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Today's mood...lost. I am here argueing with my friend that I do not like being "set up". To be set up adds more pressure to a situation that is to be natural and people can be themselves. I found myself getting up and leaving. I sit here cry with many tears going down my face. I am going to run. I dont know where I am going to go. But I will find somewhere. To all my friends I leave you today for some time for myself. I really dont want to leave but I must. Everything is spinning past me. I reach out from the floor and all I see is people walking past me without reaching out for a hand up. I must do this alone. For I stumble and I fall for I can no longer be a good friend now. To Andi - I can not be there right now. But I will have you on my mind. MorbidAngel - Dude you have a great girl. I thank you for allowing me to be her friend. Sup from Oakland dude. Maybe one day we can chill. urblueygrl - We never had a chance to chat but thank you for advice and wisdom. Please all look away as I am at my weakest time right now.