So much is going on and alot of it is bullshit im just going through one of those crysis where everything is slow, i think its because of my insomnia i can even tell in my face that im tired,no sleep for 4 days im just running off of the green now, work is starting to notice my sluggish ways the only thing motivated me is excersing i believe the closer to halloween it becomes the better ill be =)

First time sleeping in forever and i was out like a light!


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When Pesky and TimothyStarship were in town and chilled with me at my place for the weekend

Ok so please forgive me if i began to ramble but im high and this is one of the awesomest things thats happend to me all day. ok so its kinda long story so stick with me. theres this guy named jerry at burger king i always go in to get stackers for my client before work as a treat every now and then. and im always saying hi and hes always compliments me and weve been doing this for about 4 months now and ive become good aqauintences with Jerry. well today i did the usual single stacker thing and as i pulled up Jerry was there he said hey hey girl how are you and were chat chitting and jerry asks me if i was on the internet? i looked at him confused and said im on facebook and he said oh i thought i saw you somewhere else? and i had to think and i stopped and looked at him and laughed and he nodded his head like yeah bitch you know what im talking about and i said oh you mean Suicide girls??? hes like yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh and I JUST CRACK UP! he is the first and only person that i HAVE NOT told im a SG in anyway shape or form and he actually found me. Thats awesome that i have my first public notice fan it made my whole night.

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So lately ive been wasting my time, just letting life go by day by day and i feel so slow paced and bored. i need an adventure and uplifting life changing expierence...or maybe just a night of hardcore sex....mhmm havent ecided yet, fighting with the boy toy, all work and no play, smoking every chance i get to dull this boring state of mind and turn it into something creative is all becoming a routine which i rpomised myself id never life my life. so i changed my hair to blond and black just to try something new just to feel sexy for a day. i went out with my girlfriends just to be around laughing vaginas all night (because a night with your sisters can change everything) went home watched the boy play video games and passed out, lol it may not be the most interesting of things but it was something different then waking up going to work going home going to bed. anywhooooooo here are some pictures of my night enjoy! <3

Plus side of my day someone just stopped me in awe at the mall and got teary eyed and said my heavens child...i turned and she touched my hand and said good lord you look just like that precious Aaliyah bless your heart your beautiful and her daughter said oh no mama she looks like Jennifer Hudson, i blushed so hard like awe thank you thats too kind but i am deff not that beautiful it was just a relief to get possitive feedback from random people

And then theres the boy toy who always relates me to Gabrielle Union who i have know idea why he does lol he says i look and act like her and its sexy?! lol wow ....men

i dont think i can compare to these woman but who do you guys think i look like the most out of the 3 gorgeous woman above?

Ok i havent been on in a couple of days so far life is boring all ive been doing is getting high and working the last couple of days ive been doing hair and groooming, speaking of hair i think im gonna change the color again just for a couple of weeks before halloween. . Eh but my weekend was boring didnt do much and everytime i tried to something interviened got to see my dad which was full of drama a little fighting with the bf feeling left out by friends and eating alot.....merrrr need to get ym life straightned out b4 it spirals and no one wants that. mer anyway some spoilers to per occupy your time.

Ok everything turned out fucking incredible! Had an amazing weekend wehad some minor issues and dissapointements along the way butin the end i made three new amazing friends who i hope to see again soon! I wanted to espically thank several people Alisa-forbeing pateint with me nd meeting us to shoot personal glamour shots that turned out fucking amazing! and for allowing me to meet your beauitful famiy you made me feel very welcomed.

Pesky- for staying at my crib and chillen oing withmy weirdness for a hole weeend and tolerating so much bs, you hung in the like a chap nd i loved that abou you, we had fun and i hope to see you again soon.

TimothyStarship- For making me laugh this whole weekend! and buying mlk an eggs just to make brownies ith me at 12 am you are an amazing friend and im so very happy i met you

Also brandon for finally coming to terms that the woman you love is a suicide girl n loves this community and finally giving it a chance, Also Neato for being s supportivie and meeting my new friends and being so nice. This was jst a wonderful expierence and i hope to have so many more! here is some pics from the photoshoot with Alisa

Here are pictures of us just chillen at my place

Here are pictures of our last day together eatin at waffle house <3

And finally these ae a couple of pitures i took of me when i got bored today

For PeskyTimothyStarship

He guys i have some picture from my night last night. Bad and good news first. Bad- one we didnt get to go to hounddogs bc the shoot lasted like 2 x longer then anyone wanted bc one photgrapher bailed and the other was to overwhlemed, and two because the set with Pesky didnt go as wonderful as planned in our heads lol. Im sure we will post pictures of it though i know i will for a fact but as a full set we wont turn it in as a whole( we will talk about it and decided after its edited but mer =/ ) Good news is we did have a fucking blast in the end , she is a sweet person and our good friend TimothyStarship is funny as hell just such a sweet soul! and hopefully were meeting some ohian sg's and members tonight which i cant wait for!=) and i wanted to thank Neato for taking the time to come out and try to shoot this set by herself, lol she tried her hardest , it was so funny to watch her do crazy ass poses to get angels and shit all night and i also wanna thank my babygirl beth who let us use her living room as a location and provided goodies and love and momo for us! , lol enough lolligagging heres pix from my phone lol sorry for the horible qaulity

So since my friends have supported me i gotta support them these are pictures of my fav hopefuls currently =) enjoy
Vixiee

Pettis

Pesky - and todays the day were doing our multi shoot yay!

Neato

there will be deff more to come i just chose the top 4 that i was close to =)
Anywho spoilers of my night and day thus far

and todays the big day after 7 pm i will have officially met Pesky which im extremly exicted for. Neato and Demi will be hooking us up tonight =) then sat is a deff meet and greet with Alisato do a glmaour shoot which i cant wait for! and i get to meet Kewpie, Tovi and tons of other beauitful sg's and hopefuls and members at hound dogds fri - sat! I may even stop in and get some metal from Patton this weekend as well! i will have tons of pix and blogs soon!

Finally got a new phone not the best but its working and i still have unlimited text so im a happy camper.A couple more days til the shoot im extremly exicted kinda fucked up and went out and ate alot so its time to hit the cardio lol Heres a couple pix of my hair nd my tattoo outline,excuse the horrible camera its all the phones fault lol And i wanted to say thank you to all my friends! FUCK 1000! i litterly have 1028 friends now!!!!! which is fucking incredible! <3 Thanks for all the support seriously it means the world <3

Pretty far gone right now smoked way to much lol and i just need some rest! hoping to have a stressful free weekend! <3 In the mean time heres a random video
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I love having random moments with my little brother hes such a doll,he looks up to his big sister so much if only he knew i was a model that shot in the nude the things he would be doing just to keep up with his sisters coolness lol ill turn on hbo and see my brother doing some other shit oh my!
Gotta love dress up time with the siblings

Hopefully getting a new phone tonight its only been two days and it feels like two weeks..thats how you know technology is getting bad when you litterly cannot live without your phone lol. I dyed my hair purple which i like i cut the bangs to short but hey i can still pull it off! only litterly 7 more days til i meet Pesky and we do our shoot! Still looking for outfits for my glamour shoot with Alisa but i know ill find something in time! my backs all crackley and crusty lol i heal fast so i know by friday ill be good! i just hate the healing process it takes to long lol. i just got the outline done only 2 more sessions i may get another tat in the mean time. who knows lol. welps at work better get off of here dont want my client to pop up and see naked woman all over the screen lmao

My phone is compleltly gone to shit so i cant contact anyone because it wont charge and the batterys dead hopefully will be getting a new one the next couple of days so i can post this amazing picture of the outline of my new tat by the incredible David Boggins ♥ in the mean time if anyone texts me dont be upset if i dont get back to ya! <3 im about to dye my hair soon just gotta find the right purple the outline feels amazing and looks pretty damn good, very aquerate and i like that! i cant wait for the next two sessions its alot prettier then i thought it out to be! hopefullys its healed by the time i shoot with my dear ol Pesky and Alisa Which im sooo fucking exicted about! I still gotta edit my last set and put up the pictures of the grand opening but my photgrapher has been giving me blue balls for about a week lol shes lucky i love her like a sister.