Y'know.. I haven't renewed my SG account in over a year.. yet somehow I still remain a member. Strange.

So, yesterday I had my first car accident.. it wasn't my fault... some guy in a Jag went straight into the back of me... and crumpled my bumper etc.. as well as leaving me highly whiplashed It was scary and it HURTS! But, such is life. It could have been worse. And I got to miss work to go to the hospital ha.

I'm hoping to have my US work visa by June, and move into the little apartment complex where all my favourite people live for 3 years +

I am highly excited about this. Can't wait to get my MU career on the roll state side!

Oh, and just after I returned to the UK, our cat gave birth to 3 kittens. They are ADORABLE and I devote at least 4hours out of my day to staring at them

Here are photos for you.. hippy photoshoot.. kittens.. and random LA funtimes from Jan-April 09 . Enjoy,

Zombii xox

I love my friends.

Somewhere along the way I became accidentally busy. I have done so many photo shoots these past weeks... applied so much make up and some how still found myself with ample "spare" time with which my current Country lifestyle has little to fill it up with.

Therefore I am currently re-reading Edith Wharton's "The House of Mirth". The end of The Twilight Saga left a vast and cavenous void which could only be filled by some of my favourite literary characters of years past. Apart from the whimsical and tragic adventures of Lilly Bart, I also enjoy reading reference books and non fiction at a leisurely pace.. mixing British History with Conspiracy Theories, Russell Brand's life story and the inner workings of The Beatles.

I'm planning something. In my head it is glorious, I can only dream that the reality will be as aesthetically adept as my vision. . inspiration chases me around the narrow corridors of this cottage and it's only a matter of time before I put my ideas in front of a camera!

Until next time mon peu fleurs de merveille

Love, love,

xoxoxox

When the rain sweeps n romantic droplets across the fields, and the sun gracefully gives way to the clouds begging her to embrace them, the Church bells chime nobly, the birds croon tenderly and for a fleeting moment, England does not seem quite so bad.

Photographs of recent Madd Hattery:





Mannequin face <3 hehehe

this new SG layout is ... interesting...


Love,

Jess xox

I've now been back in England for one whole month. It has been long... boring... I spend my days sending countless emails on a dead end race to find a job .. then my evenings are wasted watching dvd's and smoking with my sister.

I miss my friends in LA more than I can bare. I miss my life... there is no excitement for me here, my friends all have their own lives and many have moved far, far away..there is no love.. no money.. no work that challenges me and pushes me to extremes. I NEED to be on a set! Surrounded by driven people who just want to make something and be the best they can be at it.

Here are a couple of pictures... the first is some make up work I did over the weekend, the rest are of me with one of my best English girls

England is not the place for me. I feel like I am losing steam... chasing empty job offers and feeling lost wherever I go. I miss my friends... my pseudo LA family.

Although at least I got to see these girls, the reason for England being a little bit less dark..



I am lonely, ready for love and this town is highly deficient in cute hippy rockstar boys to take out a girl like me.

Where is my Edward Cullen!

I am back in England. Heartbroken. Hopefully I will only be here until the Summer. I miss LA...it is my home.. my friends there are my family. I miss them deeply.

SO on that note, I am in search of two things...

1) A room to rent in central London..if anyone knows of anything please let me know!

2) Make Up work..anyone need a MUA for a set or a halloween party..a wedding..anything..let me know!!!

I have to build up my portfolio as much as possible and get back to LA before my heart breaks irreversibly


xoxooxoxox
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I miss these beautiful faces xoxox

my heart is aching with the empty sorrow of the millions of stars that can't be seen through the smog in this city.

September already!

People have left town..people are returning from various travelling excursions...i'm beginning new adventures involving an H1 visa, a new job, a car and in then hopefully my own appartment and maybe one day a little orphaned dog who needs some lovin'





and that's that

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LIFE THUS FAR



i love the woods






hair cut





summercamp




peace, love and BBQ




music video




drinking




posing




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