Ok so it's time for an update. Nobody is writting in my journal. Today I recieved a call from a friend who spent hours on the phone crying and telling me how sorry she was for not listening to what I had to say. I told her I have no feelings for her and yet she still pushes to have these feelings that arent there anymore. I mean am being cold? am I heartless? Dont I have the right to protect myself? I dont know.

Ok its time for an Update. To follow up on my previous Journal entry. When I look at a SG I see the beauty of thier artwork on bodies as an expression of the feelings they feel. I am currently designing my tatoo for my back. I am reaching out to my friends that Ive met on SG for some ideas. I like swords, I am about love,trust honor, family. Things that interest me is flying, travel,live bands, Well I am looking forward to reading what ideas you as my friends come up with. As for me. I am going to take some time off to sort out some drama I am going through. Just recently I got into a rage with my ex. And I have been crying ever since. Im tired of everything being my fault. To be honest is bad. Why is it when I try to do the right thing and tell the truth it is never enough?

Andi.....I am here for you....
Elija ..... shake dat ass.....you know what im talking about
Kida....Havent chatted with you yet but looking forward to chatting with you.
WitchBaby....lets go swimming
Gizelle....Happy Birthday and Hope you having fun in SF
N8tvegrl.....Lets play darts
Cassie.....whats up gurl? I need a raincheck
Jessy......Hi
sheepgirl17......my neighbor from the bay
Chastety.....mah buddy from Washington
Juno106...lets spin
sphyxgrl........Lets make pionus babies
Cinder.....Whats up SLC UT Babe....
Kade......Whats up girl? Cant wait to see the new pics
UrBlueygrl.....Thanks for being there.....