OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!
I just got bitched out and called a creep by like 15 people for asking if anyone had old pics of Cheralin aka ex SG Kiscica (my girlfriend), so I might be able to share them with her. apparently Im a psycho stalker, cause every picture on the planet that she has ever been in belongs to her adn theres no chance someone has one she doesnt .
what the fuck is wrong with some people?
' anyways back to the regular shit I asked my friends.
PLEASE HELP!!!
I need one year anniversary ideas:
Things to buy her as a gift.
Things to do with her.
Places to Go (Around Toronto or Buffalo/Niagra).
Things to do TO her (you get what Im sayin).
Possibly things to cook for her (a cheese crazed semi vegitarian).
and to anyone reading this who knows Chera (like you Deanna) we keeps it on the down low, so whatever we does for her, she doesnt know til its too late.
PS
If you're going to be rude, dont comment in my journal. Its ok for you to pretend that you're king/queen shit, but I for one am not fooled or impressed, and honestly I could care less about you or your opinions. thanks.
I just got bitched out and called a creep by like 15 people for asking if anyone had old pics of Cheralin aka ex SG Kiscica (my girlfriend), so I might be able to share them with her. apparently Im a psycho stalker, cause every picture on the planet that she has ever been in belongs to her adn theres no chance someone has one she doesnt .
what the fuck is wrong with some people?
' anyways back to the regular shit I asked my friends.
PLEASE HELP!!!
I need one year anniversary ideas:
Things to buy her as a gift.
Things to do with her.
Places to Go (Around Toronto or Buffalo/Niagra).
Things to do TO her (you get what Im sayin).
Possibly things to cook for her (a cheese crazed semi vegitarian).
and to anyone reading this who knows Chera (like you Deanna) we keeps it on the down low, so whatever we does for her, she doesnt know til its too late.
PS
If you're going to be rude, dont comment in my journal. Its ok for you to pretend that you're king/queen shit, but I for one am not fooled or impressed, and honestly I could care less about you or your opinions. thanks.
PLEASE HELP!!!
I need one year anniversary ideas:
Things to buy her as a gift.
Things to do with her.
Places to Go (Around Toronto or Buffalo/Niagra).
Things to do TO her (you get what Im sayin).
Possibly things to cook for her (a cheese crazed semi vegitarian).
and to anyone reading this who knows her (Deanna) we keeps it on the down low, so whatever we does for her, she doesnt know til its too late.
PS
If you're gonig to be rude, dont comment in my journal. Its ok for you to pretend that you're king/queen shit, but I for one am not fooled or impressed, and honestly I could care less about you or your opinions. thanks.
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!
I just got bitched out and called a creep by like 50 people for asking if anyone had old pics of Cheralin aka ex SG Kiscica (my girlfriend), so I might be able to share them with her. apparently Im a psycho stalker, cause every picture on the planet that she has ever been in belongs to her adn theres no chance someone has one she doesnt .
what the fuck is wrong with some people?
I need one year anniversary ideas:
Things to buy her as a gift.
Things to do with her.
Places to Go (Around Toronto or Buffalo/Niagra).
Things to do TO her (you get what Im sayin).
Possibly things to cook for her (a cheese crazed semi vegitarian).
and to anyone reading this who knows her (Deanna) we keeps it on the down low, so whatever we does for her, she doesnt know til its too late.
PS
If you're gonig to be rude, dont comment in my journal. Its ok for you to pretend that you're king/queen shit, but I for one am not fooled or impressed, and honestly I could care less about you or your opinions. thanks.
OH MY FUCKING GOD!!!!!!
I just got bitched out and called a creep by like 50 people for asking if anyone had old pics of Cheralin aka ex SG Kiscica (my girlfriend), so I might be able to share them with her. apparently Im a psycho stalker, cause every picture on the planet that she has ever been in belongs to her adn theres no chance someone has one she doesnt .
what the fuck is wrong with some people?
Last night my mom and I had the....
"I love you and since Im dying, I want you to know I was always really proud of you and Im so sorry I'll never get to be at your wedding or watch you settle down and have kids, or anything else that since your dad died, I would have been the one you turned to for appreciation. And Im sorry Ill probably never get to meet Cheralin, this girl who you love more than life".....
...talk.
Tha last part is one of the big things right now. I so much hope i still get the chance to introduce these two amazing women who both make every bit of me better, to each other. I wish I could have them both in the same room even if only once. That would make me happy.
Mom,
I know you'll never read this but...
I'll love you for ever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My mommy you'll be.
please dont leave me yet.
I love you
your son
Zechariah
sorry everyone.
I have to go now.
"I love you and since Im dying, I want you to know I was always really proud of you and Im so sorry I'll never get to be at your wedding or watch you settle down and have kids, or anything else that since your dad died, I would have been the one you turned to for appreciation. And Im sorry Ill probably never get to meet Cheralin, this girl who you love more than life".....
...talk.
Tha last part is one of the big things right now. I so much hope i still get the chance to introduce these two amazing women who both make every bit of me better, to each other. I wish I could have them both in the same room even if only once. That would make me happy.
Mom,
I know you'll never read this but...
I'll love you for ever
I'll like you for always
As long as I'm living
My mommy you'll be.
please dont leave me yet.
I love you
your son
Zechariah
sorry everyone.
I have to go now.
So yeah this is what i love. other things matter to me but nothing as much as this.
isnt she beautiful?
the best thing I've ever done in my life, was introduce myself to her all those months ago.
isnt she beautiful?
the best thing I've ever done in my life, was introduce myself to her all those months ago.
Im often down.
Im often sad.
Im very rarely scared.
and right now Im scared.
Hearts break too easily.
dreams fade too fast.
right now it feels better to hold my breath than to breathe.
Im often sad.
Im very rarely scared.
and right now Im scared.
Hearts break too easily.
dreams fade too fast.
right now it feels better to hold my breath than to breathe.
Things suck for now.
they'll (probably) get better but for right now...
things suck. and Im messed up about it.
I was so messed up that I shut my hand in my machine at work twice last night within the first 15 minutes, adn got sent home so I wouldnt end up hurting myself or someone else on accident. That should give you an idea how bad things suck.
they'll (probably) get better but for right now...
things suck. and Im messed up about it.
I was so messed up that I shut my hand in my machine at work twice last night within the first 15 minutes, adn got sent home so I wouldnt end up hurting myself or someone else on accident. That should give you an idea how bad things suck.
SO Im just messin around for a bit online.
Im in Kansas workin in a factory, tryin to save money, to move back up to my girl.
I havent seen her since Jan 3 so Im fiendin to kiss her. i miss her. very much
SO Im getting new body mods soon, adn i want opinions.
Rescently I got a white (no outline) skull adn crossbones on my knuckle. a ghost tattoo if you will.
up next Im getting two birds (refer to my pics) on my chest, and in the center Im getting a blood pump style heart with a sewn together broken valentines heart "tattooed" into the front of it (im getting a tattoo of a heart with a heart shaped tattoo on it)
then Im stretching my ear lobes out to a 0 gauge
then Im doing a underwater sunkin ship ocean piece, to cover my entire right fore arm, and the upper arm will be a skull island and treasure map.
then a mathmatical sign on my side
then the praying hands (on fire) on the left side of my neck
and somewhere a virgin Mary with her face painted like a day of the dead skeleton somewhere.
then Im going to have two "litlle green plastic" army men tattooed fighting each other on my calf. one green and one tan, each about 9 inches tall adn with a realistic ww2 battle scene in the back ground.
those are all definites.
heres the question.
my girl wants me to get a belly button piercing. not the normal top side, but the bottom (or maybe horizontal). I dont really care either way. its not a piercing i would have ever gone out of my way for, but I am not opposed to getting it either. so whats everyones opinion on this? good thing on guys or nay?
thats all for now.
and remember, just cause you cant see me, doesnt mean I cant see you (eww that was kinda creepy of me huh?)
over 100 favorite bands (and still that seems low)
Im in Kansas workin in a factory, tryin to save money, to move back up to my girl.
I havent seen her since Jan 3 so Im fiendin to kiss her. i miss her. very much
SO Im getting new body mods soon, adn i want opinions.
Rescently I got a white (no outline) skull adn crossbones on my knuckle. a ghost tattoo if you will.
up next Im getting two birds (refer to my pics) on my chest, and in the center Im getting a blood pump style heart with a sewn together broken valentines heart "tattooed" into the front of it (im getting a tattoo of a heart with a heart shaped tattoo on it)
then Im stretching my ear lobes out to a 0 gauge
then Im doing a underwater sunkin ship ocean piece, to cover my entire right fore arm, and the upper arm will be a skull island and treasure map.
then a mathmatical sign on my side
then the praying hands (on fire) on the left side of my neck
and somewhere a virgin Mary with her face painted like a day of the dead skeleton somewhere.
then Im going to have two "litlle green plastic" army men tattooed fighting each other on my calf. one green and one tan, each about 9 inches tall adn with a realistic ww2 battle scene in the back ground.
those are all definites.
heres the question.
my girl wants me to get a belly button piercing. not the normal top side, but the bottom (or maybe horizontal). I dont really care either way. its not a piercing i would have ever gone out of my way for, but I am not opposed to getting it either. so whats everyones opinion on this? good thing on guys or nay?
thats all for now.
and remember, just cause you cant see me, doesnt mean I cant see you (eww that was kinda creepy of me huh?)
over 100 favorite bands (and still that seems low)
SO I have to go back to the states for a bit and try nd work out some money issues.
It has been amazing being here with my girl all these months and I cant stand the fact that I wont see her beautiful face every morning and night, but if I want things for her and me to work, this has to happen.
this means though that I wont be on the computer for months so everyone please take care.
much love
Zechariah
It has been amazing being here with my girl all these months and I cant stand the fact that I wont see her beautiful face every morning and night, but if I want things for her and me to work, this has to happen.
this means though that I wont be on the computer for months so everyone please take care.
much love
Zechariah
