax prescription to help me with my anxiety, so Im feeling much more stable and able to cope with everything thats going on. I can finally hang out with people without anxiety! What a concept! My set comes out on Sunday, I really hope this gets me pink but i realize there is a good chance it wont. I will just have to keep my fingers crossed! Off to the airport

sunday my set comes out!! ahhhh im so excited! im going to be checking up on it all day, i really hope it does good!!!

life is going a little better for once. i passed my reading, writing, and science ged tests. im going back to take my social studies tomorrow. hopefully taking my math by the end of the month, and then i can sign up for classes. my mother told me that if i was enrolled in school full time i could have the car, so im hoping i can just pass all my ged tests and sign up for classes and get the car finally. my set comes out in six days! i still need a job, and may or may not get kicked out. that situation is a little less threatening now since i would have somewhere to stay. not a very eventful update, sorry.

Preview pics, just to remind you guys its only two weeks or so till my set comes out! August 21 5am