I think my brain has turned to mush. I blame the movie (if you can call it that) 'Queen of the Damned'. What a stinker!
I could try and blame bad films for the lack of creative drive lately, but it's not such a good excuse. I can't seem to GET the art out of me. It's like a cyst... or more like that intestinal gas in an enclosed space, you know? The fart that you really, really need to have. If I don't fart I'll ache for hours.
If I don't create, I'll ache for years.
I could try and blame bad films for the lack of creative drive lately, but it's not such a good excuse. I can't seem to GET the art out of me. It's like a cyst... or more like that intestinal gas in an enclosed space, you know? The fart that you really, really need to have. If I don't fart I'll ache for hours.
If I don't create, I'll ache for years.
So, how does an anxiety sufferer grow her nails?
Not well at all, apparently
Would someone please come and rub my belly?
Not well at all, apparently
Would someone please come and rub my belly?
Ooh! I've been tagged by HelloNurse! So here are 20 thingies about me, if you're inclined to read on
1. I have very poor eyesight. I've been wearing glasses since I was three years old (already shunned for looking geeky in kindy, sheesh). My eyes are prone to laziness, too, but I've had years of fixin' so that it only happens when I'm really tired or when I do it on purpose.
2. I speak fluent Japanese, thanks to a few years of hocking precious gemstones in a tropical paradise. I speak french abysmally, however. And no, I won't translate your manga for you.
3. I lived in Canada (Calgary) for 6 months, where I fell in love, made snow angels, and ate caribou.
4. I kinda like modeling bridal gowns, but they're awfully difficult to walk around in. My grandmother loves seeing me in magazines, she keeps all my ads and photos. So cute.
5. I played the piano when I was eight.
6. I'm a huge linguistics nerd, and I enjoy boring my boyfriend with it.
7. I'm not a free software groupie, but I bet my boyfriend wishes I was!
8. My heritage is Hungarian, Polish, and German.
9. I was a camgirl under the name 'szeretlek'. I used to get a lot of cock in my inbox. It was fun.
10. I love reading short stories, especially those by E Annie Proulx and Raymond Carver.
11. I have 'Tolkien's Disease' where I tend to Capitalize Everything.
12. I have severe anxiety and panic attacks, but I receive treatment for it and I can do neat shit like drive my car whoooo.
13. I grew up on a beach and I miss the smell of salt on my skin when I've been away too long...
14. I hate having my blood taken yet I have a sick sense of enjoyment when it comes to being pierced. I have holes in both nipples and my lip, and I itch to get more, but my boy worries that I'll never get past a metal detector. HAH!
15. I have a terribly addictive personality. Isn't it ironic how #15 follows #14?
16. I love New York, but hate it when I'm hungover. That place is filthy bad for my health and mental sanctity (must be why I like it )
17. I'm a tortured artist.
18. I have two younger brothers, and I love them both dearly.
19. I'm in terrible shape at the moment and desperately trying to get back to some sort of sensible fitness level (i.e to not totally SUCK)
20. I love singing in Japanese. I was a total karaoke queen over there.
1. I have very poor eyesight. I've been wearing glasses since I was three years old (already shunned for looking geeky in kindy, sheesh). My eyes are prone to laziness, too, but I've had years of fixin' so that it only happens when I'm really tired or when I do it on purpose.
2. I speak fluent Japanese, thanks to a few years of hocking precious gemstones in a tropical paradise. I speak french abysmally, however. And no, I won't translate your manga for you.
3. I lived in Canada (Calgary) for 6 months, where I fell in love, made snow angels, and ate caribou.
4. I kinda like modeling bridal gowns, but they're awfully difficult to walk around in. My grandmother loves seeing me in magazines, she keeps all my ads and photos. So cute.
5. I played the piano when I was eight.
6. I'm a huge linguistics nerd, and I enjoy boring my boyfriend with it.
7. I'm not a free software groupie, but I bet my boyfriend wishes I was!
8. My heritage is Hungarian, Polish, and German.
9. I was a camgirl under the name 'szeretlek'. I used to get a lot of cock in my inbox. It was fun.
10. I love reading short stories, especially those by E Annie Proulx and Raymond Carver.
11. I have 'Tolkien's Disease' where I tend to Capitalize Everything.
12. I have severe anxiety and panic attacks, but I receive treatment for it and I can do neat shit like drive my car whoooo.
13. I grew up on a beach and I miss the smell of salt on my skin when I've been away too long...
14. I hate having my blood taken yet I have a sick sense of enjoyment when it comes to being pierced. I have holes in both nipples and my lip, and I itch to get more, but my boy worries that I'll never get past a metal detector. HAH!
15. I have a terribly addictive personality. Isn't it ironic how #15 follows #14?
16. I love New York, but hate it when I'm hungover. That place is filthy bad for my health and mental sanctity (must be why I like it
)17. I'm a tortured artist.
18. I have two younger brothers, and I love them both dearly.
19. I'm in terrible shape at the moment and desperately trying to get back to some sort of sensible fitness level (i.e to not totally SUCK)
20. I love singing in Japanese. I was a total karaoke queen over there.
I had a bloody awful day. Two exams and so little sleep!
35% of my mark for french, 20% for japanese and 75% of my mark for fiction writing completed in the last five days. No turning back now, huh?
To top it off I haven't been to the gym in days, I have a flu (again), and people who make me gag keep showing up in my life.
Someone come here and cuddle me!
35% of my mark for french, 20% for japanese and 75% of my mark for fiction writing completed in the last five days. No turning back now, huh?
To top it off I haven't been to the gym in days, I have a flu (again), and people who make me gag keep showing up in my life.
Someone come here and cuddle me!
Walking home in the rain made me happy today.
It didn't start that way. Walking home alone when there are people on Glenferrie laughing and loving is kinda lonely. But then I get to Wattletree and I'm happy. Because there are snails there.
Why snails?
Because when I see snails, I think of eating them. And when I think of eating them, I think of my Canadian sweetheart and all the good things (like snails) that he brought into my life.
And if that isn't romantic to you, well, bollocks then.
It didn't start that way. Walking home alone when there are people on Glenferrie laughing and loving is kinda lonely. But then I get to Wattletree and I'm happy. Because there are snails there.
Why snails?
Because when I see snails, I think of eating them. And when I think of eating them, I think of my Canadian sweetheart and all the good things (like snails) that he brought into my life.
And if that isn't romantic to you, well, bollocks then.
Ugh. I ate too many god damn pods and now I feel ill.
Good thing I went to the gym for two hours.
But I still SUCK.
Good thing I went to the gym for two hours.
But I still SUCK.
Quote from my boyfriend:
'Every bleeding uterus has a silver lining'.
We certainly can't afford the Burberry pram right now, that's for sure.
'Every bleeding uterus has a silver lining'.
We certainly can't afford the Burberry pram right now, that's for sure.
