Waiting...... almost done with the waiting. Lee gets to come home at the end of september! truly excited about that... My sister is in the process of moving in with me. Im excited to be getting a new roommate and very excited that it is gonna be my sister. Rent dollars are needed!

Atleast I stay busy. If i had to be still all the time i think that i would go crazy...

im just ready for things to get a little more normal and less crazy!

The past couple of weeks have been bleh really.. work sucks right now.. But neway. Gonna go party tonight with my bestie Pam for her 22nd bday! I totally got kicked out of the club last year on her 21st bday for under age drinking... It was really lame. I cant get kicked out this year.( It should be a rule that if you own your own house and support your self you should be able to drink even if your only 20) Lee has about 6 months before he gets to come home... it seems like everyday takes forever now... i miss him so much and cannot wait to see his face... Well, im gonna go get dressed hope whoever reads this has a rockin weekend!

so nothing much has been going on really.. Im broke, worried about having a job in a couple of months... My husband was finally moved to a different prison with less violence.. At the last place some one was getting stabbed weekly. My sister had a miscarriage. I so wanted a neice or nephew. I just mowed my grass.... just a bunch of blah days. I hope things get a little better soon.

my life is so wishy washy right now.... Blah. I got a call from my husband on saturday night and he found out that he gets paroled out on Nov. 25th!!!! So i am extremly excited . My sister went to the doc today and found out that she is 8 weeks pregnant, the baby is due nov. 11th!!! So lots to happen in november. lots to do ... im adding some new me pics nothing special haven't had time to take nakey ones... maybe someday soon. Im tryin to lose some weight before i take ne more pics really... sort of a motivation really because i like takin pics of my body (most of the time).

Miss all you guys on here.... I hate that i have been super busy. im workin on gettting on some sort of a schedule.

Well

Well, just to give an update. My husband got sentenced to 5 years not 8 months like i had previously wrote. Life is nothing but boring. nothing new. got new hair stuff going on... I hope to post some new pics when the internet is working at my house.
peace out guys

so im 21 tomorrow... Really excited about that... It seems so small though after everything thats been going on in my life... Ill just be able to get shit faced more often.
Things are good i guess... nothing exciting or grand just blah everyday life.. I feel like I work to much but can't do anything about it...... I just feel like i need a nap for like a week and wake up refreshed and be unaware of any of the worries i fell asleep with... I wanna wake up light hearted...

i woke up and realized that one day i will find my self... or atleast i hope i will... If you feel like you are falling all the time, what does it feel like to land?

Well, enough about all that...
Shit has been crazy lately... I am pretty much settled into my house... Still miss my husband can't wait for him to come home-whenever that is. I still work all the time. Getting a new tattoo soon... Extremely pumped about that. I have recently been motivated to get off my ass and try and get healthy. I have lost 9lbs in this endeavor. Go me! right?

Well, that is all i have for right now.

oh and i want to be a pirate

Well..... Im totally moved into my house.. No more apartment.... Im so excited about that.... I just can't wait for the double bills to stop happening... Life is really busy right now I have worked 16 straight days 10 to 12 hr shifts ... I guess it could be worse... I am tryin to build up paid vacation days So I can take a trip or something since I haven't been anywhere in like 2 or 3 years.
But other than working and well.... working everything is awesome!

Im just waiting for everything to sink in.... If it ever does